Chapter 216: After playing for so long, it's time to let go (3)
"you say!"
After Jian Qiqi thought about it for a while, she asked tentatively: "Do you really have no feelings for Sister Yi Qian at all?"
"I heard Ye Yaojie say that you didn't know that Sister Yi Qian left you while pregnant with the child, and Sister Yi Qian seemed to have been deliberately hiding from you in recent years and not letting you know about the child. If, I mean
What would you have done if you had known she had a child? Would you have let her leave?"
What would you do if you knew she had a child?
Will you let her go?
Even he himself doesn’t know this problem!
A hint of complexity flashed in Gu Jinchen's eyes, and after a while, he slowly said: "Honestly, I don't know! I have also asked myself, but if, after all, it is just if, after so many years, many things have changed.
Without that state of mind at that time, I would never be able to give the hypothesis at that time!"
"I can only say that if I had known that she had spoiled the child, I would never have let her leave like that. But whether I would have asked her to abort the child, or let her give birth to the child and then leave, I don't know!
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In fact, in all these years, he has never really forgotten that woman for a moment. He has always loved and hated her. Many times, he didn't even know whether he hated her more or loved her more.
And precisely because of the uncertainty, for the past five years, I have not even dared to track down information about her.
I just hope to forget her as soon as possible and block out anything related to her as much as possible! So much so that she has been living in the same city with her for five years with her child, but he is like a fool and knows nothing!
Even if he may have a child, he only tells himself about it through others.
After knowing the existence of Xiao Nian, I was once angry and hated her!
He even vowed to find that woman.
It's just that he is not sure if he is eager to find out whether it is really because of the child or because of something else!
The other party answered sincerely, and Jian Qiqi's questions became more and more carefree, "Is it possible, for Xiao Nian's sake, that you and Sister Yi Qian would consider getting back together?"
"If you really want to get Xiaonian back without hurting their mother and son, I think this is the best way. In this way, Xiaonian will not have to live outside, and Sister Qian will not have to be separated from Xiaonian."
"Honestly, Sister Yi Qian is a really good woman, and I sincerely hope she can find a good home!"
"The most important thing is that both she and Xiaonian can be happy!"
Gu Jinchen twitched his lips and said: "If she had really thought about getting back together with me because of the child, she would not have taken the child away without even telling me, and she would not have been avoiding me until now!"
"What's more, after so many years, many things have changed. Now I just want to find their mother and son. As for other things, I don't want to think about it so much for the time being!" He was sure that he still had feelings for that woman, but he just didn't know.
What is the reason for such feelings?
If you don't even understand this, what will happen even if you get back together?
It was rare for Jian Qiqi to want to bring two people together. After hearing this, she persuaded her without giving up: "Sister Yi Qian doesn't see you because she's afraid that you will take Xiao Nian away. It doesn't mean that she doesn't want to see you in her heart! The most important thing is,
Have you ever thought about this possibility? Do you have this heart?"