"Ye, what happens between us has nothing to do with anyone else. I think it's unfair to you if we continue like this. I can't remember what happened before, how we fell in love, and how we fell in love.
When did we get married? Even, I can't, can't accept you."
Ai Xueer gritted her teeth and mustered up the courage to continue speaking.
"I'm really grateful to you, so I hope you can be with the girl you really love instead of wasting your time on me."
Huang Ye had never felt so breathless before. The words coming out of her mouth were like deadly poisons. Regardless of his feelings, they killed him one by one. It turned out that she actually cared so much about him and her.
In the past, she actually cared so much that her body could not accept him. Then, that night, she hugged him and smiled and told him that the past was not important, as long as she was with him, right?
It's just a comfort to him.
"Ha." Huangye smiled, pale and feeble.
Ai Xueer's mind was also blank. What happened today was a huge blow to her. She felt sad because she had become someone else's substitute, but she did not blame Ye, nor was she overly sad. This incident
Things happened, forcing her to face the things she had been avoiding since she returned to T City.
The relationship between her and Ye, with frequent contact, has revealed more and more contradictions. Every time she tried hard to accept him, tried hard to make herself fall in love with him, she also thought that she loved him, but
, until today, she discovered that it turned out that she had only been deceiving herself and others all along.
Maybe, both she and Huang Ye needed some quiet time.
"Hey, Xue'er, do you want to divorce me and then go find Bei Xijue?"
Huang Ye suddenly smiled coldly, her deep and complex eyes were hidden under the thin lenses, and she couldn't see clearly.
"Ye, how many times do I have to say that the things between us have nothing to do with Bei Xijue. I need time, and you need time too."
"No!"
Huang Ye interrupted her with a low growl, and grabbed her shoulders with his strong hands, forcing her to face him.
"Ai Xue'er, do you really have your heart? Haven't I been good enough to you in the past four years? Why do you still want to leave me? Why?"
Ai Xueer's shoulders hurt from his pinching, but she endured it. In her heart, Huang Ye was the person she felt most sorry for.
"I'm sorry, Ye."
"I don't want to be sorry! Damn I'm sorry! Don't leave, I won't let you leave!"
He held on to her arm tightly, pulled her hard, and held her tightly in his arms, as if he was trying to use all his strength not to let go. He didn't want her to leave. He had worked hard for four years, and with all his strength, he couldn't let her go.
Why can her saying "I'm sorry" bring her back to where she started?!
Ai Xueer let him hold her, her heart was in a mess. He was confused, and so was she. They both needed time to think about their future lives.
"Ye, we can not divorce for the time being, but I want to move out and live for a while. After that, I will give you an answer, okay?"
She took a step to compromise, but he felt that his heart had hit rock bottom.
After a long time, he let go of her, his cold eyes looking even more terrifying under the gentle light.
"Ai Xue'er, do you think you can be with Bei Xijue if you leave me?"
He stretched out his hand and casually held his slightly crooked eyes, his eyes filled with madness.
"Do you think Beixi will never fall in love with you? Don't you know that he only approaches you because your eyes look similar to Guantang's?"