Thinking of the guilt that flashed across Yang Xiaolan's face from time to time, Yan Yunhan suddenly understood, but this could not stop him from loving Yang Xiaolan deeply.
"Everyone makes mistakes. Sometimes, if you regret a mistake, it is gone. You can actually start over."
"Start over? It's impossible. You don't understand yet. You're still too young. Okay, let's not talk about this anymore. Remember to live a good life. You can eat all the more than fifty brain nuclei, and then...
I have the strength to face those zombies. I can protect you for a while, but I cannot protect you for a lifetime." Zhang Wufeng said calmly.
Yan Yunhan's lips moved, and finally he nodded and said no more.
He knew that what he said was actually meaningless. For such a person to explain this to him, unless it was because of the fact that his father, mother, grandparents shed so many tears for him, in addition to that, maybe there was something about Yang Xiaolan.
The kindness is included, and the rest is gone.
Because of this, he just sighed and said no more. In fact, just like what Zhang Wufeng said, it didn't mean anything anymore.
Under such circumstances, he took a deep look at Zhang Wufeng, then bowed deeply and said: "Brother Zhang, thank you, thank you for your life-saving grace, and thank you for your explanation."
Yan Yunhan said very seriously.
"Well, it's okay. In fact, some things do need explanation, and some things do not need explanation. It's not that the things are different, but that the objects of explanation are different. You are a very qualified soldier, because not all soldiers
You can maintain this mentality at this time. Only when a person loves his parents and family can he love the country. Only such people will execute the orders of the army without hesitation.
This can be regarded as my respect for your spirit.
Of course, no matter how you say it, the former Yang Xiaolan also had many good memories with me. So, you can be regarded as my benefactor after saving her. Although I no longer have the same feelings for her, I still have the same feelings for her.
friend."
Zhang Wufeng said with a smile. In fact, the explanation was just to make Yan Yunhan let go, because Zhang Wufeng understood that no matter how much Yan Yunhan invested, Yang Xiaolan would not accept it. Just as Yang Xiaolan understood him, he did not understand him.
Yang Xiaolan?
Zhang Wufeng patted his shoulder and then walked out of the room. Outside the room, Yang Xiaolan, Ning Xiner, Linda and others were obviously paying close attention to the conversation between the two, but their voices were not loud. Although they had become strong people
, but couldn't really hear what the two of them said, but women's curiosity and desire for gossip were never lacking. Even Ning Xiner wanted to know more about Zhang Wufeng.
"What's wrong with you guys?" Linda had no taboos against Zhang Wufeng, and Yan Yunhan looked at her body. Although she was a foreigner, she was deeply influenced by Chinese tradition after all, and she had some consistent thoughts.
It can be said that the willows and willows are planted unintentionally.
Hearing Linda's inquiry, Zhang Wufeng glanced at her and said casually: "Just talk about some past events with him, and then tell him that there are actually not so many concerns about the use of the brain core."
"So that's what it is, but is it necessary to be so sneaky?"
"Linda, why do you need to know so much? If you are in such a mood, you might as well experience the movement of energy inside. Brother Zhang can protect us for a while, but he cannot protect us for a lifetime. The world is like this. We
We can only rely on ourselves." Yan Yunhan interrupted and said.
When Yang Xiaolan heard this, she immediately understood, and her face turned slightly pale.
Obviously, she also understood that Yan Yunhan would settle accounts with Zhang Wufeng for her, but when she saw his silence after coming out, Yang Xiaolan knew that Zhang Wufeng must have said something.
Yang Xiaolan wasn't angry at all this. She knew that Zhang Wufeng didn't like to lie by nature, and even if he did, she didn't feel ashamed. But she felt extremely uncomfortable every time she thought about the wrong things she had done.
Sometimes, the pain of repentance is also a kind of pain, because it is simply a kind of torture of the heart. This kind of torture can make people soul-breaking.
The more excellent, powerful, and outstanding Zhang Wufeng is, the more bitter, tragic, and uncomfortable she feels. This is not because she doesn’t want Zhang Wufeng to succeed, but because she feels that she really did what she did after being kicked in the head by a donkey.
make such a decision.
When a man doesn't even want dignity for himself, and when he is even willing to give in to the family affection he cares about most, she is still not satisfied. Is this what is called love?
Yang Xiaolan thought about it and felt uncomfortable. In her opinion, even if she loved someone, it was like weighing the choice between her lover and her brother. She would have abandoned her lover for a long time and finally chosen her relatives, that is,
He said that until now, her love is still painful and superficial.
However, the pain in my heart always has no place to overflow, it is an endless emptiness and loneliness.
The reason why Yang Xiaolan hopes that Zhang Wufeng will be a little more depressed is that she hopes that when everyone in the world abandons him, she can still stand by his side, protect him, and slowly influence him. But no matter when, except for him standing
What can you really do to protect yourself, protect yourself, and yourself?
Thinking back to the beginning, after getting married, the two of them had a very ordinary erotic love between husband and wife. She would use this as a threat. She needed the other party to meet many of her conditions before she agreed to open her legs.
Welcome his arrival.
Many times, he would be a little resentful and angry, but he would forgive her in a short time, and he thought she was very reserved...
Thinking about it now, Yang Xiaolan couldn't help but laugh.
Reserved, haha.
Reserved, ridiculous reserved, is it true reserved?
If a woman even threatens love in exchange, and a wife is not willing to give her husband even the most basic female love, then...
So, what else is there to say? As a man, he might just take money and go out to fool around.
However, Zhang Wufeng never did it. He kept tolerating, kept retreating, kept coaxing her, loving her, and trying to tolerate her, until the willful she finally touched her. Then, the other party really
broke out.
This is angry. How angry do you have to be to explode so cruelly?
But how cruel does one have to be to be willing to kill his own child?
Thinking of the child who left, Yang Xiaolan sighed again. Life is vast, and she can see all the way to the end of the world. Many things, if you do something wrong, are really wrong. Is there anything else that can be redeemed? No more, really no more.
If, if, if you can be reborn... this is simply a joke.
I hope that in the next life, in the next life, I can have a love that will last forever.
Yang Xiaolan suddenly figured out that she was destined not to be able to feel the love of the other person, and she was destined to not be able to give the love of sacrificing everything for the other person. Moreover, she was no longer pure.
She has no hope for a disgusted man.
Zhang Wufeng is indeed not the only man in this world, but she loves only this one. Even if all the men in the world are crazy about her, she will only sacrifice and feel heartache for this one.
These thoughts passed by just for a moment. When she raised her head and saw Zhang Wufeng's gentle gaze, she was slightly frozen and slightly lost.
Well, it's just to face the eyes of a friend.
Regret, relief.
Isn't it true that I have lived till now just to see her again? In that case, let it go.
…
"Wufeng, there is no moon tonight, can we go for a walk together?" Yang Xiaolan looked at Zhang Wufeng and suddenly spoke.
In fact, she knew that this was just an extravagant wish, but she still said it.
"Go for a walk? The environment outside is really bad now, but if you are willing, I will go for a walk with you."
Zhang Wufeng nodded and said.
Yang Xiaolan nodded silently as well. She forced a smile and tears fell as her eyes closed.
The two of them walked out of the door amidst everyone's surprised and thoughtful looks.
Outdoors, the sky is gray and somewhat dark, and there are no more stars shining in the sky.
In the distance, the dark mountains look like devils that choose to devour people, while nearby, the mountain paths and rugged mountain roads also look a bit rugged and strange.
"Wufeng, do you want to listen to some music?" Yang Xiaolan asked calmly.
"Do you like singing leaves, or something else?"
"Yi Zi, it's boring. Asang is dead. The damned people are not dead and are still alive, but the undead people are dead." Yang Xiaolan was thoughtful, looking at this gray world, her eyes,
It's getting a little grayer.
"Actually, there is nothing wrong with you choosing love, but I cannot accept...the betrayal of my own woman and my own brother. Because my love is so deep, I hate you deeply. But, I hope you can be happy."
Zhang Wufeng said in a deep voice, but at this moment, there was endless vicissitudes in his tone.
The former lover, even if it was betrayal, even if the method was fierce, but now, the other person's brother has died for him, can this obstacle be solved?
Zhang Wufeng still couldn't accept it. It was impossible, absolutely impossible for him to accept this kind of betrayal.
"I understand, because I know you, it was me who went too far. Instead of talking about these spoilers, let me sing you a song by Jiang Meiqi, so that I can see you again in such a quiet place.
, I have no regrets anymore. I know you can feel it, but you don’t need to persuade me. This is the ending I wanted for myself.
My family had made arrangements, and when Suru also left, I knew that I was completely redundant.
With such an ending, I am already very satisfied.”
Zhang Wufeng looked at Yang Xiaolan. She was exhausted mentally and physically. She was so-called worried and sad, and lovesick. At this moment, Yang Xiaolan was heartbroken. There was indeed not much time left. This kind of mental trauma was no longer something that could only be cured by the brain core. .
If she works hard, faces it positively, and cooperates with Huatuo Five Elements Acupuncture of Brain Core and Zhang Wufeng, she will naturally have a chance to survive, but she wants to die and Zhang Wufeng no longer has the confidence to cure her.
“The air here is very fresh
The snacks here are very special
The e here is not like water
The night view here is very impressive
Ten thousand feet in the sky
In the room with port vie
In a bargain shop
At three or four in the noisy early morning hours
But my dear, why are you not with me?
How much time can we waste
No matter how sweet the phone call is, no matter how comforting the fax is
It’s not enough to cope with the distance of not being able to hug you
My dear, why are you not with me?
Living a day alone is like living a year
There are dark clouds on the other side of the sea
I really want to be happy for you
But my dear, why are you not around?
…
Why are you...not around..."
The song ended, but it floated far away. It was just a simple song, but it seemed to sing life.