Chapter 335: Voices from the Heart, Past Events (1)
"Mom, let me help you."
After dinner, Aunt Tian immediately cleared away the dishes. Tian Cao stood up and tried to help.
"Xiaocao, I'll just come. You can chat with Mr. Chen." Aunt Tian smiled and stopped Tiancao from helping.
Tian Cao glanced at Chen Fan awkwardly, with a strange expression.
"Aunt Tian, just call me Xiaofan." Chen Fan said with a wry smile. Since the first day he met Aunt Tian, Aunt Tian had been calling him Mr. Chen. Although he had said it many times, Aunt Tian never
The title has not been changed.
It was the same this time. After hearing what Chen Fan said, Aunt Tian smiled and did not answer.
After Aunt Tian walked into the kitchen with the dishes and chopsticks, the atmosphere in the room suddenly became strange. Tian Cao seemed to know that Chen Fan was leaving, and was no longer as talkative as before, but sat on a stool with his legs folded.
, with his fingers crossed on his thighs, not knowing what he was thinking.
"Xiaocao, it's getting late..."
"Chen Fan, I..."
Perhaps to confirm Tian Cao's guess, Chen Fan looked at the time and prepared to leave.
At the same time that Chen Fan spoke, Tian Cao mustered up her courage and looked up at Chen Fan, trying to say something.
For a moment, neither of them finished what they said. Chen Fan was a little stunned, while Tian Cao lowered his head again, as if he didn't dare to look Chen Fan in the eye.
"Xiaocao, you go ahead and say it." Seeing that the atmosphere had become awkward again, Chen Fan took the initiative to speak.
"Huh~"
Taking a deep breath, Tian Cao raised his head again, looking at Chen Fan with half nervousness and half expectancy: "Can you stay with me for a few more hours?"
Um?
Hearing what Tian Cao said, Chen Fan hesitated.
He could notice that when Tiancao was getting along with him today, he was no longer as quiet and silent as before, and he did not hide his inner joy at all.
This surprised Chen Fan, but he didn't think much about it. He just felt that Tian Cao was just trying to thank him for giving her the internship opportunity.
"Okay." After thinking for a while, Chen Fan agreed to Tian Cao while Tian Cao held his breath, and then asked: "But... what have you been thinking about for a while?"
"Sing." Tian Cao felt relieved, and a bright smile appeared on his face again.
"Singing?" Chen Fan looked confused. In his memory, he had never heard Tiancao sing.
"Yes." Tian Cao nodded and said with a smile: "My classmates often go to KTV to sing, and they are very happy every time they come back. I want to experience it once."
Faced with such a reason from Tian Cao, Chen Fan couldn't find any reason to refuse, so he could only agree.
Tian Cao did not wear a professional suit, but went to change into the youth clothes she just bought today. Jeans and a pink jacket. It is a very simple combination, but it has an indescribable charm on her body, especially those two beautiful legs.
, wrapped in tight jeans, the curves are displayed vividly.
Aunt Tian had no objection to Tian Cao going out with Chen Fan, but the worry in her eyes became stronger, which made Chen Fan more sure that Aunt Tian did not want Tian Cao to be alone with him.
Half an hour later, the two took a taxi and arrived at a club called Shengshi William. The class was neither low nor top-notch, but only mid-range.
The parking lot of the club is filled with all kinds of cars, most of which are mid-range cars, and there are a few that cost millions. Generally speaking, the class of the cars can indicate the class of the club.
Tian Cao, dressed in a youthful attire and wearing light makeup, although she lost the faint queenly aura she had during the day, her charm has not diminished. After entering the club, she attracted the attention of waiters and some male guests.
For this reason, Tian Cao didn't pay attention, but walked beside Chen Fan like a bird clinging to someone, and was led by a waiter to a small bag on the third floor.
Chen Fan knew that Tiancao was allergic to alcohol and did not dare to ask for wine. He only asked for drinks, fruit platter and some snacks.
Seeing the waiter leave, Tian Cao glanced at Chen Fan weakly, trying to think of something to say.
"What's wrong?" Chen Fan was a little surprised when he saw Tian Cao's strange behavior.
Tian Cao blushed, lowered his head, and whispered: "This is my first time in a place like this, and I don't know how to order a song."
Chen Fan was speechless.
"What song do you want to sing? Let me help you." After being speechless, Chen Fan stood up and walked to the monitor.
Tian Cao also leaned over, thought for a while, and said, "These are the three songs by Asang, "Loneliness Is Singing," "Gentle Mercy," and "Always Quiet."
Chen Fan didn't know much about pop songs, and he didn't know that the sad singer Tian Cao mentioned had passed away.
After ordering a song, a sad tune slowly sounded, filling the entire private room. Tian Cao picked up the microphone, sat on the corner of the sofa, and looked at the wall-mounted screen, and the whole person became quiet.
"It's dark, and loneliness is slowly cutting..."
"You listen to loneliness singing, gentle and crazy..."
"Sadness is getting deeper and deeper. How can I make it stop..."
The sad singing echoed in the box. On the corner of the sofa, Tian Cao gently closed his eyes, as if he was completely immersed in the world of music.
Looking at Tian Cao who was sitting quietly on the corner of the sofa with a quiet face and sad singing to the music melody, Chen Fan's psychological quality was already so strong that he was still affected to a certain extent.
He lit a cigarette and smoked it gently without disturbing Tiancao who was immersed in singing.
After the song "Loneliness is Singing" ended, Tian Cao turned to look at Chen Fan, took a sip of juice and started singing the second song "Gentle Mercy", followed by the third song "Always Quiet".
The three songs were each more sad than the last. By the end of the song, Tian Cao himself seemed to be affected, with a vibrato in his voice.
After the three songs ended, Tian Cao glanced at Chen Fan and said, "You can sing one too."
"I don't know how." Chen Fan shook his head. He really had no talent in music, and his singing sounded like a ghost crying or a wolf howling.
"If you don't want to sing, I will continue to sing." Tian Cao smiled. His smile was not as bright and sunny as it was during the day, but it had a hint of sadness and loneliness.
Chen Fan nodded with a smile, put out his cigarette butt, and acted as a loyal listener.
Later, Tian Cao ordered a few more songs, and the songs had a common feature: sadness.
When Tian Cao finished singing the seventh song, Chen Fan originally wanted to ask Tian Cao to stop to drink some juice and eat some fruit to take a rest, but found that Tian Cao's body was trembling slightly.
"Xiaocao, what's wrong with you?" Chen Fan was slightly startled, got up and walked towards Tiancao.
There was no answer. Tian Cao shivered and looked at the screen with red eyes. The tune sounded again. It was a tune that Chen Fan was very familiar with. The name of the song was displayed on the screen: "Only Mom is Good in the World".
A familiar melody sounded in his ears, and Chen Fan stopped in his tracks.
He sat on the sofa again and lit a cigarette again.
The prelude ended abruptly. On the corner of the sofa, Tian Cao put the microphone to his mouth, and a sad voice came out instantly.
Only mother is good in the world,
A mother’s child is like a treasure,
into mother's arms,
I can't enjoy happiness.
…
The most distressing thing is not having a mother,
A motherless child is like a grass,
Leaving mother's arms,
Where to find happiness?
…
Only mother is good in the world,
Children with mothers don’t know.
If she knew,
I can also laugh in my dreams!
…
On the corner of the sofa, the girl who in Chen Fan's impression was strong, self-reliant, and proud was holding the microphone, looking at the screen with blurred vision under the dim light, following the melody, trembling all over, and singing the last song softly.
Song.
As she sang, tears poured out of her eyes like broken beads, slid across her beautiful face, and flowed into her mouth.
The tears are a little salty and a little bitter.
At the end of the song, she put down the microphone, bent down, folded her arms over her chest, curled up on the sofa, and burst into tears.
At this moment, her strength and pride seemed to disappear without a trace, leaving only sadness.
Seeing this scene, Chen Fan sighed softly, silently walked to Tian Cao, squatted down, and gently stroked Tian Cao's head: "It will be uncomfortable if you hold it in for a long time. If you want to cry, cry loudly."
Bar."
Chen Fan's gentle words rang in his ears. Tian Cao was shaken violently. He raised his head and looked at Chen Fan with tears in his eyes. Then... with tears streaming down his face, he gritted his teeth and threw himself into Chen Fan's arms, hugging him with both hands.
Chen Fan's neck burst into tears.
Behind the strength, there is also a fragility that others cannot imagine.
This seems to be a true portrayal of Tiancao at this moment.
Feeling the delicate body in his arms, Chen Fan had no evil thoughts at all. He seemed to be able to understand the mood of the girl in his arms. He did not say any more words of comfort, but gently patted the girl's back and let the girl's tears get wet.
His clothes allowed the girl to cry softly in his arms.
After crying, I don’t know how long it took, Tian Cao seemed to be tired. She stopped crying and just hugged Chen Fan tightly: "Chen Fan..."
"What's wrong?"
Chen Fan stopped what he was doing.
"The classmates around me don't understand me. They think I'm stupid and fake. In their eyes, no matter how hard I try, I can't stand up to being a canary or a canary." The girl in her arms raised her head,
Looking at Chen Fan with tears in his eyes, he bit his lips and said slowly.
Hearing Tian Cao's words in shock, Chen Fan was slightly shocked, but did not speak.
"I also know that in today's society, many times, hard work may not necessarily lead to success, and even if it succeeds, the end point is not as high as what some people are born with." Tian Cao left Chen Fan's arms and looked up at the ceiling.
, letting the tears flow down, did not wipe them away, but said softly: "But... I am not willing to do so! I am not willing to bow my head in front of the cruel reality, and I am not willing to put my destiny in the hands of others!"
Having said this, Tian Cao took a deep breath, lowered his head, and looked at Chen Fan with a complex expression: "I want to take my destiny into my own hands!!"
I want to take my destiny into my own hands!
After hearing this, Chen Fan fell silent again.
He knew very well that almost everyone had such thoughts, but no one, including himself, could truly control his own destiny.
"That's very tiring, and no matter who it is, it's impossible to truly control your own destiny." Chen Fan sighed softly. He was touched by Tian Cao's persistence and perseverance, but he also knew that it was someone who would never be able to control his own destiny.
desire to achieve.
"I didn't believe it before, but now I believe it." Tian Cao's expression was a little gloomy: "But... even if my destiny cannot be in my own hands and is affected by everything in reality, it is better than having my destiny played by others.
It’s ten thousand times better!”
"Actually... I have no intention of affecting your life path." Chen Fan smiled bitterly and said, "If you don't like going to Aoxiang Group for an internship, you don't have to go."
"You misunderstood me." Hearing what Chen Fan said, Tian Cao seemed a little panicked: "I have no objection to going to Aoxiang Group for an internship. On the contrary, I am very grateful to you, really!"
"Moreover, it was you who made me truly understand that fate cannot be in my own hands." Tian Cao said, closing his eyes and shaking violently: "Since I was a child, the reason why I don't want to be in reality and destiny is
I bow my head in front of me because I don’t want to repeat my mother’s old ways!”
"Xiaocao, do you know what happened to your mother in the past?" Chen Fan asked subconsciously.
Tian Cao nodded slightly, but his body trembled even more!
***: Aunt Tian’s trap has been laid since the beginning, and it’s time to uncover it.
In addition, although these chapters are a bit dull, they are written with great care because... this plot is indispensable to this book. As for blood and passion, do you still need to worry about this?
The first update is here, the next update is at nine o'clock.
