But after hearing his words, everyone instinctively noticed the loneliness in Zhang Yizhe's tone.
Aya was confused, "But I remember that your information said that your home is in Kyoto?" "Those are all nonsense, just to deceive fans. I don't have anyone at home, so you don't need to worry about me."
After Jiang Yi was promoted, his perception became more acute. He found that when Zhang Yizhe said these words, his mood fluctuated greatly, and it even affected his energy aura!
Although everyone was a little confused as to why Zhang Yizhe was a little excited, since he was like this, they could only put it aside for the time being!
After another discussion, Phil and Guan also came back. The two people who were still a little excited noticed something strange as soon as they came in, so they became quiet. Jiang Yi went upstairs and took a look at Cao Wanru, Zhang Xinjing, Nannan, and Tongtong.
She was accompanying her, and she looked weak on the bed. Even when she fell asleep, she was still crying and mumbling something to herself!
Zhang Xinjing took her gentle and holy hand from Cao Wanru's forehead and said to Jiang Yi, "Don't worry, I have used energy to let her have a good sleep. When she wakes up, we will give her some advice."
her!"
Jiang Yi nodded, "I understand, thank you for your hard work!"
Zhang Xinjing sighed, her eye circles a little red, "We are in this together, and we don't feel comfortable with her like this, but this is the end of the world, being alive and knowing the whereabouts of our loved ones is the best outcome.
Like other people, they may never know whether their family members are still alive, and this feeling of missing them every day is even more uncomfortable!" Jiang Yi knew that Zhang Xinjing was thinking of Senior Fang Qingchuan!
Two people came together in times of crisis. Although they were not truly married, they already had the status of husband and wife.
When Zhang Xinjing was most sad, Fang Qingchuan was by her side. This dependence cannot be erased, so Zhang Xinjing knows the pain of missing a loved one better than anyone else!
Nannan and Tongtong even covered their mouths to prevent themselves from crying, which affected their sleeping sister Wanru. They had both experienced the departure of their closest relatives, and their sympathy for each other made their relationship become closer and they comforted each other.
…
When Jiang Yi walked out of Zhang Xinjing's room, he happened to see Zhang Yizhe walking up to the second floor. Seeing Jiang Yi, Zhang Yizhe paused, nodded to Jiang Yi, and was about to return to his room. Jiang Yi stepped forward and shouted
Ask him to "have a chat?"
Zhang Yizhe held the door for a moment, opened the door and walked in. When Jiang Yi walked into Zhang Yizhe's room, the first thing he felt was chaos!
The ground is full of clumping There were scraps of paper from the regiment, and a red sandalwood desk was covered with drawings. Jiang Yi walked in, picked up the one above, and saw an ancient gatehouse drawn on it. It was very exquisite and beautiful, making people's eyes dazzled.
One of them said, "Is this what you painted for me?"
Jiang Yi asked curiously. Zhang Yizhe nodded, "Yes, this is my hobby. Anyway, if you have nothing to do, just draw more!"
Jiang Yi looked at Zhang Yizhe and sighed secretly, who would have thought that this big star's hobby is actually drawing pictures!
Putting down the drawings, Jiang Yi sat on the chair and looked at Zhang Yizhe who was organizing his desk, "How are you doing here?"
Zhang Yizhe was stunned and looked up at Jiang Yi, "Very good, what's the matter? You're not going to chase me away, are you?"
Jiang Yi stared into his eyes and shook his head, "I don't want to drive you away, but do you really regard yourself as a member of this team? In other words, are you sure you really regard everyone as your partners?"
Zhang Yizhe frowned, "What do you mean? Is there something I did not do well enough?"
Jiang Yi smiled, "No, you did very well, or too well! You never meddle in my own business, and you never cause trouble for me! But, is that you? In other words, this you is the real you.
? Zhang Yizhe, are you sure you are not a bystander? But my teammate? "
Hearing Jiang Yi's calm words, Zhang Yizhe froze on the spot, and his expression became weirder and weirder with Jiang Yi's words! In the end, there was even a trace of anger in his eyes!
Jiang Yi stood up and faced him face to face, "You should know that I have never liked you. Didn't you ask me why?
Because I can’t feel any close feeling from you! You are like acting, always wearing a mask to get along with everyone. Your usual actions and words are just a play to you, but
Have you ever thought about it, is this fair to Aya and the others? Everyone regards you as a partner, but you regard us as fools? You think we can't find out..."
"That's enough, what do you know? You only know that I am a star, but you never know what I have endured. Do I want to be a star? Do I want to be an outstanding young man? No, none, they only look at them
The me you want to see! Look at how outstanding I am. Once I show something you don’t want to see, you will face countless disappointments and rows.
I am a human being, not an object, and I don’t want to live in the eyes of others!”
Zhang Yizhe's face was ferocious, his eyes were blood red, and he was like a furious beast, roaring in a low voice...
Jiang Yi quietly watched Zhang Yizhe lose control of his emotions and listened to his wanton complaints.
"Huhu..." Zhang Yizhe breathed heavily. He rarely lost control of his emotions and couldn't believe it. He would actually be angry at Jiang Yi!
But after he finished speaking, a sense of relief came to his heart, making him feel as if a heavy burden had been lifted from his body, and he felt particularly comfortable...
Looking at Jiang Yi with a wry smile, "How is it? Are you satisfied now? This is me, are you disappointed? A big star, a big actor, but in the end, he is a clown who can't even control his emotions!"...
Jiang Yi couldn't help but grin, "No, I like you very much now!"
Zhang Yizhe's expression was stunned. When he saw Jiang Yi showing the same smile to him for the first time as he did to other people, he couldn't help but feel warm in his heart. It turned out that this feeling was so good...
For a moment, there was some silence in the room. After a long time, Zhang Yizhe took a deep breath and looked at Jiang Yi with a frustrated look, "You win! I found that my acting skills were too clumsy in front of you. Instead of letting you
To see a joke, I might as well be myself.
But Jiang Yi, when you know what the real me is like, don’t think about driving me away anymore. I will cling to you who have already seen the real me. No one can get rid of me!
"As he said that, Zhang Yizhe suddenly sat casually on the chair and leaned lazily on it, squinting his eyes. His whole body looked like a white cat basking in the sun...
Jiang Yi raised his eyebrows. He found that Zhang Yizhe seemed to be a little bit overwhelmed by his stimulation. His unpretentious actions made him move smoothly, but paired with his troublesome face, it did not offend Jiang Yi too much!
"You are right, I have been acting before. But this scene is not for you, but I have been acting since I was very young, because I am used to wearing the Zhang Yizhe that people want to see.
That face does things, so I would do that to anyone!"
Zhang Yizhe supported his chin with one hand and stared at Jiang Yi with squinted willow-leaf eyes. Suddenly, he seemed to be recalling something. After being distracted for a few seconds, he suddenly smiled bitterly, with endless sadness on his face, "Do you think that when I was a child?
So I started acting. When other people’s children were still playing and making noise, I would He has become a well-known child star on the screen, which is very beautiful, right?"
Jiang Yi said nothing because he knew that what Zhang Yizhe needed at this time was not his answer.
Sure enough, Zhang Yizhe's eyes were filled with confusion, "But who knows if all this is what I really want? I also want to be able to watch cartoons every day like other children, and go to the amusement park with my parents... But no, because
I am Zhang Yizhe, a little star in the movie, but someone else’s child in reality..."
Next, there was only Zhang Yizhe's dull narration in the room. Jiang Yi listened silently to his self-narration, somewhat unbelievable that the real Zhang Yizhe lived such a painful life...
The Zhang Yizhe that others see is just what the economic company behind Zhang Yizhe wants everyone to see. In fact, Zhang Yizhe's life is not as good as ordinary people. He originally had a happy family. His father was an architect and his mother was a child.
Famous actress!
The birth of Zhang Yizhe was a big surprise for this family.
However, in order to make up for her regrets on the road to fame, Zhang Yizhe's mother took him to participate in various talent shows when he was very young. If Zhang Yizhe didn't like it, her mother would scold him extra severely and even not allow him to eat.
Corporal punishment of not being allowed to sleep!
His father felt sorry for his child and wanted to persuade his wife, but his mother, who had completely failed in her career as a star, would not listen at all. Instead, she often had big quarrels with Zhang Yizhe's father because of this incident!
No matter how easy it is to repay your feelings, you can't stand such a noise!
Zhang Yizhe gradually became more sensible and suppressed his true self. He did not want to embarrass his father, so he began to follow his mother's arrangements and learn dance and music since he was a child.
When other children first entered kindergarten, he was already stretched out by the dance teacher's legs. The pain made him cry every day, but his mother always turned a blind eye and wanted Zhang Yizhe to replace her on the Avenue of Stars.
go further!
Zhang Yizhe's sensibleness only made his father feel more distressed, and the two quarreled more intensely. Finally one night, Zhang Yizhe clearly remembered that it was raining very heavily that day. Because he was injured while practicing dancing, his mother and father
After a loud argument in the living room, his father slammed the door and left. From then on, Zhang Yizhe never saw his father again!
But the mother did not regret her husband's unexpected death, but instead became worse...