When I got to school, I couldn't concentrate all afternoon. Every now and then, my classmates would turn to look at me, then cover their mouths and snicker. I felt very depressed, but I didn't care.
My biggest headache is how uncomfortable it will be for my mother to see me like this when I get home at night. So, I decided not to go back tonight. This matter has been decided, and I feel a little relieved, but there is something else.
One thing makes me feel very worried. Where can I get money? Tomorrow those three people will ask me for money again. Can I not give it to them? I hope that if I give it to them this time, they will stop looking for me again.
For a whole afternoon, I didn't listen to any lessons and my mind was full of random thoughts.
After school, it was getting dark, and my classmates were all riding their bicycles home, talking and laughing all the way. I was walking alone on the side of the street, feeling very complicated.
I decided not to go back, but I always had to find an excuse. Liu Junming, who happened to go to the same school as me and lived near our home, passed by me on his bicycle. I ran over and chased him down, and then asked him to bring a message to my mother, "
Just tell me that my classmate’s birthday is tonight and I’m going to spend the night at my classmate’s house.”
Liu Junming looked at me left and right, and asked me in surprise, "Why are you injured? Were you beaten on the first day of school?"
I just waved my hand and said to him, "Don't tell my mother about my injury, I'm afraid she will worry!"
Liu Junming nodded in understanding.
After Liu Junming left, I started wandering alone again. What's terrible now is that I'm hungry again. I'm in the growth stage and have a strong desire and need for food, but I don't have any money on me. What should I do?
What should I do? I really can't think of any good solution, so I can only continue to wander.
The crowds of people coming and going passed by me. I felt so lonely, like a lost lamb. I only have one feeling now, that is, hunger. The steamed buns in the bun shop are steaming hot. I just smell the smell and my mouth
The saliva flowed out of his mouth, and he could only watch helplessly, unable to walk.
The night has fallen, and the street lights are on. I can endure hunger until tomorrow, but what should I do if those three gangsters come to me for money tomorrow? Several thoughts flashed through my mind.
Thoughts: To rob money? To steal money?
However, in the end, my conscience rejected it, so I could only endure my hunger and walk forward aimlessly.
That night, I didn't go home. I really didn't dare to go home. My mother would definitely cry when she saw me like this. Ever since I was a child, I was only afraid of my mother crying. I didn't want my mother to cry, so I was alone outside.
Wandering, although the injury on my face is a little painful at the moment, relatively speaking, it is much better. I am really grateful to Teacher Zhu for taking me to see a doctor.
I didn’t even know where I was walking. I saw a beggar kneeling on the ground. There was a broken bowl in front of him with a few banknotes and coins in it. When someone passed by, he counted the money and went in. The beggar kowtowed and thanked me.
At this time, I thought, if I walked up to the beggar, took away the broken bowl, and took out the money inside, the beggar wouldn't notice it. Then wouldn't I have money?
I walked up to the beggar and bent down to snatch the bowl away, but I got up again and walked around. I didn't do it in the end because I remembered Teacher Zhu's words that I was a good example for her daughter to learn from.
I am a great hero in the eyes of her daughter. So, no matter how hard and tired I am, I cannot impose my own pain on others.
The beggar is already very pitiful. He is a fallen person in the world, so why should I hurt him? I am left to bear all the pain alone, but how should I bear it? Looking at the people who keep kowtowing to the passersby
Beggar, a sudden flash occurred in my mind, and I decided to do this. In exchange for a peaceful learning environment, I would rather give up my dignity.