In the bedroom, the headlights were not turned on, and the exquisite wall lamp on the wall exuded a pale pink light. Susan was half leaning on the bed, one of her beautiful legs restlessly resting on the edge of the bed, and the silk nightgown slipped from her legs.
The crystal clear skin is exposed, and under the light of the pale pink light, it gives people an invisible temptation.
Susan didn't seem to realize how seductive her posture and expression were at this moment. Susan did not change her sitting position, but thought back to her conversation with Aunt Tian tonight. When she thought of the shame, she felt an itch all over her body, and her flattery was definitely on display.
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Gently opening the door, Chen Fan saw the pale pink lights in the room and the seductive Susan sitting on the bedside, but the previous impulse was gone in his heart, and the heat in his lower abdomen seemed to have been doused by cold water.
generally.
Because... the scene before him reminded him of the time not long ago when his best fiancée used her beauty to seduce him into the bedroom for the first time and hid scissors under the pillow.
Susan was originally thinking about the conversation with Aunt Tian. When she heard the sound of the door opening, she immediately returned to reality. Then she saw Chen Fan walking into the room cautiously like a thief, but not walking towards her for no reason.
Startled.
"Idiot, what are you doing standing there? Come here." After being stunned, Susan felt that Chen Fan's behavior was a bit funny at this time, and waved to Chen Fan with a coquettish smile.
Having been deceived last time, how could Chen Fan be so easily seduced?
Looking at Susanna's coquettish look, Chen Fan remained unmoved. While constantly glancing under the pillow, he smiled dryly and said: "Well, my wife, it's not too late now. If you have anything to do, just ask.
Tell me."
"Chen Fan, do I scare you that much?" As if she could tell that Chen Fan was unwilling to come over, Susan couldn't help but frown, and her good mood suddenly turned a little worse.
Chen Fan sighed softly: "Honey, please forgive me for telling the truth. This situation reminds me of the scene some time ago. As the saying goes, once bitten by a snake, I will be afraid of well ropes for ten years. That day, I was almost bitten by you.
I am so frightened that I am impotent, who knows if you will take out those sharp scissors again today."
Impotence?!
Hearing these two words in shock, Susan couldn't help but froze, and then the blush on her face became more obvious, like old red wine, as if it was about to drip.
The scene from that day came to mind, and Susan couldn't help but smile. Then she slowly stood up and whispered: "Chen Fan, what happened that day was my fault, so don't take it personally. I asked you to come to my bedroom today.
, I want to talk to you, and besides..."
At this point, Susan lowered her head in shame, and then she mustered up her courage, but she didn't dare to look at Chen Fan. Instead, she rubbed the edge of her nightgown with her hands and said in a barely audible voice: "In addition, I
I have also thought about it, we are engaged, it seems... it seems that we can sleep together..."
Um?
Chen Fan couldn't help but be stunned when he heard Susan's words.
After Susan finished saying these words, she seemed to have collapsed and sat on the bed again. Her body was trembling slightly, and even her ears and neck were red. Under the support of the pink light, it made people daydream.
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After hesitating for a moment, Chen Fan walked towards Susan.
Hearing the dull footsteps, she saw from the corner of her eye that Chen Fan's figure was getting closer and closer to her. Susan's heart beat violently, and something called nervousness filled her heart. While nervous,
But there is still a trace of longing.
Time seemed to stand still at this moment, and Susan held her breath nervously.
A thick and calloused hand slowly fell on Susan's forehead. At the same time, Chen Fan's words that almost made Susan collapse sounded: "Hey, I don't have a fever..."
fever?!
Hearing these two words in her ears, Susan's tense nerves suddenly relaxed, her body shook violently, she raised her head and looked at Chen Fan fiercely, as if she wanted to represent the moon and kill Chen Fan to pieces with her eyes: "Chen Fan
,you……"
As if he guessed that Susan was about to get angry, Chen Fan immediately took a step back before Susan could get angry, and then pretended to breathe a sigh of relief and said: "Well, my wife, it's getting late. I'm very sleepy. Let's go to bed first."
, if anything happens, we’ll talk about it tomorrow.”
With that said, Chen Fan didn't wait for Susan to reply, and planned to apply oil on the soles of his feet and sneak out of the room.
Looking at Chen Fan's shameless look and Chen Fa's tooth-itching words ringing in her ears, Susan trembled with anger.
However... at the same time, Chen Fan's shocking dance performance on the stage tonight, as well as the desolate wolf roar, appeared in her mind, causing her delicate body to shake violently, and the trace of dissatisfaction and anger in her heart.
The intention disappeared without a trace in an instant.
"Chen Fan, can't you show your true self in front of me?" Just when Chen Fan was about to walk out of the room, Susan's voice suddenly sounded.
Hearing Susan's words, Chen Fan stopped instantly and his heart was slightly shocked.
Seeing Chen Fan stop, Susan couldn't help but get up and walk towards Chen Fan lightly.
One step, two steps, three steps, four steps, five steps...
The sound of light footsteps kept ringing in Chen Fan's ears. He did not look back, but frowned slightly. He didn't know what he was thinking in his heart. The cheerful expression before was gone.
Suddenly, the girl's unique body fragrance came from behind and poured into Chen Fan's nose, but it did not arouse his desire.
Then... just when Chen Fan was about to turn around, Susan walked up behind Chen Fan, stretched out her jade arms, hugged Chen Fan, and pressed her whole body directly against Chen Fan's body, with her face also tightly touching.
Chen Fan's thick back was rubbed gently, and at the same time he said softly: "Chen Fan, I already know, the last person dancing tonight is you."
Feeling the weak body behind him and the squeeze of the two mountains, the extinguished heat in Chen Fan's lower abdomen suddenly rose. However, in front of his strong control, the heat quickly disappeared without a trace.
There was no trace of evil thoughts on his face.
Chen Fan sighed secretly in his heart. He knew very well that it was probably Li Ying who told Susan the inside story.
Without thinking about why Li Ying went back on her words or denying Susan's words, Chen Fan gently grabbed Susan's hand, pushed it open with a slight force, then turned around, stared at Susan's charming face, and smiled bitterly.
Said: "Shanshan, I didn't mean to hide it from you..."
Before Chen Fan could finish speaking, Susan directly stretched out her hand, blocked Chen Fan's mouth, shook her head gently and said: "Chen Fan, I don't want to know why you hide it from me, I just want to know your past."
past!!
Hearing these two words in shock, the muscles in the corners of Chen Fan's eyes beat violently!
There was no answer, Chen Fan frowned, as if he was considering whether to tell Susan.
Seeing Chen Fan's frown, Susan said softly: "Chen Fan, I admit that at first, I hated you. It was a hatred from the bottom of my heart. Because...all this time, you, my fiancé,
It was like a big mountain pressing down on my heart, which brought me inexplicable pressure. Under the pressure, I unconsciously developed a strong feeling of rejection towards the opposite sex around me. In order to oppose this marriage, I once asked me
My parents had quarrels, quarrels, and even ran away from home. But everything was of no avail. Both my mother, who loved me since childhood, and my father, who had always treated me seriously, told me solemnly that I was destined to be yours in this life.
Wife, this is my fate and cannot be changed."
"In the days after all resistance became futile, I couldn't help but cry while lying in bed almost every night. I didn't know why I cried. I just felt that I was too wronged. Many times, I would ask myself in my heart,
Why should I marry you Chen Fan from the moment I gave birth? And every time I cry, my hatred for you will deepen..." At this point, Susan seemed to be caught in the memories of the past,
Her delicate body couldn't help but tremble slightly, and a mist of water appeared in front of her eyes, looking pitiful.
Susan's fragile side made Chen Fan's face look ugly. The self-blame and guilt hidden deep in his heart were like a sharp dagger, piercing his dirty heart that was riddled with holes.
, the pain is endless.
"Susan, you are right. You have no obligation to marry me, a person who does not belong to this world." Chen Fan slowly closed his eyes and said in a hoarse voice: "I know that you grew up with your parents.
Under pressure, you are not willing to agree to be with me. Don't worry, from now on, I will not appear in your life again. As for your parents, I will tell them and they will never blame you.
you."
When she heard Chen Fan's words in shock, Susan trembled violently and tried to explain something.
Before Susan could speak, Chen Fan showed a smile, which was a bit bitter: "Susan, I am really not qualified to be with you. You are as pure as an angel, and I am as dirty as the smelly water in the sewer. We
Being together would have been a mistake."
After saying that, Chen Fan was heartbroken and turned his head on the spot.
Are you about to leave?
Right, I don't belong to this world after all.
It's better to go back to that dirty and dark world, that's where you belong best.
Under the light, Chen Fan's footsteps seemed determined, but in fact, they were mixed with a trace of reluctance.
After more than a month of getting along, he has gradually become accustomed to bickering with Susan every day, and has also become accustomed to returning to the home that belongs to him and Susan on time every night.
And Susan's childlike anger and aggressive character were like clear streams, washing away the filth in his heart, allowing him to gradually move away from the dark abyss and toward the light.
The existence of Susan and the existence of this family made him feel that he was no longer like a cactus in the desert and no longer incompatible with the world.
During this period of time, while he liked this feeling, he also felt guilty for his selfishness - his heart was dark and dirty, and his past life was even more rotten, while Susan was as pure as an angel.
Everything is as pure as the sky in the Himalayas. I have no qualifications to be with such a girl, let alone taint her!
It's just that... the trace of nostalgia for this family in his heart made Chen Fan choose to be selfish. At the same time, he tried his best to hide it, not wanting Susan to know his past...
However... when Susan spoke her inner words for the first time today, Chen Fan suddenly felt that it was too unfair to treat Susan like this because of his own selfishness!
Knowing Susan's life experience, he knew very well that this girl had suffered enough, and she should live happily and enjoy her youthful years.
With all this in his mind, Chen Fan slowly closed his eyes, and the trace of nostalgia in his heart seemed to have been cut off by a dagger and disappeared.
Looking at that lonely back, feeling the loneliness revealed by that back, tears were like broken beads, sliding down Susan's face. She clenched her hands into fists and placed them tightly on her chest, heartbreakingly crying.
Shouted: "Chen Fan, you are a big liar. You promised me three opportunities, but I didn't use any of them, so you just wanted to cheat and walk away. Now I use one opportunity to ask you to stay, but I won't allow it."
