Her pitiful appearance made Qu Ruichen feel distressed. He smiled, "Then who will let me go?"
He loved her so completely and deeply that he always thought she was dead.
His heart has always been empty.
He wrote so many songs for her.
However, the truth is ironic, it was just an incident planned by a liar, and he was deceived out of his feelings.
Seeing his painful look, Fan Ziyu felt very guilty and said, "I'm sorry."
"What I want is not yours. I'm sorry. Fan Ziyu." That's not what he wants.
"But all I can give you is sorry." Fan Ziyu smiled bitterly, "I'm sorry, I don't know how to apologize to you..."
"Really? Let's think about it later." Qu Ruichen pushed her away and walked out of the house.
Dongfang Yu sat on the bench outside the apartment, tears streaming down her face. She didn't know why she was crying, but she just felt sad when she saw him like Fan Ziyu.
Opposition voices began to come out of my mind, Dongfang Yu, give up and run after a man who doesn't love you, why bother.
It’s not like she’s not wanted by anyone. She’s only been chased by others since she was a child, so there’s no reason why she, Dongfang Yu, should chase after others.
But I like him very much. She just likes him very much. What should I do?
Qu Ruichen looked at the aggrieved figure who lowered his head and wiped away tears, and hesitated whether to step forward.
After walking outside to buy a bottle of water, he came back, handed the water to her, and asked, pretending not to care, "Are you crying?"
Hearing his voice, Dongfang Yu was pleasantly surprised, sniffed, and raised his head proudly, "No."
"Oh, no, why are the eyes so red like rabbits?"
She snatched the water from his hand and explained in a face-saving manner, "I saw something I shouldn't have seen, and I was afraid of getting needle holes, so I rubbed some sand in it and washed it."
Qu Ruichen looked at her defending in silence.
In fact, she's... quite cute.
only……
"Dongfang Yu, go back." He suddenly said.
"No reply." She thought he was telling her to go back upstairs.
"You are a good girl."
"Good girl? Wrong, I'm not a good girl, Qu Ruichen, I'm only good to you." Dongfang Yu raised her eyes and met his eyes, "Because I like you, like you very much, you know?!!!
"
"You just like my face."
"I admit that I liked your face at first, but later on, I liked everything about you, your faint smile, your occasional sadness, and your indifference to others... whether it's good or bad.
Yes, I love Qu Ruichen deeply. I want to be by your side. I don’t want to see you alone, hiding in the music room from time to time. I want to accompany you in your loneliness.”
Qu Ruichen stared at her blankly, his mouth seemed to be sealed and he couldn't say a word.
"I know I am a little willful, but I have tried hard to change to cater to your preferences and make you get used to my existence. Qu Ruichen, tell me, do you like me a little bit?"
Her stubborn eyes held her own pride and self-respect, and she waited for his answer.
Even a little bit is fine.
But……
"No."
The two words that Qu Ruichen uttered made her face suddenly turn pale. She suddenly felt very ironic, "Then you went to bed with me... was it because of me... my initiative?"
"..." He was silent.
Then, she knew this was the answer.
"Haha, my first love, Dongfang Yu, turned out to be such a failure." Dongfang Yu wanted to laugh, but her heart felt so tight, "Then I understand."