"Are you feeling better now?" Leng Hanyin asked with concern, trying to hide the unspeakable feelings in her heart.
"Me? I'm about 50% healed. In fact, 50% is pretty good, and I will be fully recovered soon." Zhang Wufeng said confidently.
"Then, do you remember who you are?" Without the interference of Sally Ling'er's memory manipulation, Leng Hanyin returned to the original process of getting to know Zhang Wufeng, so she
We also know that 'Li Xuan' is a person who has lost his memory and is just staying at Li Yuee's house temporarily.
"Who am I? I haven't recovered yet. I'll tell you after I fully recover." Zhang Wufeng understood that a disaster might be coming to mankind, so he stopped worrying about this issue, because no matter what
What's the result? What Leng Hanyin needs is just someone who 'once had' and has never cared about it forever.
Therefore, if she really wants to stay with him, Zhang Wufeng doesn't want to drive her away for the time being.
This is not because of indecisiveness, but because since we have already had a relationship, we have to bear certain responsibilities. This is what Zhang Wufeng has always been like.
If this were not the case, she would not have accepted Sun Feifei at the beginning, but everyone has their own choice. If Leng Hanyin just seeks a period of comfort and self-satisfaction, and then lets go after being with him for a period of time,
Then, let everything take its course.
"Well, if you recover, you must remember to tell me."
"For sure, don't worry."
…
On the bed, Leng Hanyin snuggled into the arms of Li Xuan, Zhang Wufeng, for the second time. However, this time, Zhang Wufeng did not have sex with Leng Hanyin, but just held her quietly so that she could rest in peace.
Get a good night's sleep.
As time passed, Leng Hanyin fell into a deep sleep with a smile of satisfaction and happiness, while Zhang Wufeng quietly left a trace of crystal mist into her body, allowing it to repair her body independently.
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At the same time, Zhang Wufeng closed his eyes and silently thought about his situation.
After some thinking, Zhang Wufeng summoned all his consciousness and poured it into his eyebrows.
The crystal ring between the eyebrows has reached the seventh level, but the state of this crystal ring is constantly flashing and is very unstable. The dragon pattern on the crystal has cracked, and the blood from before is soaked in the Jade Seal of the Kingdom.
Yes, nothing unusual has occurred yet.
This situation made Zhang Wufeng think a little. Through the memories of these two people, Zhang Wufeng also understood that the other person's feeling in his crystal space was like being thrown into the universe. There seemed to be a person in the universe.
A virtual figure meditating.
The moment they were destroyed, a black hole appeared in the universe, and an eye appeared in the black hole. The eye shot out a beam of destruction, and then completely destroyed them.
This memory fragment was searched by Zhang Wufeng from the two groups of banned memory spirits. Because this memory fragment, which is the spiritual area, is very straightforward but very attractive, Zhang Wufeng easily understood this situation.
"The memories of the two are still very powerful." Zhang Wufeng glanced at the two large groups of spiritual energy. The sparkling spirit was like a will-o'-the-wisp, jumping up and down from time to time, flickering on and off. If
People who don't understand it will definitely be a little scared and scared, but after understanding it, they will just treat it normally.
Zhang Wufeng's consciousness was wandering in this space, and then he saw the notebook in the blink of an eye. He thought about it, touched it casually, and sent the notebook out of the crystal space, and then he himself exited the crystal space between the eyebrows.
After regaining consciousness, Zhang Wufeng directly connected the 3G wireless network card and connected this exquisite notebook to the Internet.
I opened the novel "City in the Sky" and then logged into the private QQ, and suddenly a large number of avatars started to jump.
These messages more or less include congratulations on his marriage and congratulations on him becoming the 'Martial Arts Leader'. There are also blessings from the website editor and requests from some readers to add friends.
With the powerful configuration of his laptop, he almost crashed due to the huge message instant attack. You can imagine what a huge message this was. This is not to mention the reason why Zhang Wufeng no longer has so many friends.
Reading the messages one by one, and then replying to one or two appropriately, Zhang Wufeng's mentality was very peaceful.
When he was leaning against the edge of the bed, Leng Hanyin just rested her head on the inside of his thigh. This action was actually very ambiguous, but Zhang Wufeng could completely surpass Liu Xiahui for the time being, so he remained indifferent.
"Hello Wufeng, first of all, congratulations on your marriage and your fame and fortune. Maybe you don't remember me...I am Li Juan."
Inexplicably, Zhang Wufeng suddenly saw the news.
"Huh? Li Juan? Of course I remember you." Zhang Wufeng sent this message, and then added a smiling emoticon.
"I found your diary, and it moved me very much. In fact, the reason why I am talking to you is that this diary has a lot to do with it." Li Juan sent such a message.
"Huh? What diary?" Zhang Wufeng was a little curious. Although he could infer some things from reading between the lines, if these were all calculated in this way, then such a life would be very meaningless.
"That's it. I'll pass it on to you."
Li Juan said, and then sent a diary over.
“When my family was so poor that we couldn’t even afford fertilizer, I dropped out of school and went home without hesitation.
My dream of going to college disappeared in an instant. My teachers and classmates tried hard to persuade me to stay, and even offered to pay my tuition, but I declined with a smile. Facing a poor family, I had endless energy and felt that I should be like a man.
To support the family, I began to look for jobs everywhere. There were many jobs suitable for me, such as going to the construction site to carry bricks for the plasterers, and working as an apprentice in the steel factory, but I was unwilling to do any of them. I thought the pay was too little, and the most
The monthly salary is only 120 yuan, which is much lower than I imagined.
One day, my fourth uncle asked me to go to the bleaching powder factory on the outskirts of the city. My fourth uncle had been working there for more than half a year and made a good income. But I could tell from my thin face that it was not a good job.
I agreed to give it a try. On my first day at work, I happened to be loading the truck. On the construction site, bags of bleaching powder were piled up into a small mountain. A 50kg bag of bleaching powder was very heavy, but somehow I persisted.
.When I got off work, I calculated in my mind that I carried a total of 220 bags throughout the day, totaling 11 tons. I was really shocked.
In the evening, I couldn't eat, I just felt tight in my heart. My mother asked me what was wrong, and I forced a smile and said, "I carried 220 bags of bleaching powder today. Each bag cost ten cents. I earned 22 yuan." After dinner, I
I went back to the house early to rest. Suddenly, I felt depressed in my chest, and something hot and fishy came out of my mouth. It was bright red blood. But I didn't say anything and quietly washed the dirty clothes.
The next day, I woke up early, drank a bowl of egg soup, and went to work again. I didn’t want to lose this opportunity to make a lot of money. Riding my bicycle and feeling the cool breeze blowing under the shade of the trees, I felt that this summer was full of joy.
I hope that from this day on, I will become a full-process production worker in a bleaching powder factory.
The production process of bleaching powder is very simple. Soak the lime blocks with water, sieve out the fine powder with an iron sieve, remove the stone impurities, put it into the chlorine gas tank for chemical reaction, and pull it out after 3 days and put it into bags. But I dare to say that bleaching powder is produced
It is the hardest and most tiring job in the world because it is all done manually.
At that time, there was no running water in the factory. All water had to be brought up from wells and carried to the factory in buckets. The pile of lime was like an insatiable drinking machine. One load of lime drank hundreds of barrels of water. Every day, I
His fingers were all red and swollen from being pinched by the iron hoop of the bucket.
When sifting lime, in order to prevent the lime powder from corroding the skin, no matter how hot the weather is, you must wear more than three layers of clothes, tie up your trousers and sleeves, wrap a towel tightly around your neck, and fasten a heavy, bulky, and see-through mask around your mouth.
A gas mask that doesn't last. In order to earn more money, I often work overtime at noon to sift dust. Under the scorching sun, my body is sweating profusely under the layers of wrapping. The red stone powder is permeable and mixes with the sweat. It feels like crawling all over my body.
Ten thousand ants were biting me, and it was painful. Occasionally, the gas mask would loosen, and a cloud of dust would fly in, which would make my face choke with tears. In such an environment, I sifted out pile after pile after shovel.
Pile of lime.
Compared to transporting the bleaching powder out of the chlorine gas warehouse, sifting lime is a very easy job. Since it was stuffy for three days, there was almost no oxygen in the warehouse, and the temperature was as high as over 50 degrees. When entering, you must first take three deep breaths, and then get in.
I used a shovel to shovel a bag full of bleaching powder in one go and quickly pulled it out. The whole process only took 3 minutes, but it felt like an hour.
Working overtime at night is the most unavoidable thing. When I rest, I lie on the dewy grass, look at the stars in the sky, think about my future, and fall asleep without paying attention. Every time I am woken up by someone,
I was feeling sleepy and my whole body ached, and I really wanted to sleep until dawn without caring about anything.
A few days before my salary was due, in order to make up for the round amount of 500 yuan, my fourth uncle and I took the time to work a few extra noon shifts. When I went to take a bath in the river, my fourth uncle looked at my skin that was burned by bleaching powder and looked like fish scales.
, cried. I flexed the muscles in my arms to show off to my fourth uncle and said, "It's nothing."
I received 500 yuan, which I earned with my own hands for the first time in my life. I felt that I was the richest person in the world. I knew that I had created far more than that, but I still felt very happy. I pretended to be this.
Qian Qian, his fourth uncle, and the co-workers went to a small bar in the city to get drunk once, and then they left 20 yuan of pocket money for themselves, and gave the rest to their mother.
My mother finally discovered the injuries on my body and refused to let me work hard anymore. My fourth uncle found me a job grinding the floor at the construction site.
Several years have passed, and now, I have a relatively leisurely job, and my monthly income has exceeded the 500 yuan I first received. It is the most important wealth in my life. Because, after I earned that
While making money, I learned patience and tolerance, and how to be a man who dares to challenge myself, which will benefit me throughout my life..."
"Oh, this is this article." Zhang Wufeng smiled slightly. This was not his original work, but a friend he met when he went to work after graduating from high school. At that time, they both did this to make money. Later,
After graduating from college, together with Yang Xiaolan, that friend had already become very successful, so he wrote a diary like this. Zhang Wufeng was deeply touched and felt that it was motivating to him, not to mention that he had almost exactly experienced it in this way, so
I just put it in my essay.
Unexpectedly, Li Juan felt so deeply about this matter at this moment.
"Well, I didn't expect that this was the reason why you dropped out of school. I looked down on you at the beginning. I'm sorry..." The message Li Juan sent was very sincere.
"Actually... forget it, you don't need to apologize at all. Are you unhappy? What's wrong?" Zhang Wufeng could feel that Li Juan at this time seemed to be completely, how should I say, a little decadent and desperate.
This feeling especially made him feel uncomfortable.
After all, Li Juan was his classmate in high school and first year of college. Could it be the boyfriend she dated?
Li Juan is a very kind and simple country girl. She is very quiet, a little beautiful, and a little cute. Especially when she smiles, she has two small dimples that look very shy, which is very lovable.
Zhang Wufeng recalled Li Juan's past, and then she learned about the boyfriend she tried to date in her first year of college, the man named 'Zhan Shuguang', and she couldn't help but understand something in her heart.
In the first year of college, Zhan Shuguang was very fond of gambling, and he was very stubborn. Just because he met Li Juan and was forced to buy more than 300 yuan of shoes by the owner of a store outside the school, Zhan Shuguang not only beat the boss
After a meal, she kept caring and comforting Li Juan, which made Li Juan very touched.
Later, she fell ill several times, and Zhan Shuguang never left her...
"What's wrong with you?" Zhang Wufeng couldn't help but asked.
"He and I broke up." Li Juan said a few simple words, which made Zhang Wufeng a little depressed.
However, not long after, Li Juan sent part of the message again.
She once worked as a typist and her typing speed was very fast, but even so, it still took her more than ten minutes to finish typing that paragraph.
"I met him in a big store outside campus...
During that period, he was really good to me, and I didn't find any shortcomings in him.
He transferred to another school when he was a sophomore, and then he picked me up after my senior year.
I was very happy at the time because he had not forgotten me. But after he came back, I found that he had changed.
He actually fell in love with buying lottery tickets and gambling. Later, I followed him back to meet his parents. Before leaving, his parents gave him yuan. After I left, the money was still in my pocket, so I
I gave it to him. At that time, because he lost a bet and owed a debt, his family gave it to me and sent it to him to pay off the debt. Later, when the debt was almost finished, my grandfather passed away suddenly. When I received the call, he
I was so dumbfounded that when I got home, I knelt there and cried until my tears dried up. That was the person I once depended on for my life!
Later, all the debts were paid off, and his family also gave us some money to open a store. It was good, but I happened to need to buy more goods, so I left again. I gave his family 13,000.
I gave him the money and asked him to keep it safe. But after I came back from my trip for half a month, he lost the original 13,000 yuan and also lost the 9 he won. The 5 his mother gave him
It’s gone, 27,000 yuan, less than a penny in half a month is gone. I didn’t have one and he didn’t even say he would buy one for me. When I came back, I was totally dumbfounded. But what could I do if I cried? I was in partnership with someone at that time.
The second store was being renovated. Every brick and every screw was done by myself. In the winter, I had to get up at around 7 o'clock every day, but he could sleep until he woke up naturally. Later, he
He came to help me paint. A few days after the new store opened, it turned out that the saying, "Partnership business is not easy to do", the store closed, and he owed a lot of debt. It happened that the house leaked and it rained all night.
At that time, I was ready to die. I first went to the place where he often bought lottery tickets and begged the boss to stop selling lottery tickets to him. Then I went to his house. His mother saw me crying.
Later, his mother only said to him that this girl is pretty good and he should cherish it. Although the days were very gloomy at that time, I was very touched when I heard these words coming from his mouth. It just so happened that I
When I got pregnant, he took me to his home. During that time, he really loved me and changed a lot. At that time, I thought that even if I wanted to die in this life, I would accept it. The Spring Festival is coming, and my birthday is also coming.
When I arrived, his family specially booked a place in the hotel to celebrate my birthday and gave me a set of clothes. This meant that my efforts were rewarded. However, after the Spring Festival, he stayed at his brother's house for a whole night.
The thirteen-day card originally promised to buy me a mobile phone, but after a few days, except for buying some things from my relatives, who gave me two to three hundred yuan, everything else was gone. I thought it was over again.
On the night of the 15th Lantern Festival, I got very drunk alone. I wanted to forget all the bad and unhappy things, and I really wanted to forget him too. Later I said we broke up, but we didn't end. He always
He answered me haha, thinking I was joking, and he still lived his life leisurely. Looking back on when we first fell in love, he was really kind to me, giving me whatever I asked for, including clothes and a mobile phone.
Yes, he would be the first to show up when he was sick, but what about now? There is still a shadow of him there.
Every time after paying off the debt, I would think that good times were coming, but disappointment followed me again and again, and the days passed slowly. It happened that his brother said that we would do business together. Thinking of this,
As long as he could stay away from gambling, it would be fine, so I took 3 yuan from my own mother to help him. I was 23 years old, but I was still disappointed. The business was not completed, the money was gone, and the accounts were gone.
I haven't paid it back yet. I really don't know what to do this time. I'm really blind. I don't have a friend around me who I can talk to. Bad luck has come again. I'm pregnant again and I don't have a penny in my hand.
He went back to his **mom to get the money. His **mom said she didn't have it, but she gave it to him later. He said he would come over to take care of me for a few days and then he would go back when I felt better. His **mom said that at that time we
How can you be as happy as you when you beat a child and still do things? He spilled these words when he told me. I didn’t say anything. I didn’t eat anything in those few days. I vomited whatever I ate.
I wanted to eat some cabbage from the restaurant I used to eat at. I told him, and he said it was raining now. Let’s eat it tomorrow. When I said this, my heart dropped. I drank water for the whole five days.
I lost six pounds in five days, and I felt like I was flying when I walked. He cooked the only meal for me in five days, which was neither thin nor dry, and then my mother took care of me. My mother was still there at that time.
I don’t know what happened, but because I was afraid that my mother would be worried, I just said I had a cold, because every time I get a cold, I don’t get better in half a month.
No wind, you know, at that time I was vomiting all night long, as if I was going to die. The day after the child was born, I started to work. I didn’t rest for the whole day, and I didn’t even eat a good meal. I thought
The hardest days were over, but I was disappointed again. He was doing business in partnership with someone else, and he could get some yuan every month. Once when it was almost time to get the money, he went back. After getting the money, he gambled again and again.
There was not a point left to lose. This time I thought I really wanted to let go, but his mother came to me and asked me to persuade him. When I went, I saw that he seemed to be fine and sleeping soundly.
At that time, I got really angry. I pulled him up and slapped him twice. He was dumbfounded at that time, and so was I, because what I didn’t expect was that he fought back.
A man who claimed to have never hit a woman fought back, and then he kicked me. That kick happened to be on my stomach just a week after I spanked my child. I thought I was crazy. I bit his arm. I wanted to
As if I was going to bite off that piece of meat, I turned around and left, crying. I think it was the last time. I said that even if I owed you in my previous life, I would pay it back this time. His mother stopped me.
Me, he said nice things again. This year I turned 24 and he turned 25. We are still living our lives now, but I think this is really the last time.
Occasionally I talk about this on the Internet, and my brother says I'm so stupid and feels so sad for him. Yes, I feel so sad too. It's because of these experiences that I am the strong person I am now. When I say this,
My brother said that his eye circles were red. I thought that if these things happened to others, maybe someone would have gone to see God. But it happened to me. Now I am still looking forward to the future, but I know
Nothing will make me cry anymore!
Ten days after the cold war, I heard that he was dating a girl. I went to ask for confirmation on August 31st - maybe because I still love him, but he said no. I believed him, but he was lying. He fell ill on September 2nd.
, I went to see him, and he said that he only had himself in the world, and it was time for me to leave.
He called me at night on September 8th. I think I was really tired of him, so tired that I didn’t even want to hear his voice. I went to Shenzhen on September 14th. I wanted to leave because I still loved him and didn’t want to quarrel.
We wanted to give each other space. On September 24th - ten days later, I came back and heard from my good friend that he and that woman were living together. I thought that my efforts for him could only go so far and we broke up.
…
We were so stingy that we didn't even want to say the two simple words "break up". This time, the tears really dried up, and not a single tear fell. We were still living our lives, but suddenly we discovered that life is actually very beautiful, and we can still live.
It's great. Now I often think that if we don't leave, if we are still together, there are only two endings: one is that we live a good life, and the other is that I die. Because of my leaving, both endings are no longer the same.
My ending. My life, my days, I want to live seriously. I fell in love with him with my eyes closed, so I left with my eyes open, only to realize that even if the sun is not so bright, as long as the mood is good, there will be
Hope, I will look forward to the future.
There is no lie that cannot be uncovered in time, the important thing is to wake up in time after knowing the truth; there is no unhealed wound, the key is to cherish yourself. The world is a mixed bag, and no one can guarantee that you will not be deceived by lies. When you find out that you have been deceived,
It's too late to say anything. Never stand in a well and look at the bottom of the well, otherwise you won't be able to climb out even if you see the bottom of the well clearly. You must learn to protect yourself...
After walking through the restricted area of emotion, I discovered that there are many things waiting for me to do. The ancients said: "The fragrance of plum blossoms comes from the bitter cold." I like the taste of coffee, because after the bitterness is over, it becomes sweet. I hope that my life will be the same.
, I have been able to walk through it bravely after so many things happened. I know and believe that I am ready to face every difficulty and setback.
…”
Looking at this result, Zhang Wufeng felt deeply.
Li Juan is actually too soft-hearted. Sometimes, it is also not a good thing for a woman to blindly accommodate a man.
Because Li Juan stated this issue from her perspective, Zhang Wufeng just took a deep breath and fell silent after reading it.
"Zhang Wufeng has always been very disdainful of Zhan Shuguang. He even had a feeling at the beginning, that is, Li Juan, if you don't like Xiao Ma, you will regret it if you like Zhan Shuguang. He even said this to Li Juan,
But Li Juan just smiled gently at that time, and then looked at Zhan Shuguang in the distance and showed a gentle smile.
I have to say that women, immersed in love, are actually as sad as Leng Hanyin and Li Juan.
When it comes to human nature, Zhang Wufeng felt a little ashamed. How similar was his attitude towards Leng Hanyin to Zhan Shuguang's attitude towards Li Juan?
"Li Juan, do you hate him? If you hate him, I can help you."
"Hate? No, after all, even if he disappointed me, I was still happy. This makes me very satisfied.
I know you are very capable, so I hope you can help me. If you don’t have time, forget it." Li Juan said thoughtfully.