I didn't reject him and let him take me away. At this moment, I suddenly really wanted to leave and go to a place where I was the only one and stay quietly.
I found that I was really fragile. I had experienced so many things and knew the trajectory of many things, but when things really happened, I couldn't accept it.
I was taken away by Ouyang Shaorong. No one stopped me, but there was a murderous look behind me. It was not from Ouyang Shaoqing, but from Dongfang Ao.
I was a little sarcastic, does he care about me?
He cares about me and wants me to hang out among so many men. Does he only care about torturing each other?
Maybe I'm too naive, hasn't he always been like this?
"What are you thinking about?"
Ouyang Shaorong brought me to a secluded place, but I was lost in thought and he caught me.
"nothing."
I replied lightly, looking around the surrounding environment to avoid his exploration of me.
Whatever I think about or worry about, no one can help me. I am just a person and I have to face it alone.
"Don't be afraid, I won't let you commit yourself to any man."
Ouyang Shaorong held my face and spoke to me with tenderness and assurance.
For a moment, I was stunned and had some fantasies. How great would it be if the man in front of me was Dongfang Ao?
But I know that I am simply dreaming.
"I'm not afraid."
I broke away from Ouyang Shaorong's gentleness with some embarrassment, keeping a distance from him and distinguishing him.
I saw a bitter smile on his handsome face because of my avoidance. I pretended not to see it, ignored it, and soon hid myself, and then looked at me tenderly.
"You are so stubborn. You are obviously afraid, but you still say you are not. I just saw your shoulders shaking."
He gently patted my shoulder to indicate to me that what he said was true, but I didn't dare to look at him because I knew what he said was true.
It turns out that I had been hypocritically pretending that I was fine, but my subconscious still betrayed me.
Of course, what I'm afraid of is not that Ouyang Shaoqing will give me to Dongfang Ao. What I'm afraid of is that he won't want me, but he really doesn't want me.
"Your Majesty, it's getting late. I'm also tired and want to go back and rest."
I said lightly and was about to leave, but my hand was grabbed by Ouyang Shaorong.
He looked into my eyes and asked affectionately: "Are you really unwilling to leave the palace with me? If you want to leave, I will definitely take you away."
He spoke so firmly, prayed so hard, and hoped that I would leave with him, but I could only shake my head and refuse coldly.
I brushed his hand away and said coldly: "Your Majesty, the emperor left me in the palace, and I want to stay in the palace. Even if the emperor dotes on you, you can't always contradict him, right? If this time, he
If you are really annoyed, you will kill me to warn you. You think my life is not important, I cherish my life very much."
I saw him open his mouth, as if he wanted to say something to me, but he didn't say it.
Maybe what I'm talking about is his scruples! He also knows that Ouyang Shaoqing's doting on him has limits, and he can't always let him do whatever he wants.
When I left, he told me: "Yun'er, take good care of yourself and don't let yourself get hurt."
These are very warm words, but they sound superfluous to me.
I don't want him to care too much about me, because I will hurt her one day.