Now, the woman he has loved and longed for for four years is right in front of him. God knows how much he wants to step forward and hold her tightly in his arms, kiss her eyebrows, her eyes, her lips, everything about her...
…
"good."
Bei Xijue smiled bitterly, put his pajamas aside gently, turned around, hesitated in his steps, and finally left, closing the door.
Shangguan Tang couldn't bear it any longer and slid down the bed, hugging his knees with his arms and burying his head deep inside. Tears poured out in waves like a torrent.
She was sobbing so hard that she could hardly breathe. Her eyes were red and swollen. Seeing the pajamas in front of her was like seeing the most terrifying thing in the world. She rushed over and tore it into pieces.
She went crazy and broke everything that could be broken in the room. The messy bed seemed to still have the mixed smell of that man and herself. She was disgusted. She felt sicker than she had ever felt before, and she retreated repeatedly.
Finally, stay away from that nightmarish bed.
I don’t know how much time passed. She was crying and tired. Shangguantang huddled up helplessly in the corner. Tears were still flowing silently. She turned off all the lights and refused to let herself face it.
Cruel reality. She thought she had enough courage not to care and not to be afraid of facing it, but she didn't know that her heart turned out to be so fragile, so fragile that his words, actions, and...
Any tiny thing in this room can cause her pretended strength to collapse into a complete mess.
Bei Xijue stood outside the door. Several times, when he heard the collisions, breaking sounds, and desperately suppressed cries from inside, he couldn't help but want to rush in, hug her tightly, and tell her,
He knew that she was his Tangtang and he loved her. However, Bei Xijue, who had always been fearless, was afraid to see the fear and disgust in Shangguan Tang's eyes. She recovered her memory, but was unwilling to admit it and pretended
She didn't even know him, and even developed a deep hatred for him.
He knew how guilty he felt towards her, he was not afraid to wait, he just hoped that she would not hurt him again.
The people in the room cried for most of the night, and the people outside the room stood for most of the night.
In the middle of the night, Shangguantang suddenly woke up, her eyes were filled with pus and pus, and her vision was pitch black. She rubbed herself to get up, but she forgot that her legs and feet were already numb from maintaining the same position for a long time, and she couldn't bear it and fell to her knees on the ground.
"hiss--"
The severe pain from her knee made her take a breath. She reached out and grabbed the fragment that was stuck in her knee. She gritted her teeth and pulled it out. In the quiet night, she could even hear the sound inside her body.
The blood is flowing out.
The pain suddenly woke her up and made her realize where she was now.
Shangguantang held back the pain and stood up, holding on to the wall, and walked out bit by bit.
Bei Xijue, who was outside the door, heard a noise inside the door and hurriedly stood up and hid aside.
The door was opened from the inside, Shangguan Tang came out and walked downstairs holding on to the stairs.
Is she leaving?
Bei Xijue's heart ached and she glanced at the mess in the room. Could it be that she was so unable to forgive him?
Shangguan Tang's body was already very petite, but in the night wind, her back looked even more fragile, as if she would be blown away by the wind at any time and never come back.
After walking out of the villa, Bei Xijue realized that the person in front of him had a strange walking posture, limping and staggering.
Is she hurt?
He held his hands tightly and followed her silently, not daring to disturb her.