Under the night, there were cars passing by on the road, but not many people heard Susan shouting with all her strength. Even if some people heard it vaguely, they didn't care and just glanced at it casually.
No one can make everyone revolve around him.
Susan can't.
Neither can Chen Fan.
To strangers, Susan's "crazy" behavior had no impact on them at all.
But--
For the person involved, Chen Fan.
Susan's courageous shouting words exploded in his ears like spring thunder.
A tremor from the depths of his soul permeated his whole body, making him tremble as if he had been electrocuted.
"Shan... Shanshan..."
Chen Fan shakily turned on the turn signal and drove the car to the side of the road.
Hearing Chen Fan's call, Susan turned her head, her eyes were still red and her vision was blurry, but her red face raised a 'bright' smile: "You idiot, what's wrong? Why did you step aside?"
There was no answer, so Chen Fan parked the car on the side of the road.
As soon as he parked his car, the secret gang members who were responsible for protecting Susan and the agents who were following him also parked the car on the side of the road.
"I'm sorry, Shanshan." After stopping the car, Chen Fan turned around, his eyes red, looking at Susan guiltily, his voice hoarse.
"You idiot, why are you saying sorry to me?" The word "sorry" sounded in her ears, and Susan felt her heart tremble violently, so that her body was trembling slightly, and her voice was even more...
With a hint of trembling: "Could it be that you have done something to feel sorry for me? Tell me, what kind of evil thing have you done?"
After the words fell, Susan tried to force herself to smile again, but her smile turned out to be uglier than crying.
"Huh~" Chen Fan let out a deep breath and said softly: "You know everything, right?"
boom!
Hearing Chen Fan's words in shock, Susan was stunned.
She did know it all.
Because of curiosity, because of worry, because she accidentally discovered the private text messages between Chen Fan and Li Ying after shopping, when Chen Fan disappeared innocently again and again, Susan finally found Su Qinghai to learn the so-called truth.
That day, Su Qinghai saw Susan crying and was extremely sad. In the end, she did not choose to hide it anymore.
That day, when Su Qinghai told Susan that she was the substitute of the dead girl and fulfilled her promise for the dead girl.
Susan was stunned, unable to breathe as if a huge mountain was pressing on her chest.
That day, when Su Qinghai told her in a serious tone: A successful man cannot have only one man by his side, and she must understand and accept everything.
Her heart ached.
It hurts... it hurts...
She has never been in love since she was a child because of her fiancé Chen Fan. She is full of longing for love. She hopes that her fiancé will be the prince charming in her fantasy.
At the beginning, when Chen Fan appeared in front of her, the beautiful picture she imagined was directly shattered, and she was extremely disgusted with Chen Fan, and even the misogyny caused by the baby kiss deepened.
Later, with the contact with Chen Fan, when the country fiancé in her eyes gave her surprises and romances again and again, she began to change her view of the country fiancé, and finally fell into the world of a country man.
, unable to extricate himself.
Country bastard.
Inadvertently, the figure in the fantasy gradually overlapped and turned into the longed-for Prince Charming.
But... Su Qinghai told her that from now on, in the world of Prince Charming, there will be not only Cinderella, but also princesses, many, many princesses who are better than her.
She fell from heaven to hell, her heart was like an abyss.
And the last word "mission" that Su Qinghai said was like a sharp dagger, directly piercing the last strength in her heart into pieces.
That day, she couldn't accept this sudden change.
She curled up on the sofa, cried in her arms, and asked Su Qinghai loudly: Why? Why should I become someone else's substitute! Why can't Chen Fan just love me? Why... why do I have to shoulder this mission?
Why??
That day, Su Qinghai didn't give her a reply.
Because Su Qinghai didn't know how to explain it.
Later... when Susan's mother Qin Guizhen cried and fell out with Su Qinghai for the first time, Su Qinghai finally compromised.
"My child, if you really feel aggrieved and unable to accept all this and want to leave him, I won't force you."
He said this to Susan.
leave?
When Su Qinghai said these two words, Susan froze on the sofa as if she was electrocuted.
She cried silently, her eyes were empty, and she murmured the word "leave" to herself all afternoon.
At that time, seeing her daughter in a trance, Qin Guizhen was frightened and wanted to rush into Susan's bedroom several times, but was finally stopped by Su Qinghai.
Su Qinghai told Qin Guizhen in an extremely serious tone: Guizhen, haven't you always expected Shanshan to live the life of an ordinary child? Now, the road is in front of Shanshan, let her choose where to go! We don't want to go
Disturb her!
In the end, Qin Guizhen did not go in to disturb Susan.
That afternoon, Susan said the word "leave" while shedding tears silently. At the same time, she was still recalling every moment with Chen Fan in her mind.
That afternoon, she recalled the first time she and Chen Fan went out on the street. Chen Fan secretly helped her fight off the robbers, but pretended to be timid and hid behind her.
She remembered the scene where Chen Fan violently beat up the armed police for Yu Xuan during military training and was finally taken away.
She remembered that Chen Fan forgot her birthday and did not sing happy birthday at the birthday party, but gave her a gift. As a result, she opened it and found nothing. Finally... she found out that what Chen Fan gave her were three promises.
.
That gift was her favorite gift she had ever received in her life.
And Chen Fan even sang a birthday song to her personally.
only--
She didn't know that that day, the man who had walked out of hell was squatting on the street, remembering his dead master, crying and singing the birthday song to her hoarsely, but was laughed at by the people on the roadside.
Finally, he pretended to tell her that there was sand in his eyes and cried in embarrassment, making her laugh.
She also remembered that on the day of the freshman party, she fell down on the stage and looked aggrieved and helpless, but in the end she was moved to pieces by a text message from Chen Fan.
And on that night, the country fiancé, who had made her change her attitude but not fall in love with him, wore a black mask, like a wounded lone wolf, and danced a dance that could not be considered a dance, but could shock the heart and soul.
Later, she knew the man who shocked her heart.
He is her fiancé.
It's that country bumpkin.
Maybe...the impression of country bumpkin started to change from that time?
She didn't know, she only knew that since then, the country boy seemed to have really changed. The unexpected trip to Hangzhou, CS competitions, basketball games, martial arts competitions shined...
Change again and again.
Surprise again and again.
Later, she followed the man back to Yanjing and back to Lao Chen's house.
In Yanjing, she witnessed the strength of the old Chen family, and witnessed the extinct style of the older generation of Chinese military personnel in the old man of the Chen family.
She also saw the saber who was once invincible on the battlefield in Vietnam. For the sake of his woman, he gave up his bright future and silently protected her woman for twenty years.
Twenty years as a day!
At that time, she felt that being able to marry Mr. Chen's most valued descendant, being able to marry that saber's son, and being the daughter-in-law of the old Chen family was the greatest happiness and pride in her life.
That afternoon, she thought of a lot...a lot...
But... what left her most unforgettable was that morning.
When that man, who was as strong as the God of War, learned about the death of his old master, he hunched over, squatted on the ground, held his head in his hands, trembling all over, like a wounded lone wolf, and choked silently.
She felt distressed.
She couldn't help but squat on her bed, like a mother, holding the strong man in her arms, crying with the man, trying to reduce the man's pain.
Later, she followed the man and returned to Lao Chen's house again, where she saw the skinny old man leaving peacefully.
As the daughter-in-law of the Chen family, the man who accompanied her, her father-in-law and mother-in-law, knelt down in front of the old man and kowtowed three times.
However--
What she never imagined in her dreams was...
On that sad morning, in that intensive care unit, when that man who was like the God of War was heartbroken.
Old Chen's family.
The old Chen family who lost the old man of the Chen family but still stands at the top of the power pyramid of the Republic
Falling apart.
Her man was kicked out of Lao Chen's house.
Oh, no, he was kicked out!
He was treated as a lost dog and kicked out severely!!
At that moment, she was in a trance.
She couldn't even believe that it was all true.
But--
When her man took her hand with a smile, he kowtowed again in front of the bedside of the old soldier who had shed blood for the Republic.
She knows.
That's all true.
That moment.
She was extremely worried.
She worried whether her man could bear the unforgettable pain.
Later, she discovered that her man was very calm.
later.
The man shouted out an oath: "Chen Jianguo, the shame you suffered today will be repaid a hundred times in the future - one day, I, Chen Fan, will make you regret it!! I swear!!!"
At that moment, she knew that her man's heart was broken.
When she was held by the man's hand and stepped out of the intensive care unit, she did not dare to look back or look at the man's expression.
She just held the man's cold hand hard and tightly, and told herself in her heart: "He is my man, and I will protect him for the rest of my life!"
…
When she learned the truth that afternoon, she stopped crying after recalling that unforgettable scene.
Leave?
No!
Her determination turned into a steel knife, cutting off the thought of leaving in one fell swoop.
She chose to stay and later learned about Chen Fan's situation from Su Qinghai.
When it was learned that Chen Fan did not have the protection of the old Chen family, he was like a lost dog, struggling to breathe in front of many enemies and evil forces.
She no longer blamed her man for missing him frequently and staying out at night.
She knew that her man really...really...had a lot of things to do.
When I learned that those outstanding women stepped forward to help their men at all costs when their men were in the most danger.
The anger in her heart was unwilling.
Turn into ashes and disappear into smoke.
She even... felt a little guilty.
I blame myself for not doing something for my man when he was most helpless and in need of help.
She couldn't help him.
But... I don't want to be a dragster.
So, she chose to act crazy and act stupid.
She no longer fights, but grabs.
She just wanted that man to put down his burdens and burdens and show a bright smile when he saw her.
She wants to be his spiritual haven.
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