Chapter 250 Take you back to Yanjing, back to Chen's house
Chapter 250: Take you back to Yanjing, back to the Chen family
Under the candlelight, tears slid down Chen Fan's resolute face and dripped wetly on Susan's hair.
A sad aura spread around Chen Fan's heart, and even Susan in his arms noticed it.
In a daze, Susan remembered the dance that Chen Fan performed on the stage at the freshman assembly.
That day, Chen Fan fell to his knees, like a roaring lone wolf, looking up at the stars and shouting!
That day, all the audience, including her, were infected by the powerful and tragic dance, and the scene fell into extreme panic.
It was also on that day that she realized for the first time that she didn't know anything about her fiancé's past.
The scene of that day flashed through her mind, and she felt the desolate atmosphere exuding from Chen Fan. Susan struggled slightly, looked up at Chen Fan's face that was stained with tears, and asked softly: "
Chen Fan, do you remember those unhappy things in the past? If you are unhappy because of those things, tell me, it will make you feel better."
Susan's gentle words brought Chen Fan back to reality from his hazy memories. He did not wipe the tears on his face, but looked down at Susan, as if he was hesitating whether to tell Susan.
"Chen Fan, I am your fiancée. In the future, I will also become your wife, live with you, give you children, and accompany you every day from now on." Susan seemed to recognize Chen.
Fan hesitated and continued softly: "As a wife, I have the obligation to share everything for you, so you don't have to hide those things from me. Because those things actually not only belong to you, but also to me and our future children.
.”
Shocked to hear Susan say such words, Chen Fan couldn't help but be stunned.
Because in his heart, he always treated Susan as a child. He always thought that Susan was still a child who had not entered society and lived in a simple and happy life.
So...all this time, he didn't want or let Susan come into contact with the dark side of society.
Once upon a time, Susan was indeed as Chen Fan thought. There was no intrigue in her world. She didn't know what the so-called fiancée or the so-called marriage meant. She didn't even know how to be a qualified wife.
Even...because of the existence of Chen Fan, her fiancé, ever since she became sensible, a shadow has been cast on her heart, and she has begun to hate boys and suffer from a slight misogyny.
At first, she promised her family to stay with Chen Fan. On the one hand, she didn't want to make her parents angry, and on the other hand, she wanted to dig out Chen Fan's secrets and play with Chen Fan in the palm of her hand. After she had enough fun, she kicked him
fly.
However, what she didn't expect was that as time went by, she slowly fell into Chen Fan's world, until some time ago she completely fell in love with the fiancé she once hated so much.
Perhaps she was afraid that Chen Fan would be snatched away by her rivals, or perhaps she realized that her shortcomings could not make her a qualified wife. After falling in love with Chen Fan, she privately asked her mother Qin Guizhen and Aunt Tian for advice on how to become a wife.
A worthy wife.
She began to learn to cook, learn to wash clothes, and learn to stop being self-centered and care about Chen Fan...
All of this was going on silently, and she herself was also changing silently, until she changed to where she is today.
As if aware of Chen Fan's gaze, Susan did not dodge, but just looked at Chen Fan with a soft light in her eyes, as if she was saying: Say it, my dear.
"call……"
Seeing this scene, Chen Fan breathed a sigh of relief, gently let go of Susan, subconsciously reached for a cigarette from his pocket, lit it, and smoked it gently.
This time, Susan seemed to know that Chen Fan was ready to tell her, so she didn't speak anymore, just waited quietly, waiting for Chen Fan to speak.
While Susan was waiting, Chen Fan spoke slowly, with a low tone and a hoarse voice: "Shanshan, I told you before that I am a soldier, a special forces soldier. In fact... in a sense
, I’m not deceiving you. Although the organization I was in before is not considered a special force, it is somewhat similar in nature. It’s just that the training is more arduous, the tasks are more difficult, and it’s more difficult to be selected!”
More powerful than special forces?!
Susan blinked her eyes, as if imagining how powerful it was.
Chen Fan continued: "When I was four years old, my old man sent me to that organization and asked me to start training to become a preparatory seedling of that organization. That day, when I was taken to the wilderness, the old man turned around.
After we left in the car, I shouted and cried at his leaving back, but he didn't look back at all."
Speaking of this, Chen Fan seemed to recall the situation that day, and his tone became extremely complicated.
Susan, on the other hand, opened her mouth in surprise - based on her life experience, she had no idea what it meant to receive special training at the age of four!
"Later, through continuous hard work, I became a formal member of that organization and began to perform various tasks with my companions. During those years, I only saw my parents twice," Chen Fan said.
When I got here, I felt my mouth was a little bitter.
Susan was completely shocked!
In the past eighteen years, although Su Qinghai had very little time to take care of her because of her busy business, she had always lived under the protection of her parents. Their parents protected her like an eagle guarding a chick, preventing her from suffering any harm.
Hurt her, don't even let her suffer a little bit.
And... Chen Fan has only seen his parents twice in the past many years?!
"In the past few years, it was my master who took care of me on behalf of my parents and taught me how to behave and how to fight. He is a very strong and excellent man. Deep in my heart, I have always regarded him as my second
Father! When performing tasks, no matter how dangerous or difficult it is, he will always protect me! And he is also the only person who celebrates my birthday!" At this point, Chen Fan's eye circles turned red again.
: "When he and I went on a mission for the last time, we encountered great obstacles due to intelligence problems, and because of some accidents, we suffered a terrorist attack, and... he was on the mission
Dead."
"Dead??" Susan's eyes widened.
Chen Fan gritted his teeth tightly, trembled all over, and said in a hoarse voice: "Well, he died, he died trying to stop a bullet for me!"
Susan was shocked all over and opened her mouth wide. She wanted to say something, but couldn't say a word.
"Shanshan, do you know? He wouldn't have died! If he hadn't taken the bullet for me that day, he wouldn't have died!" The scene of the master being killed that day flashed through his mind, and Chen Fan suddenly said in a low voice
He yelled: "I am the one who is going to die, not him!!"
"Chen Fan!" Perhaps seeing that Chen Fan was in an extremely bad mood, Susan turned pale with fright and quickly stepped forward to hug Chen Fan, hugging him very hard.
"Shanshan, I'm fine." Chen Fan's facial muscles were completely twisted together. His right hand trembled as he put the cigarette into his mouth and sucked it hard, as if he wanted nicotine to anesthetize the self-blame and pain in his heart.
Seeing this scene, Susan was so frightened that her eyes turned red and she started crying: "I'm sorry, Chen Fan, I shouldn't have asked..."
"Silly girl, you did the right thing. I should have told you these things a long time ago." Taking a deep breath of smoke, Chen Fan put out the cigarette, then tried his best to adjust his mood, and smiled and stroked Susan
With her beautiful hair, she said softly: "In addition, there is a holiday in one month. When the holiday is over, I will take you back to Yanjing and the Chen family."
Go back to Chen’s house?!
These three words made Susan's body become extremely stiff!
She didn't speak, she just shed tears silently, bit her lips, and nodded slightly.
Under the candlelight, her movements were very light, but her expression was firmer than ever before!!
