I'm not proud. Being liked by several men is not necessarily something to be proud of or happy about.
On the contrary, I am a little worried.
I have no intention of hurting anyone, but if I do, I will blame myself after all.
"Why let them down?"
She looked at me and asked, her voice no longer choked, but slightly hoarse.
I know it's because I cried for too long.
Without answering her question, I picked up the teapot and poured a glass of water.
"Princess, drink some water! This will make your throat feel better."
She walked to the soft couch opposite me, picked up the water I poured and drank it.
Is she so defenseless against people she hates?
If, I am a bad person, if I put poison in that tea, what should she do?
Watching her drink the tea, I said, "Because I fell in love with a man I shouldn't have loved."
I felt a little sad when I said it.
Falling in love with Dongfang Ao, I think I was wrong.
He is my brother-in-law, and I shouldn't love him, but the fact is that I not only loved him, but also gave birth to Lian Yu with him.
I brought this heartache on myself, and I deserve it!
"who?"
Qingling looked at me curiously and asked, wanting to know who I loved.
I smiled and didn't answer.
"Princess, it doesn't matter who I love, the key is that I let your brother, the emperor, and Yiyu treat me..."
I didn’t say the rest, I knew Qing Ling understood.
I saw Qing Ling's eyes filled with hurt and disgust for me again, and I said: "I had no intention of letting Yiyu have any thoughts about me. To be honest, he was disgusted with me at first. I don't know why.
He suddenly changed."
I have never known how Huangfu Yiyu suddenly changed from hating me to liking me.
"I know."
Qing Ling looked at me, her innocent eyes were now full of clarity, as if she had seen the truth of the matter clearly.
And I was a little surprised. How could she, such a simple person, understand?
While I was wandering, I listened to Qing Ling say: "It's because of your sadness, the sadness radiating from you that made Brother Emperor and Huangfu Yiyu like you."
"oh!"
I responded without too much emotion.
Just listen to Qing Ling say again: "Do you know why I don't hate you, but like you instead?"
She looked at me and asked, I was puzzled.
She said: "It's also sad. The song you sang that night when the emperor came to the Kingdom of Morning and Night, that song... made me feel very pitiful for you..."