After struggling a lot, I got nothing in the end, and I felt very sad, not because of the bonus, but because of the frustration that my efforts were in vain, and my denial of my own abilities.
I am both proud and disappointed. More than a thousand ***, more than a thousand votes, this ratio is amazing, it really makes me touched and proud.
The last book ended up with only about 400 pictures. I kept writing for a long time. This new book started with more than 2,000 pictures and once reached more than 3,000. I am very satisfied and happy. I feel that I have made great progress.
, now it’s over 1,000, and I don’t feel too bad, but when I told other authors, I was laughed at, and I felt very disappointed.
It turns out that I am really far behind. This kind of gap in ability is very disappointing. There are few readers, and you still want to win. What a joke! ... You should just write honestly and earn some royalties to make ends meet, ugly duckling.