Memorial drove to the nursing home where he had been last time. The car parked beside the door. Tangtang curiously asked, "Why are you here, Mommy? I remember I have been here before."
Jiu Jiu just closed the car door and frowned when he heard Tangtang's words. "When did Tangtang come here?"
Tangtang tilted his little head and nodded, "Yes, when I first got here, my wife brought me here. There were a lot of strange people and one person."
"There is another person." He subconsciously grabbed the child's hand and asked nervously.
"Mommy, it hurts me so much when you scratch me," Tang Tang frowned and protested in a low voice.
Only then did Ji Ji realize that he was too nervous, "I'm sorry, Mommy, for hurting you, but who was the other person you just mentioned?"
Could it be that "milk" and "milk" had brought Tang Tang to see her before her?
"That person is so "milky" and "milky" that she is my "milky" and "milky" daddy's mommy, but she is so scary. I don't want to call her "milky" and "milky" mommy. That person is really daddy's mommy. Mommy?"[
That's true
The expression on his face was a little tense. After calming down, he knelt down and said to the child, "Tangtang, wait a minute. The person mommy wants to take you to see is her. That's right. She is your daddy's mommy." Your "milk" "milk" is sick now and is not in good spirits, so she has difficulty speaking. When you see her later, don't be afraid and stay by mommy's side, okay?"
Tangtang didn't understand the disputes between adults. He simply felt that he liked what he liked and would reject it whether he liked it or not. Xu Xinwan's child subconsciously thought that he didn't want to call this person "grandma" or "grandma" even if that person was daddy's. Mommy
But in order not to disappoint mommy, he still said "ok" obediently
After everything was arranged, Memorial held the child's hand with confidence and slowly walked inside.
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"Ms. Xu, the sun is still very good today. It's good to get some sunshine. It will be helpful for your body to recover in the future. Mr. Liang came to see you last time. Didn't you really have no impression at all? He is your son." "
Under the sycamore tree, the caregiver was walking with the woman in the wheelchair while chatting with her. The woman in the wheelchair was very quiet and listened quietly, as if everything around her was concerned with her, and her expression was so indifferent.
But when the nurse said what Mr. Liang said, her expression was finally a little different: "Mu Feng"
Although it was only a very subtle voice, the nurse clearly heard it and leaned over excitedly and asked, "Ms. Xu, do you remember something? Yes, it's Mr. Liang. He just came to see you not long ago. He is your son Mu Feng, Liang Mu Feng." "
Xu Xinwan suddenly opened her lips a little and looked into the distance and said softly, "I remember my son. How could I not remember it? But I don't know if I still have a chance."
"What?" the nurse couldn't hear clearly.
Xu Xinwan said nothing and just looked into the distance.
Is there still a chance to make up for the mistakes she made in the past and ask for forgiveness from her son? She has made too many mistakes and cannot be solved with just an apology.
"Ms. Xu, do you want me to inform Mr. Liang to come over? He will be very happy to see you remember him."[
"No, let's talk about it later. I don't want to disturb them. It's fine as it is now," Xu Xinwan lowered her eyes sadly and seemed to mutter to herself.
"Oh, then when you want to see me, tell me you're going to prepare lunch later and I'll go check it out. Can you sit here alone for a while and don't wander around?"
The nurse smiled and walked away
Xu Xinwan was left alone, staring at the scenery in the distance in a daze. Suddenly, she reached out and took out something from her arms. It was an old photo. It had already begun to turn yellow over time, but it was faintly visible. It can still be seen that the photo was well preserved by the owner. There are four people, two adults and two children in the photo. You can tell at a glance that it is a family photo.
The woman in the photo is smiling happily and nestling in the man's arms. Her silhouette is very deep, just like his son who has now grown into an adult man, so reassuring.
"Ji Ming, am I really wrong?"
Xu Xinwan's eyes gradually became wet while caressing the outline of the man in the photo.
Suddenly there were footsteps coming closer and closer behind her. Xu Xinwan clapped her hands and quickly cleaned up the expression that leaked on her face. She wanted to hide the photo, but it was too late.
"Don't hide it. I saw it and heard what you just said to the nurse."
Remembrance slowly walked over with a cold tone
Xu Xin's movement to hide the photo also stopped abruptly. Her back was turned to commemorate her, her expression was pale and her body was shaking badly.
"Mommy, she's shaking"
Tangtang walked over and heard a timid voice.
Only then did Xu Xinwan see clearly the child standing in front of her. She seemed to have seen it somewhere before, but she couldn't remember where it was. But she heard that the person he just called "memorial" was mommy.
"Who are you"
Xu Xinwan knew that she could no longer pretend, so she stopped covering up and asked Tangtang in front of her.
"His name is Tangtang, and he is my and Mu Feng's child. He is five years old this year. If you have been awake, you should remember that 'grandma' brought him here to see you not long ago, Xu Xinwan."
Jiu Ji walked over to her with a cold voice, "When did you start pretending that even Mu Feng was deceived by you? Your acting skills are still as smart as before, but also clumsy. You think that as long as you don't tell, no one will know." But you still haven’t let me know that you think you can escape for the rest of your life by pretending to be crazy and acting stupid without having to face everything you have done."
Mu Feng’s child and grandson
Xu Xinwan's heart ached as she listened to Memorial's denunciations. In fact, she knew she was wrong. She had known it since she woke up. It was just how she had to say this before she would understand. Even if it was like this, even if she said ten thousand words of sorry, she knew that no one would do it. Forgive her. Instead of being sober and letting everyone accompany her to confess and feel sad, it is better to let her bear it alone. Anyway, there must be one person living in hell. She is already like this, so don't drag others with her.
"Tangtang, can you come over and let me take a look?"
Tangtang was a little stunned, his eyes were looking for remembrance, and the latter sighed and nodded.
"You've grown so old, time flies so fast. Tangtang, can you call me 'milk' and 'milk'? Although I know I don't deserve it, can you just call me once?"
"Mommy"
Memorial took Tangtang's hand and brought it to him. He said harshly to Xu Xinwan, "You know you don't deserve it, but you still do this. Xu Xinwan, you know, if it weren't for Mu Feng, I wouldn't come here to see you. I love you." He doesn't mean that I will accept you, but if I don't accept you, I know that no one will be better off with this wall of heart between us for so long in the future. I can promise you not to care about everything in the past, but in my heart, I can't accept it if you I really feel that I have done something wrong. I'm sorry to my parents. I'm sorry to you. Please take your memory with you and never wake up. I just really can't accept a murderer appearing in front of me every day."
Xu Xinwan's hand shook. She should have known that the debt she had done would have to be repaid sooner or later.
After a pause, Xu Xinwan said slowly, "I'm sorry, I can understand your feelings. It's right for you not to forgive me. It would be the same for me. Although I really want your forgiveness, I'm not qualified. In fact, it doesn't matter whether you believe it or not, I really I just remembered everything. It was the last time you and Mu Feng came here to see me that you said those words and I woke up. But no matter what you decide to do now, I will no longer participate in anything, as long as you and Mu Feng can be happy. Please exchange the guilt I feel for you and your parents with your future happiness. My child, whether you want to hear it or not, I still have to solemnly say sorry to you."
So far, the memory has completely stunned this woman who was once extremely arrogant, but now she is saying sorry to her with confession and guilt, and she no longer knows what to do.
But the purpose of her coming here is to solve everything in the past. She has decided to start over. Why can't she calm down after seeing her? Should she also try to be more tolerant and let go for Tangtang?