"No, I'm fine." Chu Xuanchen quickly retracted his hand, put it behind his back, and said in a deep voice, "Don't worry about me, just go out."
"No, we are a family, how can I ignore you? When I came in just now, I smelled a strong smell of blood. In addition, you have locked yourself in the study recently and don't want to see anyone. I
I always feel that you are hiding something from me, are you locking yourself here and hurting yourself?"
Yun Ruoyue said, stubbornly pulling his left arm, and said, "Don't move, let me take a look!"
Seeing her persistence, Chu Xuanchen had no choice but to relax and pass his hand to her.
There was deep helplessness and discomfort in his eyes.
Yun Ruoyue took his hand and opened his sleeve, and a piece of blood overflowed, hitting her brain.
I saw scratches everywhere on his left arm. The old and new scars were intertwined like winding insects, including light brown, dark brown, and bright red.
The bright red one was still bleeding, it was obviously the scratch just now.
She suddenly took the official document off the table and saw a blood-stained dagger underneath.
She trembled all over, "How could this happen? Husband, why do you want to hurt yourself like this?"
Seeing the scars all over the thorns, her heart ached, as if someone had hollowed out a piece of her body.
"Yue'er, I'm fine." Chu Xuanchen said solemnly, "Only in this way can I stay awake, so that I won't hurt others as violently as before, and I won't think about those hatreds and
Unhappy things."
Yun Ruoyue looked at him and found that his face was very pale, indicating excessive blood loss.
His face was very dark, and his forehead was covered with cold sweat. He gritted his teeth, as if he was trying his best to endure the pain.
She knew that he was getting sick again, but he kept holding back and didn't say anything.
She didn't expect that he was so stupid that he would rather hurt himself than hurt others.
Her eyes suddenly turned red and tears burst out, "Husband, why are you so stupid? Come to me when you are sad. If you want to get angry, you can come to me. I am willing to bear it for you. How can you hurt yourself?
?I would rather you hurt me, scold me, yell at me, than I want you to hurt yourself like this. Do you know how painful my heart is? I feel so uncomfortable!"
Chu Xuanchen held her hand and said affectionately: "No, Yue'er, I have sworn in my heart a long time ago that I would rather hurt myself than hurt you again."
"So you treat yourself like this? Have you been sick many times recently, but you just use self-injury to keep yourself awake every time? In fact, you have been tolerant in front of others, but behind others, you are facing it alone
Painful. You are so stupid." Yun Ruoyue said, taking the initiative to hug Chu Xuanchen tightly.
No wonder his temper has become much calmer recently and he is no longer angry at his servants. It turns out that he has been enduring it.
He actually hid in the study and hurt himself, but she never noticed it, thinking that his condition was under control.
Judging from the scars on his arms, there were probably several a day, indicating that he had been suffering from illnesses much more frequently recently than before, yet he didn't even tell her.
Instead, Chu Xuanchen patted Yun Ruoyue on the shoulder, smiled and comforted her, "Don't worry too much, I am fine. When I went to the battlefield, I suffered ten times more injuries than now. This small injury is fine."
What’s the point?”
Now even if he is a servant, he will not get angry with them casually, because if the servants are afraid of him, they will also scare Yue'er.