She knew very well how good Feng Ruohen was to her these days.
I can't say I hate it, this feeling... seems to be getting more and more out of control.
She didn't know what to do.
"Since returning to Fengdu... I feel like everything that happened is unreal." Qin'er hugged her knees and put her chin on her knees, her eyes showing confusion without concealment.
It was too easy to let down my guard this night.
Feng Ruohen turned his head slightly to look at her, still silent.
She also looked at him sideways, frowned slightly, and said quietly, "Don't you see that I'm using you?"
The fierce fire made the dead branches crackle, quietly...
"Don't you hate me?" Qin'er suddenly asked after a moment of silence.
"I have a bad temper and a bad personality. I think I'm smart and I'm always being plotted against. Now I can't use my martial arts for some reason. Do you... really want to marry me?"
Feng Ruohen was a little stunned, he never thought she would say this.
There was a hint of despair on her face, as if something she had been looking forward to for a long time had not been completed, or could never be completed, so she resigned herself to her fate.
And the person who caused all this seems to be him.
Isn't he the only one who has been plotting against her?
A woman's thoughts are so...difficult to guess.
She continued, "I have never cared about world affairs. I just want to find...the person I like, find a quiet place with him to stay together forever, and form an alliance between the two countries..."
What does this have to do with her?
To put it bluntly, she is just... a selfish woman who only wants her own happiness.
Feng Ruohen is too complicated for her.
Therefore, when they first met in life, she would avoid him at a young age and try not to have any interaction with him.
She is no match for his thoughts and schemes. He covers the sky with only one hand. Even if he is a concubine, no one dares to use this as a means to attack him. He is the true pride of heaven.
What about her, Helan Qin'er?
Without her father's protection, except for protecting herself, in these days, if Feng Ruohen hadn't indulged her, she would be nothing.
It wasn't until she watched him disappear under the water that she realized that what she was afraid of was that one day this person would no longer treat her like he did now...