She let go of He Yurao's hands that were gradually getting cold, and tried to stand up by holding on to the edge of the bed, but her vision went dark and she fainted into Rong Beiming's warm and generous arms.
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When Yu Nianen woke up, it was already the next morning.
When he opened his eyes, he saw Rong Beiming sitting on the edge of the bed, looking out the window and wondering what he was thinking.
"Are you awake?" He didn't look back. She turned over slightly, disturbing him.
Yu Nianen did not answer, but slowly sat up, got out of bed and entered the bathroom.
After washing, she looked at him blankly and asked, "Where is my mother?"
"Aren't you hungry?" What she said before fainting yesterday hurt him inside and out. He thought about it all night, but couldn't figure out what he had done wrong?
If there was a mistake, it was that damn deal! But without that deal, how could they have spent time together?
And wouldn't she, Yu Nianen, still be "bought" by another man?
"What to do next? Please hurry up! I want to go home, I want to take my mother home." Her eyes were dull, her body was weak, and her mind was confused.
"What do you want to do most now?" he asked.
Yu Nianen stared at him, silent at first, and then said in a very low voice: "Can you let me go, I know I am bad, I betrayed myself, so God should punish me. I think... we are
It's not that you should..., in fact, so many women like you, you can live a better life without me."
"And I am already very miserable. I had a falling out with Shuyi. She was raped and dropped out of school. Ziqian... Ziqian has never been happy. Now my mother... my mother is no longer here... I
I just don’t know why things turned out like this?”
"I've been thinking, I can't figure it out. Is it all because I met you?" Yu Nian'en shook her head helplessly, with a very gloomy expression. She suppressed the sadness in her heart and said something incoherent, but the most meaningful thing.
If you hurt Rong Beiming.
There was a sense of desolation in the man's eyes. He raised his eyes, stared at her with cold eyes and asked feebly: "Nian En, your regret, your sadness, your tears have never been for me? Could it be that you really
Don’t you have a heart?”
Heart? She opened her mouth in confusion and wanted to say something, but her heart was very sour.
Since it was sour and painful, her heart was still in her chest. She slowly covered her chest. It hurt so much that her entire waist bent down.
Her bloody heart was no longer under her control at this time, as if it was about to burst out of her chest.
She bit her lip hard, her body began to tremble constantly, and an unidentifiable whimper came out of her mouth: "Mom, mom..."
Rong Beiming went over and hugged her, hugged her hard, and said softly: "Baby, cry!"
Yu Nianen shook her head vigorously. She didn't want to cry, but a steady stream of tears rushed out of her eyes and streaked her cold cheeks.
"I want my mother, give her back to me, give her back to me! I want my mother, I want her back..." She desperately grabbed his shirt and beat his chest hard.
He was not the most important person in her heart. She hurt him so much, but he just didn't want to let go.
In fact, letting go would be a relief for each other, but he couldn't do it anymore.
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