"My consciousness gradually blurred, and I gradually became numb to everything around me. When I was only three years old, I didn't even know what despair was. However, at that time, everything in my body was as cold as the outside world. I hate
They, I hate my great-grandfather, I hate my father, I hate my mother, I hate everyone. Why, why did they abandon me in such a place."
At this point, Cai'er burst into tears. Long Haochen never imagined that she would have such an experience. For a child who was only three years old, it was so painful and tragic. No wonder, no wonder Cai'er now always
It's cold, it turns out that all of this originated from that time.
Long Haochen only felt that his heart hurt so much. He hugged Cai'er tightly, put her on his lap, and hugged her tightly. He wanted to use the warmth from his body to infect her and melt her.
Get rid of the coldness in her body and heart.
Cai'er also hugged him tightly, and the fear in her heart broke out, making her feel as if she had returned to that cold, damp place full of cold and darkness. Her nails even dug into the muscles of Long Haochen's back.
, her body was trembling almost like chaff. She could not calm down for a long time.
"From that moment on, dad, mom, grandpa, grandma, great-grandfather are all just code names in my heart. I hate them, I can't regard them as my relatives. I hate them, I hate why they are so selfish,
Even if everything they did was for the entire Temple Alliance, had they ever thought about me? From that moment on, I was no longer their relative, but a cold weapon, something they wanted.
Make the weapon as sharp as possible."
Cai'er spoke again, perhaps because the warmth from Long Haochen's body made her coldness melt away a bit, and the trembling of her body gradually calmed down, but her voice was still sobbing, full of sadness and anger.
She had been holding these words in her heart for more than ten years. Now that she finally said them out, she felt a little more comfortable.
"Seven days, seven whole days. When I was about to fall into coma, I saw a black figure, which seemed to be a mist, and it penetrated into my body. In despair, I fell into complete coldness.
.After that, I won’t know anything else.”
"When I woke up from the cold, my family members were surrounding me. What I saw was the surprise on each of their faces. What I heard was that they were talking about the spiritual furnace of reincarnation and the story of reincarnation.
The name of the sword. From that moment on, there was a mass of black and a sword in my body. And on that day, I lost my sense of smell. And I later learned that my coma lasted for two years.
After a long time, when I woke up, I was already five years old."
Long Haochen took a breath of cold air, "Is this the power you exuded that day?"
Cai'er nodded lightly, "The Reincarnation Spiritual Furnace ranks first among all known spiritual furnaces. It is an offensive type. Before me, it was only owned by one person. That person was the ancestor of our Assassin Temple.
He was called the Son of Samsara. The Sword of Samsara was his weapon. With the spiritual furnace and sword, he once attacked the first demon god of the generation known as the Demon God Emperor. In the end, the Son of Samsara died in the hands of the Demon God Emperor.
And the Demon God Emperor actually died not long after, and was passed down to the next generation of Demon God Emperor. At this moment of crisis for the alliance, we bought some buffering time."
At this time, Cai'er's mood seemed to have gradually stabilized, but she still hugged Long Haochen very tightly. Her delicate little buttocks sat on Long Haochen's lap, and the soft elastic feeling was because Long Haochen was also immersed in it.
ignored in her sorrow.
"The Reincarnation Spiritual Furnace is extremely powerful, especially when combined with the artifact Sword of Reincarnation, it can burst out with unimaginable lethality. The Son of Reincarnation had only entered the ninth level shortly after, and its total internal spiritual power was less than 200,000, while the Demon God Emperor
But he is a super strong man with nearly a million spiritual powers. With the help of the Soul Furnace of Samsara and the Sword of Samsara, he was able to defeat both the Demon God Emperor and become a legend in our Assassin Temple."
"However, cultivating the Spiritual Furnace of Reincarnation also comes at a huge price." Cai'er said here, her mood seemed to dim a lot.
"If you want to be recognized by the Reincarnation Spiritual Furnace and the Sword of Reincarnation, you must first have a reincarnation physique, that is, an assassin with an innate inner spiritual power of more than 90. Under the influence of the Reincarnation Spiritual Furnace, my innate inner spiritual power was even finally
It reached the top one hundred points. If I want to truly use the power of the Reincarnation Spiritual Furnace, in addition to constant practice, my body must also endure constant tests and even torture. From then on, my six senses were lost in turn.
"
"First came the sense of smell, then hearing, then taste. The most terrifying thing was the period of losing feeling and touch. When I couldn't feel or respond to anything, I couldn't even control my body. I was in a cold place.
I lay there for two and a half years before I gradually recovered. And the sixth thing I lost was my vision. So, I can’t see you now."
While saying this, Cai'er took one hand back from Long Haochen's back and gently touched his face.
Long Haochen's heart was trembling. He had always known that he was not only talented in cultivation, but also had worked very hard. However, compared with what Cai'er had experienced, what was his hard work? Cai'er had worked hard.
My son has endured so much torture to achieve what he is today!
"Several times, I really couldn't hold on. Especially when I lay there for two and a half years without being able to move. I really went crazy. At that time, I just felt that I had no love in my life. Since I had
So much torture is not as good as death. However, whenever this thought appears, a fool will appear in my heart. A fool who has no ability at all, but in order to protect me, he uses his body to cover me,
The fool who stood up for me in the face of a powerful enemy and was willing to defend himself against anything for the person I just met."
"It was this fool who planted a warm seed in my heart. Relying on the warmth radiated by this seed, I felt that life was lovely and made me look forward to one day being able to repay him.
.It was this support in my heart that allowed me to persevere. Whenever I was tortured unbearably by the spiritual furnace of reincarnation, I would think of the fool who protected me when I lost my sense of taste and ability to speak."
"You are that fool. That kind fool. My fool."
At this point, tears flowed from Cai'er's eyes again. The difference was that the tears at this time were no longer pain and sadness, but tears of happiness that held the only trace of warmth.
Long Haochen said blankly: "You, are you that little girl back then?"
Cai'er suddenly burst into tears and smiled, "You are such a fool. If I hadn't known you, how could I have asked you to take me back when we met that day?"
Long Haochen said blankly: "But, we have grown up, and I didn't recognize you! How did you recognize me?"
Cai'er gently touched the forget-me-not ring on his hand, "That day, you seemed to be putting the weapon back into the ring. I was about to leave, but suddenly felt the energy fluctuation of forget-me-not. I have been wearing it since I was a child.
I was holding it, it was so familiar to me. Later I asked you to hold my hand to confirm that it was really it. Then I asked your name again, how could I not know it was you, a fool? You are still so stupid
, when you see a strange blind girl, you have to help me."
"So that's it, why did you suddenly change your attitude that day?" Long Haochen suddenly realized.
Cai'er said faintly: "I really didn't expect to see you so soon. I wanted to wait until the last step of the reincarnation furnace was completed before looking for you. I didn't know what you would become, but,
I want to repay you the warmth you brought me. But you just appeared in front of me. Maybe this is fate."
"Do you know? That was the happiest period of time for me. I waited for you to send me back every day and walked that short distance. With you holding my hand, the warm seed in my heart seemed to be taking root and sprouting. When you
That day when you told me that you would protect me for the rest of my life, I knew that I finally had family again and was no longer alone. Only by your side can I feel that I am a human being and not a murderous weapon."
"Of course you are not a weapon, you are a human being, and you are my Cai'er." Long Haochen hugged her tightly, as if he was afraid of losing her.
Cai'er closed her eyes and just snuggled into Long Haochen's arms. Infected by the warmth on his body, her breathing gradually became evener, and she actually fell asleep in Long Haochen's arms.
Curling up in Long Haochen's arms, she was so quiet, with a few crystal tears on her long eyelashes, a touch of pink that seemed to be brought by warmth on her rather pale face, and a hint of satisfaction at the corner of her mouth.
smile.
She slept so deeply that even after Long Haochen gently put her on the bed, she didn't move at all. Long Haochen wanted to leave, but Cai'er hugged her very tightly. After all, he didn't
He was willing to leave just like that. Looking at her peaceful sleeping face, Long Haochen felt only softness in his heart.
He carefully pulled Cai'er's hand, then wrapped her delicate body with the quilt, and then he lay down, hugging Cai'er in the quilt, keeping her head still in his arms, so that the two of them were not in contact with each other.
There would be too much physical contact, and he never wanted Cai'er to be hurt at all, even if it meant a little embarrassment when she woke up.
Cai'er's desire for warmth has surpassed his persistence in cultivation in Long Haochen's heart.
He wanted to give her this warmth.
He kissed her gently on the forehead and said, "I will always be your fool."
