"Uh..." Tong Yao, who was frightened and overwhelmed by the tense high-pressure aura, echoed almost instinctively, "It's Gu Chen. I remembered it wrong, Auntie."
The gaze cast by her mother, suspicious and cold, made Qin Xiaoman's heart suddenly sink. Her mother, who had always been gentle and pleasant, had never looked at anyone with such a calm and scrutinizing gaze, so strange, yet so strange.
It's a bit shaky.
This gaze may only last for a second, but Qin Xiaoman can see it clearly. Because it feels so strange, he remembers it more clearly.
"Xiaoman, would you like to invite your boyfriend out for dinner tomorrow?" In an instant, Ning Yabei returned to her usual gentle tone, smiling and discussing, "This is your first time having a boyfriend, Mom and Dad.
Don't worry about it; make an appointment to have a meal at a restaurant and let's meet each other, okay?" The familiar gentleness was an unfamiliar firmness.
Qin Xiaoman, who said goodbye to the nursery rhymes, did not return upstairs for a long time.
In the community, several half-grown boys were noisily setting off firecrackers in the open space of the garden.
The crisp and loud sound is particularly shocking in this quiet environment. Just like these naughty children, they clearly know that the rules of the community prohibit setting off fireworks and firecrackers, but they still go against it without hesitation.
, to break.
It wasn't until the security guard of the property came over and yelled at the eviction that the boys dispersed laughing.
I, why am I not the same?!
I know clearly that I can't get happiness, but I still fall in love with it and can't bear to let it go!
He even deceived himself and others by telling nonsense about "just being a lover", nonsense about "find another woman to fall in love with and get married", nonsense about "as long as I can stay with you"...
Qin Xiaoman laughed at himself feebly, can you do it? She stubbornly stayed by his side, desperately and willfully drinking doves to quench her thirst, but the more she drank, the thirstier she became, and the more she drank, the more deadly she became.
Qin Xiaoman, you can't do anything at all!
You can't help it, watching him look at other women, even just thinking about it, you can't accept it;
There is nothing you can do to reject his enthusiasm. Every look and every touch of his makes your heart flutter. You have no choice but to just stay with him. Under his body temperature, the enthusiasm aroused in you is no less than
To himself!
Admit it, Qin Xiaoman, at that moment, you, who would not hesitate even if he abandoned the whole world, were extremely attached to him!
Deceiving yourself and thinking that as long as you can stay by his side, you will be fine;
In fact, that’s not all you want!
The more obsessed you are, the more attached you are... You selfishly refuse to think about the future, and even let yourself completely ignore his feelings. If, one day, he sees you clearly and you want to call him, what should you do?
Even if, at this point today, you are still complaining about why you didn't just pick up a classmate from out of town to deal with your parents, don't you know it better than anyone else?
My mother, who has never made strong demands for anything, has chosen such a serious attitude, even if she is in the United States, she has to find out for verification.
Is it really that difficult to admit failure?
Even if you don't care about abandoning everything, in his eyes, you can only be a ridiculous clown.
If you let him know all this, he may not even want to look at you again!