Chapter 719 [The hatred is broken, the love is difficult to open]
Chapter 719 [When hatred is over, love is hard to speak]
"Are you OK?"
In the corridor, Chen Fan saw that Xue Ke's face was a little pale, and his mood was still difficult to calm down, so he couldn't help but ask.
Chen Fan's caring words rang in his ears. Xue Ke shook his head gently, squeezed out a forced smile, and said: "It's okay, it's just... I suddenly felt a little confused and didn't know what to do next.
What, I don’t know how I will live in the future.”
Hearing what Xue Ke said, Chen Fan chose to remain silent.
He knew very well that even though Xue Ke hated Xue Hu for being cold-blooded and ruthless, and hated him so much that he even dreamed of killing Xue Hu, but...Xue Hu was Xue Ke's father after all, and he had raised and trained Xue Ke for more than twenty years!
Under such a situation, it would be absolute nonsense to say that there is no emotion between Xue Ke and Xue Hu!
To put it bluntly, a person can still fall in love with a dog even if he has lived with it for two years, let alone two living people who have lived together for more than twenty years.
Love and hate.
This is the truest feeling in Xue Ke's heart.
Of course... that feeling is very insignificant compared to hatred and complaints. Otherwise, Xue Ke would not have dreamed of killing Xue Hu to avenge his mother.
"Huh~" Seeing that Chen Fan remained silent, Xue Ke let out a deep breath. Then he remembered something, hesitated, and asked, "Mr. Chen, did you and Ye Mei have a fight?"
quarrel?
Hearing these two words, Chen Fan couldn't help but feel a little confused, and then shook his head: "No, why do you ask like this?"
"That's it, Mr. Chen." Xue Ke also felt a little strange and said truthfully: "When I arrived at this club before, I saw Ye Mei in the lobby. Ye Mei looked very bad, and... she was in a bad mood.
It was bad, that’s why I thought you guys had a fight.”
Xue Ke's words made Chen Fan raise his eyebrows, and his heart moved faintly. A flash of inspiration flashed in his mind. The flash of inspiration was fleeting. When he wanted to catch it, he couldn't catch it no matter how hard he tried.
When Xue Ke saw that Chen Fan was silent, he thought that Chen Fan had acquiesced. He bit his lip and hesitated for several seconds before summoning the courage to continue: "Mr. Chen, you must also know that Ye Mei is a homosexual. Neither do I."
To hide it from you, I am one of Ye Mei's former partners, so I know her very well. She is naturally cheerful and outgoing. Even if she encounters unhappy things, she will laugh it off instead of being depressed like others. It can be said that
, she lived a very free and easy life.”
Xue Ke is Ye Mei’s partner?!
Chen Fan couldn't help but be a little stunned when he heard what Xue Ke said.
Xue Ke didn't seem to mind that Chen Fan knew this, and continued: "Mr. Chen, you didn't quarrel with Ye Mei because she was gay, right?"
"No, I really didn't quarrel with her." Chen Fan shook his head and objected. After all, he and Ye Mei didn't quarrel at all.
Chen Fan's answer made Xue Ke a little confused, and she asked again: "Then do you care that she is gay?"
"Of course not - although I don't approve of homosexuality, I won't look down on those homosexuals. After all, each of us has our own way of life, and others have no right to interfere." Chen Fan said sincerely: "Not to mention Ye Mei.
She is my friend, and as a friend, I don’t care about some of her hobbies and interests."
friend?!
Originally, when Xue Ke heard Chen Fan's words that he didn't care about Ye Mei being gay, he was wondering why Chen Fan had an quarrel with Ye Mei since he didn't care about this. Now when he heard the word "friend", he suddenly realized: Ye Mei didn't express her true feelings to her.
Chen Fan confided that Chen Fan didn't know this at all, so... he just regarded Ye Mei as a friend!
After understanding this, Xue Ke couldn't help but be a little stunned.
Because... in her memory, Ye Mei was a person who dared to love and hate, and would never hide her true thoughts.
Why did Ye Mei choose this way?
Xue Ke asked himself secretly in his heart, but couldn't think of a reason.
"Where is Ye Mei now? I'm going to see her."
Seeing that Xue Ke didn't speak, Chen Fan thought for a moment and spoke again. Although he didn't know why Ye Mei was in a bad mood, but...as a friend, he had the obligation to go over and comfort her.
After hearing what Chen Fan said, Xue Ke did not answer immediately, but had a hesitant expression on his face.
"What’s wrong with you?"
Xue Ke's abnormal behavior made Chen Fan feel a little strange.
"Mr. Chen, I think... there is something I must tell you." Looking at Chen Fan's unfamiliar face and recalling what Ye Mei said to him that day, Xue Ke finally made a decision and chose to
Tell Chen Fan the inside story.
As if aware of the seriousness in Xue Ke's tone, Chen Fan asked with some confusion: "What's going on?"
"Ye Mei is in love with you."
Xue Ke spoke slowly, not loudly, but his words were clear enough for Chen Fan to hear.
"Wha...what??"
Although Chen Fan has an extremely strong heart and excellent psychological quality, but... when he heard Xue Ke's shocking words, his eyes widened, his mouth widened, and his face was filled with an emotion called shock.
"Ye Mei fell in love with you." Xue Ke smiled bitterly: "And... you are the first and only man he fell in love with!"
You are the first and only man he has fallen in love with!
Xue Ke's words were like magic, constantly echoing in Chen Fan's ears. Chen Fan's body suddenly became extremely stiff, and he completely stayed in place.
Xue Ke's repeated words made him understand the fact: Ye Mei really fell in love with him!
Because... he believed that Xue Ke would never joke about such a thing!
only--
He doesn't understand...
I don’t understand how Ye Mei fell in love with me!
In his opinion, except for when he was serving in Longya, he had rescued Ye Mei and Ye Zhengrong due to orders from above, and they had been together for a few days. As of the last time Ye Mei went to China to find him, the two of them had not been together.
All people's contacts are through the Internet, and... they are not in frequent contact.
In such a situation, how could Ye Mei fall in love with herself?
Online dating??
"Mr. Chen, actually...you don't have to be surprised by this." Seemingly seeing Chen Fan's doubts, Xue Ke said in a sighing tone: "I am also a woman, and I understand women's thoughts. For a woman,
It is said that when girls were young, they all dreamed of meeting platonic love and meeting their own Prince Charming.”
"When Ye Mei and Uncle Ye were in trouble in Hong Kong, you rescued them. For you, it was just a simple mission. Saving Ye Mei is not much different from saving other people!"
Speaking of this, Xue Ke suddenly raised his tone, and then sighed: "But... for Ye Mei, it was different. At that time, she was just a girl. Like all girls, she was looking forward to herself
Prince Charming appeared. And you... not only showed up when she was in the most danger and helplessness, but also killed the gangsters in a way that she could not imagine, and rescued her and Uncle Ye."
"It can be said that Ye Mei will never forget that day in her life, and similarly, Ye Mei will never forget you in her life. What you did that day has an inestimable impact on a young girl.
!" When Xue Ke said this, he sighed again: "And the facts prove that it is true - Ye Mei has been obsessed with you since then. Because of this, she has never had a boyfriend since she was a child."
Could it be that Ye Mei became gay because of herself?!
Hearing this, Chen Fan's heart moved, and a strange idea came to his mind.
Then——
Reason told Chen Fan that according to what Xue Ke said, it should be like this.
"Mr. Chen, you may have guessed that the reason why Ye Mei became gay is entirely because of you." Xue Ke confirmed Chen Fan's guess and said with a wry smile: "Not only that, what you did that day made her even more...
I love this CS game.”
Chen Fan did not speak, but listened quietly.
"I have to say that God really favored Ye Mei and allowed her to get to know you again in the game. Although you appeared as another identity in CS, but...Ye Mei actually took on your other identity in the virtual world.
She felt your breath. Because of this, she tried every means to get acquainted with you, and even had feelings for you in the virtual world." Speaking of this, Xue Ke couldn't help but feel a little magical: "And now, she knows you.
He is the same person as the butcher in the game..."
Xue Ke didn't say the last words, but the meaning was very clear.
After listening to Xue Ke's words quietly, Chen Fan fell silent for a moment.
It can be said that the news that Xue Ke broke out gave him a great surprise, and at the same time, it also made him understand that Xue Ke had said before that Ye Mei was in a bad mood, probably mostly because of himself.
Thinking of Ye Mei's affectionate look when she looked at him before, Chen Fan was even more sure that, as Xue Ke said, Ye Mei really fell in love with him.
While understanding this, Chen Fan was also a little confused as to how to solve this matter.
When Chen Fan used the role of a butcher to interpret myths in the underground world, he often had relationships with women, but he never fell in love.
Later... Chen Fan arrived in Donghai and returned to a normal life. He no longer indulged himself, did not talk about having a relationship with a woman who had no feelings, and would not force himself to be with a woman he did not like.
If it weren't for this, Chen Fan wouldn't have refused when Zhang Qianqian confessed her love for the first time.
After experiencing a brief period of shock and confusion, Chen Fan knew very well that this matter was very important to himself and Ye Mei, and he must take it seriously.
Ye Mei is his friend, and now she has fallen in love with him. It's okay if he accepts it. If he doesn't accept it, the two of them may not even be friends and become strangers completely - sometimes there is a thin line between love and friendship.
River, but...that river is thousands of miles apart. No matter how hard you try, you can't swim to the other side.
This is also the reason why many lovers cannot become friends after breaking up.
While understanding this, Chen Fan also knew that the first thing he needed to do now was to find out whether he liked Ye Mei.
Do you like Ye Mei??
Chen Fan began to recall every detail of his contact with Ye Mei.
Perhaps it was to confirm Xue Ke's guess that after Chen Fan fell into memories, the scene of rescuing Ye Mei and Ye Zhengrong did not flash in his mind. What flashed were the bits and pieces of his virtual interaction with Ye Mei.
At that time, he was like a lone wolf or a stray cat. In order to avenge Liu Meng, he wandered around every corner of the world, living in murder and darkness every day, and his life was gloomy.
As a result, at that time...Ye Mei appeared.
She appeared in Chen Fan's world like a ray of dawn, causing Chen Fan to stop numbing himself with alcohol and women after Sha Miao was injured, and instead get along with Ye Mei in the virtual world.
Every time we get along, Chen Fan will feel that he is still a human being, not a machine that kills evildoers!
Nearly two years...
It can be said that Ye Mei accompanied Chen Fan through those two gloomy years.
The fact that Chen Fan did not completely turn into a killing machine, and that the post-war psychological syndrome was able to be cured, was largely due to Ye Mei.
If not, after meeting Susan, Chen Fan would not have alleviated his post-war psychological syndrome because of Susan's innocence, vitality and sunshine...
Seeing that Chen Fan was lost in memories, Xue Ke said nothing more.
Although she is one of Ye Mei's partners and has slept with Ye Mei, and the relationship between the two is not shallow, but... she does this largely because she is desperate for men, too repressed, and is indulgent.
Own.
Under such a situation, deep down in her heart, she hoped that Ye Mei could be with Chen Fan...
After all...she knows better than anyone else how deeply Ye Mei loves Chen Fan.
While understanding this, Xue Ke also knew that strong-willed melons are not sweet. A man as good as Chen Fan is enough to make most women in the world surrender. Naturally, there will be no shortage of women around him.
First, even if she could persuade Chen Fan to reluctantly accept Ye Mei's love, Ye Mei would not be happy.
Similarly, she also knew that it was absolutely impossible for the man in front of her to change his decision because of her few words. Even...she didn't think anyone in the world could make the man in front of her change his decision!
The corridor was quiet, and time passed by. I don't know how long it took. Chen Fan, who was in deep thought, relaxed his brows and showed a grateful smile on his face: "Thank you, Xue Ke."
"You're welcome." Xue Ke replied politely, and then couldn't help but ask: "Mr. Chen, you...do you choose to accept Ye Mei's love??"
no answer.
Under the light, Chen Fan raised a bright smile to Xue Ke and strode away.
Looking at Chen Fan's leaving figure, Xue Ke smiled.
because.
She got the answer.
"Ye Mei, I really envy you for being able to find a man worth relying on... Well... I wish you happiness."
Seeing that Chen Fan was about to disappear from Xue Ke's sight, Xue Ke still had a smile on his face.
only--
Behind the smile, there is loneliness that cannot be concealed.
…
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***: Second update, four thousand. Tomorrow is the first anniversary of Uranus, so there will be another update, and the third update will be around 12 o'clock.
