Looking at the beautiful face so close and smelling the faint body fragrance that made people's hearts throb, even though Chen Fan had a strong heart, at that moment, his heart was slightly shaken.
He had to admit that the woman in front of him did have the ability to turn men into beasts.
While his heart was shaking slightly, Chen Fan could also notice that there was a trace of sadness that could not be concealed in those originally cold eyes, which penetrated deep into his bones.
Huangfu Hongzhu seemed to realize this. After looking at Chen Fan for two seconds, he turned his head, picked up a box of women's cigarettes, took out one, held it between his slender fingers, and slowly lit it.
The faint smell of tobacco suddenly filled the carriage, covering up the heart-warming light body fragrance of Huangfu Hongzhu.
After taking two puffs of the cigarette, Huangfu Hongzhu said in a complex tone: "We can't change the past. All we can do is grasp the present. No matter what happens, life must go on. A good life must go on!"
"If life doesn't go on, why don't we go down and accompany the dead? If that's the case, there will be no living people in this world." Chen Fan said with a faint smile: "What's more, dying for the dead will never bring them back to life.
"
Speaking of this, Chen Fan instinctively flashed that honest and resolute face in his mind, and his heart couldn't help but twitch. Regardless of Huangfu Hongzhu's wishes, he directly grabbed the lady's cigarette in her hand and took out one,
Lit it up and sucked it hard.
"It's boring!" After two puffs, Chen Fan felt like he was sucking air. He opened the car window and threw it out. At the same time, he subconsciously wanted to ask the dark hall members who parked the car not far behind him for a cigarette.
"They have all undergone strict training and do not smoke." Huangfu Hongzhu said slowly.
Chen Fan closed his open mouth subconsciously, then closed the car window, turned around and said: "If there are no other important things, I will get out of the car."
"Logically speaking, a person like you shouldn't say something like that. Could it be that someone important to you has left?" Huangfu Hongzhu answered the question.
Chen Fan raised his brows slightly and laughed self-deprecatingly: "Everyone has someone they think is important in their heart. Don't you also use a cold mask to disguise yourself in front of others, and then reveal your feminine side in front of Xiao Ge?
"
Huangfu Hongzhu's face changed slightly. He wanted to say something, but he swallowed it back and pretended to smoke to cover up the fluctuations in his expression.
"Xiao Ge is actually a very fragile child." Huangfu Hongzhu spoke again. The sadness had disappeared from her face, and her expression completely returned to normal, exuding a sense of danger.
Chen Fan nodded: "I know."
"No, you don't know." Huangfu Hongzhu shook his head, then turned to look at Chen Fan and sighed: "His mother passed away when he was two years old. And his father had too many affairs to deal with.
, there is basically no time to care about him. He has been lonely since he was a child, both at home and at school. Moreover, he has always hated his father, hated his father for killing his mother, and hated his father for not fulfilling his duties as a father.
Fulfill your obligations.”
Speaking of this, Huangfu Hongzhu's tone was a little low.
After hearing what Huangfu Hongzhu said, Chen Fan raised his eyebrows slightly. He guessed that Chu Ge lost his mother at a young age, but he did not expect that Chu Ge had always hated Chu Wentian.
"Actually... he doesn't hate his father, but uses hatred to express his inner desire for father's love! He longs to be cared for and cared for by his father like other children." Huangfu Hongzhu increased his smoking speed and spoke in a tone of voice.
He seemed extremely depressed: "On the day his father died, he didn't cry in the hospital. He seemed to have lost his soul. It was the same when he got home. It wasn't until... after his father was buried that he cried. He knelt in front of the grave alone and cried.
It’s heartbreaking.”
Chu Ge's fearless appearance appeared in his mind, and Chen Fan sighed secretly in his heart, but didn't say anything.
"Although he has had wealth and status since birth that other children cannot have in this life, he does not live a happy life. He is a poor child." Huangfu Hongzhu said as he put out his cigarette and lit another.
A cigarette.
Chen Fan squinted his eyes and said in a deep voice: "This is his fate. Everyone has to bear a lot of things in his life. He is a man, and he should bear and face everything."
"You don't feel like a twenty-year-old person to me at all." Huangfu Hongzhu suddenly said.
Chen Fan smiled bitterly and said nothing.
He is indeed only twenty years old, but some of the things he has experienced are things that more than 99% of people will never experience in their lifetime. In Dave's words, his heart has endured too much and has long been numb.
I was even heartbroken.
At twenty years old, with a twenty-year-old body, but with the mentality of an old man, this may be a kind of irony!
"I'm sorry that my words triggered bad memories for you." Huangfu Hongzhu said subconsciously, perhaps sensing the desolate aura that Chen Fan exuded inadvertently.
As soon as the words came out, Huangfu Hongzhu was stunned for a moment!
Feel sorry……
These two words seemed to have never appeared in her dictionary.
Before today, she had never said sorry to anyone.
While stunned, Huangfu Hongzhu was surprised to find that the sadness and desolation inadvertently revealed by the man in front of her would silently pluck the string in her heart. She knew that the man in front of her had a past that was unbearable to look back on.
Like her, she tightly closes the door to her soul, not allowing anyone to peep.
"Let's get down to business. I think, as the eldest sister of the Hongzhu Gang, you personally drove me home and you didn't want to talk to me about this, right?" Chen Fan smiled and changed the subject.
Huangfu Hongzhu pondered for a while, stared into Chen Fan's eyes and said, "I hope you can take care of Xiao Ge."
This time, Chen Fan did not answer.
"This is not an exchange of interests, it's just a request, well, just a small request." What Chen Fan said in the study room flashed through his mind. Huangfu Hongzhu was afraid that Chen Fan would misunderstand, so he quickly explained: "Xiao Ge, he
Although he seems to be quite close to me, he doesn't really like the feeling of being with me. But you are different. I can find that Xiao Ge is really happy when he is with you. To be honest,
I've never seen him smile so happily as he does when he's around you."
"Okay!" Thinking of everything Chu Ge had known him, Chen Fan found that he seemed to have fallen in love with this child who was a few years younger than him, so he nodded and agreed.
Chen Fan's words made Huangfu Hongzhu shake slightly and said gratefully: "Thank you."
Looking at Huangfu Hongzhu's heartfelt sincerity, Chen Fan hesitated for a moment and said: "Actually, you don't have to make things too difficult for yourself. Some things are not for women to handle in the first place. I can see that you want to take Chu
Wentian's industry has flourished. Although I have never dealt with him or even met him, I dare to say that he is much better than you. Besides, many things are far easier for men to do than for women.
!”
"Whoosh!"
Hearing Chen Fan's words in shock, Huangfu Hongzhu's expression suddenly changed, and the muscles in the corners of his eyes trembled violently.
Then, her face became extremely cold, and her eyes flashed with cold eyes: "I will not let anyone take away the country that Wentian has built, absolutely not!!"
"You can pretend I didn't say anything." Sensing Huangfu Hongzhu's determination, Chen Fan stopped trying to persuade him. Everyone has their own choice. What he said just now was just a whim to remind Huangfu Hongzhu: "
If there's nothing else, I'll get off the bus."
"I know your identity is very unusual, but I can do a lot of things in Donghai. If one day you need my help, Huangfu Hongzhu, you only need to make a phone call." Huangfu Hongzhu thought for a while and said
: "Give me your phone."
"Is this a reward? Or an exchange?" Chen Fan narrowed his eyes but did not take out his phone.
Through a brief contact, Huangfu Hongzhu could detect that Chen Fan was the kind of person who was extremely cold and arrogant. When he heard what Chen Fan said, he immediately shook his head: "Of course not. You are Xiao Ge's master, take care of him."
Xiao Ge, we are our own family. When our family encounters problems, it is only natural that we should come forward to solve them!"
"That's fine." Chen Fan smiled and handed the phone to Huangfu Hongzhu, and then said: "When people live in this world, they always need to find someone with whom they can talk. Well, it feels good to chat with you."
boom!!
As soon as Chen Fan said these words, Huangfu Hongzhu's mind went blank, so much so that his hands shook violently and he almost threw Chen Fan's cell phone away.
When Chu Wentian was alive, she lived under Chu Wentian's protection, like a child who would never grow up, always hiding behind Chu Wentian. After Chu Wentian died, she lived in the past again.
In Chu Wentian's shadow, he couldn't extricate himself, and he was rejected from thousands of miles away. There was no one he could talk to.
The brief conversation with Chen Fan just now made her feel very comfortable. She took the initiative to ask for Chen Fan's phone number, and she had some intention of chatting with Chen Fan in the future.
Just like what Chen Fan said, no matter how strong a person is, as long as he lives in the world, he must always find someone he can talk to.
This is what Dai Fu means to Chen Fan. In front of Dai Fu, Chen Fan can talk about the unforgettable past without restraint.
But Huangfu Hongzhu didn't have such a person to confide in. Chen Fan gave her this feeling!
Without saying anything, Huangfu Hongzhu silently dialed Chen Fan's cell phone, then handed the phone back to Chen Fan.
Chen Fan took the phone, got out of the car, and walked towards the community with long strides.
In the car, Huangfu Hongzhu silently stared at Chen Fan's burly back, lost in thought.
"Wentian, he is as aloof and arrogant as you!"
For a long time, until Chen Fan's figure disappeared, Huangfu Hongzhu slowly withdrew his gaze and murmured to himself.
Then, her bright red lips formed an upward curve, and a bright smile bloomed on her face.
