At this moment, the girl's big, indifferent eyes looked towards Xu Zhengyang, and then... unexpectedly stopped on Xu Zhengyang, tilted her jade neck slightly, and seemed to be looking at him in surprise.
Xu Zhengyang suddenly raised his beautiful eyebrows, a glimmer of light flashed in his extremely indifferent eyes, raised his jade-green arms, and waved to Xu Zhengyang, as if to greet him over.
"She's not blind!" Yao Chushun looked at Xu Zhengyang in disbelief, "Do you really know her?"
Do they really know each other? Xu Zhengyang was also confused, but the girl did wave to him. Although she had lowered her hand, her eyes were still looking at him... Just when Xu Zhengyang was confused, the girl actually moved this way again.
He walked over gently and softly.
Xu Zhengyang turned his head and looked around in a daze, making sure that the girl was either looking at someone else or saying hello to him.
So Xu Zhengyang turned his head again and stepped forward to meet him involuntarily.
The girl had already walked to the steps, and gently wiped the sweat on her forehead with the back of her hand. Xu Zhengyang, who rushed up to him, slightly raised the corners of his lips, curved his starry eyes, and revealed a smile like a melting iceberg.
This smile makes the girl's face look like the beauty of thousands of flowers blooming, more charming and charming.
"You, you are..." Looking at the girl's fairy-like face and the smile that touches people's hearts, Xu Zhengyang suddenly thought in his mind that this girl is a fairy in the sky. Gods, they are peers with him, and they can sense each other.
Only the other party would greet him, so Xu Zhengyang blurted out: "Which mountain top are you from?"
The girl blinked her eyes, a hint of doubt flashing in her eyes.
"Ah? No, it's nothing..." Xu Zhengyang came back to his senses and sneered hurriedly: "Um, you are, oh my god, why can't I remember..."
"Xu Zhengyang?"
The voice was like the sound of nature, which made Xu Zhengyang stunned again. He nodded involuntarily and said, "Ah, yes."
The girl lowered her eyelids, as if she was a little sad, then raised her eyelids, her bright eyes staring at Xu Zhengyang behind her long curved eyelashes, her red lips slightly opened, and she said slowly and softly: "You said you were going to the County No.
Middle school and high school students, you didn’t go.”
"Ah! You are..."
Xu Zhengyang opened his mouth in surprise. At this moment, he finally remembered who the other party was.
But, this change is too big, only a few years? Oh, it has been five years... I was sixteen when I graduated from junior high school, and now I am twenty-one, and she is twenty? Although
It is said that women have changed a lot, but this change is too big...
In my mind, the time in my memory is reversed:
In junior high school, I was at the same table for three years;
In the second half of the first year of junior high school, due to the normal change of seats in the class, she, who had always been so taciturn that people mistakenly thought she was mute, actually found her class teacher and asked to change her seat and continue to sit at the same table as Xu Zhengyang. The reason was so simple that the class teacher was a little upset.
Huo: "I'm not used to sharing the same table with others."
Naturally, the class teacher didn't agree, thinking it was simply unreasonable. But later, for some unknown reason, the principal went to the class teacher and said something, and moved the two of them back to their seats. So in the three years of junior high school, Xu Zhengyang only had one class where she wasn't with her.
She was sitting at the same table; and because she changed seats and tables, she actually skipped class for the only time in three years of junior high school...
Her name is Li Bingjie.
As his name suggests, his nature is as light as ice and his body is flawless.
It's just that Li Bingjie in junior high school was not as beautiful as a fairy now, but her cold and indifferent temperament didn't seem to change at all.
This is a man with a cold and indifferent temperament that drives people crazy.
During the three years of junior high school, she was like a mute. She basically never talked to her classmates or teachers. Even when the teacher asked questions in class, she never answered or stood up, as if she was too lazy to do so.
Pay attention to the teacher.
But she studied really well, and her scores in every exam were among the best.
During my three years in junior high school, I was at the same table as Xu Zhengyang for three years. I can count everything I said with one hand. Well, if you don’t include communicating with me through small notes.
When she was about to graduate from the third year of junior high school, she asked Xu Zhengyang: "Where will you go to high school? I will be your deskmate."
Xu Zhengyang almost fainted at that time. This iceberg snow lotus that has never bloomed unexpectedly showed a trace of its stamens. Xu Zhengyang was excited, but also a little sad and disappointed, because he knew that after graduating from junior high school, he would give up his studies and go home to farm.
. But looking at Li Bingjie's delicate and indifferent face, and the look in her starry eyes that was rarely seen in millions of years, Xu Zhengyang finally deceived and said in good faith against his will: "I will go to the county No. 1 Middle School."
Li Bingjie said nothing more, but Xu Zhengyang didn't know that she had already remembered these words in her heart.
At the class party on the eve of graduation, Li Bingjie was as cold and indifferent as ever, sitting next to Xu Zhengyang, as if there was no one in the lively class.
On that day, a student from the township middle school, Zhu Wuchun, the famous school bully, showed off his power among the students with great arrogance, and made a bet to sing a song with the cold and aloof Li Bingjie at the graduation party.
Of course, his invitation was ignored by Li Bingjie. It seemed that she did not hear Zhu Wuchun speak at all, or that there was no such person as Zhu Wuchun in her eyes.
Zhu Wuchun lost his face and became angry. In front of the whole class and the teacher, he cursed: "You are a stupid bitch, you are so shameless."
Li Bingjie still looked calm, so indifferent that it made people crazy.
Zhu Wuchun was so angry that he hit the iceberg and walked away angrily, muttering a series of curses.
Xu Zhengyang looked at him and wanted to laugh. He knew clearly what kind of person Li Bingjie was, and yet he came to invite her. Wasn't this uncomfortable?
Unexpectedly, at the end of the party, when the classmates were singing together, Li Bingjie's soft and heavenly voice sounded in Xu Zhengyang's ears: "I hate Zhu Wuchun very much."
A simple, soft and gentle sentence without a hint of the warmth and coldness of human feelings in the world.
But like a fuse, Xu Zhengyang's heart suddenly aroused a surge of pride that a man would be furious with for a beauty. If we say that when we were young, we never felt the excitement of love, if we say that when we were young, we never felt the slightest hint of love, there was no first love or secret love.
That feeling is absolutely impossible. And the person in Xu Zhengyang's heart is this person who has been at the same desk for three years. Although he has only spoken a few pitiful sentences in the past three years and written some papers that are so short that they are not sentences but words.
It's true, but that feeling, that pure and flawless emotion that goes beyond friendship, really exists in Xu Zhengyang's heart.
Just facing the iceberg, countless spring breezes will be frozen in the heart.
At this time, the snow lotus spit out its stamens slightly, why didn't Xu Zhengyang's blood boil?
From this day on, it may be difficult to meet again in the rest of our lives, because no one knows where Li Bingjie is from, and she never cares about where other people are from.
After the get-together, the classmates refused to leave and gathered in the class to reminisce. Xu Zhengyang nodded to Li Bingjie, stood up, walked to Zhu Wuchun with a smile, and whispered in his ear: "Zhu Wuchun, you
Do you want to come to the playground with me and have a chat?"
It was an obvious provocation. Zhu Wuchun raised his thick eyebrows and grinned sneer. Who was he afraid of in the rural middle school?
It was rare that on the last day of graduation, someone dared to challenge him. Zhu Wuchun was slightly excited, nodded, then raised his chest and raised his head, waving to several of his comrades to walk out the door.
After they went out, Xu Zhengyang patted Chen Chaojiang on the shoulder, then turned to several other friends from the same village and winked to indicate that they should go out.
Chen Chaojiang never seemed to like asking questions. Since he saw something was wrong, he would not ask anything else.
"Zhengyang, are you ready to take action?" Liu Bin asked with a smile as he walked out with his buddies.
Xu Zhengyang nodded and asked his buddies with a smile: "Are you afraid?"
"Nonsense, I'm about to graduate, why are you so afraid of him?" Cao Gangchuan's loud voice stood out.
The fact is that they are still young after all, and they have fears and worries in their hearts. In the past three years at Huaxiang Middle School in Huaxiang Village, they deliberately restrained their tempers and swallowed their anger for no other reason than that this was Zhu Wuchun's village.
You can always call your uncles and brothers at home and some gangsters from the village to help.
But now, it seems that there is no need to be taboo anymore. After the fight, I will leave and I will not come here again.
From the class to the north end of the playground, there is a distance of 100 meters.
Zhu Wuchun had already summoned several people from other classes. There were thirteen or four people in total. All of them were carrying sticks and belts, so they could relax and look at Xu Zhengyang and his group who were approaching from a distance with a bit of ridicule and contempt.
When there were still more than ten meters away, Xu Zhengyang, who was walking leisurely, suddenly accelerated and took out the military buckle belt from his waist while running. His eyes were filled with anger and fierceness. And Cao Gangchuan, who was following him,
, Zhang Hao and Zhou Qiang picked up bricks and stones from the grass at the base of the wall beside the playground and hurriedly followed. When Chen Chaojiang and Liu Bin came out of the class, they picked up the bricks and stones piled up in the corner of the back door.
Two bench legs.
Brothers working together can cut through gold!
Seven people, facing an enemy twice as many as themselves, showed no fear and were as powerful as a rainbow...
How could Zhu Wuchun and his group of friends, who were usually arrogant, domineering, and like-minded people, be able to withstand Xu Zhengyang's dragon-like and tiger-like momentum, and the fierceness with which the anger that had been accumulated for three years burst out at this moment.
Thirteen or fourteen people collapsed in an instant and fled in confusion.
Xu Zhengyang just stared at Zhu Wuchun closely, forced him into the corner at the edge of the playground, beat him hard with his belt, kicked him hard with his feet...
The principal, director, and teachers stood helplessly and surprised in the distance, watching this scene happen.
Many students in the school gathered around the edge of the playground, and many of them shouted "Hello".
Yes, who has not been bullied by Zhu Wuchun?
Some of the braver boys in the same class were finally inspired by the natural courage and violence of men. They rushed forward, punched and kicked them, roared and cursed, venting their energy accumulated over the past three years that they had never dared to do now.
Hatred that has long been forgotten or numbed.
Xu Zhengyang was tired and walked out from the crowd of people who were beating him. With a calm expression, he put his belt back around his waist.
"You're bleeding."
In the crowd, Li Bingjie, who always exudes a cold and indifferent temperament, is the first to notice her from a distance. She stepped forward gently and tenderly, took out a handkerchief as white as snow, raised her hand and gently broke it at the corner of Xu Zhengyang's eyes.
She wiped the bruise that was bruised and bleeding, and then stuffed the handkerchief into Xu Zhengyang's hand. Li Bingjie withdrew her hand, raised the corners of her mouth softly, and revealed to Xu Zhengyang the eternal and unchanging iceberg.
A smile like a melting drop of water.
The youth in that moment was like a bright star that would never disappear. It was deeply embedded in the heart of young Xu Zhengyang and could never be erased.
Several people rode bicycles and drove out of the school gate.
Xu Zhengyang was heartbroken, sad, and reluctant to leave. He knew that he might never have the chance to meet each other again. Three years of time passed like a shuttle, and when people wanted to catch it, it had already slipped through the fingers. Looking back,
I saw the girl standing next to a silver-gray car that Xu Zhengyang didn't know the brand of at that time, that girl who was always as indifferent and cold as an iceberg that never melted.
She was also watching Xu Zhengyang leave.
Xu Zhengyang left the other party with a bitter smile, turned away, and ran away on his bicycle without daring to look back.
Suddenly I felt the corners of my eyes were moist, but unknowingly, tears flowed out, salty and sour.
He knew that in the future, he would never have the opportunity to put on his schoolbag, step through the gate of the campus, and experience the life of a student. The years of his youth passed away, leaving only his face and the depth of his heart. He no longer wanted to lift the membrane of his heart and go to
Touch it, take a look at it.
During the three years of junior high school, no one in the class knew that there was a disease in the world - autism.
It is certain that even the parties involved, Xu Zhengyang and Li Bingjie, did not realize this:
Li Bingjie's completely autistic inner world has opened a small gap;
But Xu Zhengyang, who had a completely normal inner world, forced himself to close a forbidden place that he didn't want to open, the memory of innocence, the moment he graduated and left campus.
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Update update......
I will post two chapters today, the next one will be around 4pm, sweat.
Let me tell you here that updates are generally after midnight. Well, if there are more updates, it will be around four in the afternoon.
By the way, I will definitely update more next week, keeping it to a minimum of two chapters a day.
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