While walking towards the direction of the wood processing factory, Lao Ma was thinking, "Maybe no one likes killing, but if you kill more people, it won't matter anymore." Thinking of this, Lao Ma suddenly felt a little indifferent, even old.
Ma felt that he was a little tired. After killing so many people, Lao Ma actually felt that although there was no emotion like guilt in his heart, he was indeed a little tired mentally.
"Is this my limit?" A voice emerged silently in Lao Ma's heart. "What a ridiculous idea! For some unrelated people, my heart will be tired?"
"You have killed so many people, of course your heart will be tired." A voice emerged from Lao Ma's heart. That voice was just and solemn. It seemed to represent the positive ideological education that Lao Ma had received over the years, and it also carried a
The slightest condemnation of human morality.
"No, you won't be tired. It's just your body that's tired. Your mind has hardened and become cold. You were born to be a murderous genius. You have always longed for the taste of blood, right? You, Marin, were born to be a murderer.
A gifted murderer!" A voice emerged from Lao Ma's heart, with malice that was completely opposite to the previous one. That voice was more charming than the previous one, as if what he said was the truth. Repeatedly, Lao Ma really
He is a bloodthirsty maniac to the core.
As soon as the voice of evil thoughts fell, the voice of good thoughts emerged again, "Is killing really right? The people you killed also had their own families, children waiting for their fathers to return, and husbands to return.
There is a wife and an old mother who is looking forward to the return of her son! In your hands, families have been broken up. Don’t you feel guilty?"
The voice of evil thoughts retorted again, and then good thoughts, evil thoughts, good thoughts, evil thoughts and countless other thoughts appeared one after another. At this moment, Lao Ma's old sea turned into a pot of porridge. Various voices sounded, and Lao Ma only felt as if his brain was
It's going to explode.
"Shut up!" Lao Ma shouted loudly, and all the noise in his mind suddenly disappeared. Lao Ma suddenly sat down and held his head with both hands. For a moment,
Lao Ma's mind went blank.
But then a figure began to emerge from the depths of Lao Ma's memory, it was Lao Ma's daughter Yin Yin.
After his daughter was born, Lao Ma, who had been waiting in the delivery room for almost two hours, was so excited that he wanted to jump off the stairs. Looking at his daughter being sent to the nursery, Lao Ma felt that his bloodline seemed to have been extended, and his own
Life seems to have another kind of value.
For the first time, his daughter Yin Yin was able to call daddy. Listening to his daughter's unclear speech, Lao Ma felt as if he had become the happiest person in the world at this moment.
My daughter started to learn to walk. Watching her fall down and cry loudly, Lao Ma felt as if a piece of flesh in his heart had been cut out with a knife.
Later, when my daughter was picky about food for the first time, Lao Ma spanked her twice hard, and her daughter burst into tears. Lao Ma quickly comforted her. Looking at his daughter's rising little mouth, Lao Ma suddenly
I felt an indescribable joy welling up from my heart along with guilt.
Later, my daughter went to school for the first time, quarreled with herself for the first time, scored 100 points on the test for the first time, bought herself a gift for the first time, learned to ride a bicycle for the first time... many, many, I don’t know.
Unconsciously, there were two turbid tears in Lao Ma's blood-red eyes. Lao Ma stretched out his hand to touch it, and then put it into his mouth. It was sweet.
For a long time, Lao Ma's struggle in the nightmare world relied entirely on a sense of freshness, a kind of excitement that was not available in the real world. But as time went by, the fanaticism caused by killing gradually faded, and Lao Ma's heart finally
Tired, tired.
But at this moment, Lao Ma thought of his daughter. At this moment, Lao Ma finally understood what was the real driving force that could support him to go on. At this moment, the good thoughts, evil thoughts, evil thoughts, greed, etc. in Lao Ma's mind
All the waiting disappeared in an instant, leaving only Lao Ma's original intention.
Lao Ma remembers that when he was in school, there was an article called "Sweet Soil" in his textbook. It probably told the story of a divorced mother who went to school to deliver milk candies to her separated son. The story was very touching.
, and also very sad. Lao Ma remembers that after the Chinese teacher at the time read this text, many students in the class cried.
Now, when Lao Ma thought about it, he couldn't help but feel that his heart was heavy. If he was really stuck in this hellish nightmare world, wouldn't his daughter not even have a toffee delivery person?
In today's society, there are many cases of rape, rape and murder of young girls. Incidents in which some stepdaughters are abused and raped by their stepfathers or coerced into rape by their stepfather's relatives occur even more frequently.
Lao Ma even once heard about a case where a biological mother helped her current husband to rape her and her ex-husband's daughter. At that time, this incident still caused great repercussions in society.
Although Lao Ma doesn't know what kind of second husband Wei Fang is looking for, and he doesn't know whether Wei Fang will really help her husband rape her daughter in the future, but they did beat their daughter Yin Yin again.
Lao Ma is sure.
Thinking of this, Lao Ma suddenly felt a feeling of extreme fear and regret. He reached out and slapped himself in the mouth. Lao Ma finally recovered.
I actually felt guilty for killing some plot characters just now. Damn it! It’s none of my business whether others live or die. If I had just fallen into this trap, I’m afraid dying in this world of legion war would not be a problem at all! By then
, without my own deterrence, I’m afraid those bunch of bad men and women will fight Yin Yin this time, so I don’t know what they will do next time!
Thinking of this, Lao Ma became murderous, and suddenly came up with the idea of killing them both, and then taking his daughter with him. But then Lao Ma shook his head again, it was too unrealistic, and he was here all day long
Working outside, there is no time to take care of his daughter. Lao Ma smiled bitterly.
But then a thought came through Lao Ma's mind. I am already a reincarnation. If I need money, I can just rob a bank, so why do I need to work?
As soon as this idea appeared, it took root like a nightmare, and I couldn't get rid of it.
Sighing, Lao Ma seems that this matter needs to be considered in the long term, but the most critical thing right now is that this time he must survive this legion war first!
Thinking of this, Lao Ma's whole aura changed, and a more fierce and fierce Lao Ma appeared. At this moment, Lao Ma intuitively felt that his whole body was full of fighting spirit, and the raging flames erupted from Lao Ma.
The momentum rose in his eyes, and the current old horse was simply a ferocious beast that had traveled through the ages and came from the wilderness.
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