"Ruyi, first of all, I apologize to you for the poisoning that day. I admit that I was obsessed with it and hurt you by any means. If Lin Lan hadn't been there that day, I'm afraid your life would have been in danger. Even if you were poisoned later,
I was rescued, but I suffered from the pain of amnesia! As your old classmate, I still did this. Thinking about it, I really regret it!" There was real regret on Jiang Shanshan's face.
When Wen Ruyi heard Jiang Shanshan's words, she was not in a hurry to reply. She thought of all the harm Jiang Shanshan had caused to her that day. If there had been no baby and no Lin Lan, she would have turned into ashes by now.
.
hh virus, a virus that even changed the color of doctors after hearing about it, Jiang Shanshan used it on herself, which shows how far her hatred for herself had reached that day!
At that time, I was in so much pain that I wished I could just die like this and end it all once and for all.
Life is tiring and makes me a little breathless. Yes, it is depressing and uncomfortable. I don’t know how many days and nights I have experienced torture.
Although Wen Ruyi was only a passive recipient in the complicated emotions between the three people, Jiang Shanshan was an out-and-out victim. The hurt she suffered in her heart was no less than that of Wen Ruyi.
Because Sen was capricious, he caused a lot of harm to both of them.
Yes, the person you love loves someone other than yourself, but you still stubbornly want to hold on to the feelings that are not yours. Who can bear this? No one can imagine that Jiang Shanshan's heart will change little by little.
The first bit is vicious, the bit by bit is unbearable.
From the beginning of the marriage between the Jiang family and the Lu family, Jiang Shanshan was destined to become a tragic character, because Lu Sen went to Wen Ruyi for this reason. He was under pressure from Mr. Jiang, how could he not hold a grudge?
Yes, in the end, everyone hated her. In the end, everything, whether it belonged to her or not, was lost, and she was the only one left.
It's like the world has been abandoned by the world.
It is true that Jiang Shanshan has been married for five years, but these are five years in which people are neither human nor ghosts. This miserable marriage life almost drove Jiang Shanshan to a dead end and almost caused her nerves to collapse.
Yes, this should not be ours, and in the end we can only torture each other.
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"Ruyi, can you really not forgive me for poisoning you that day?" Seeing that Wen Ruyi didn't respond for a long time, Jiang Shanshan asked with a sad face.
The expression on his face is full of remorse, which is self-blame for himself, regret for his actions, and deep remorse.
Because she knew how much harm she had caused to Ruyi, she mustered up the courage to apologize to her today. Wen Ruyi did not expose her immediately after she woke up that day. She was very grateful in her heart, but she never dared to take the initiative to find her.
Wen Ruyi, because she didn't dare to face Wen Ruyi's eyes, it would be her eternal pain!
Now, I have finally thought about it, I have thought about everything, and I want to try my best to save it, but I am afraid that it will be too late in the end and I will lose even more.
Ruyi's heart also experienced a long period of uncertainty. She didn't know if she could still reconcile with Shanshan, but looking at Shanshan's appearance, she couldn't bear it. After all, Ruyi knew that Shanshan was not wrong.
The mistake was that she met Lu Sen back then, and Lu Sen happened to be the person in Shanshan's heart, so the sisters hid it from each other until they eventually turned against each other.
The strange thing is that Shanshan fell in love with Lu Sen. It was love that made everything so terrible and turned love into hate.
"Yes, Shanshan, since this is your sincere apology, how can I reject you thousands of miles away? No matter how deeply your poisoning hurt me, I solemnly tell you today that I
I forgive your ridiculous behavior that time!" Wen Ruyi thought about it and finally said what Jiang Shanshan wanted to hear most.
The moment she said it, Ruyi felt that the whole world was filled with colors again, and she felt much more relaxed.
"What? Ruyi, have you really forgiven me?" Although Jiang Shanshan was so eager for Wen Ruyi to forgive herself when she came here, when these words really came out of Wen Ruyi's mouth, Jiang Shanshan
I was still completely moved.
Facing Wen Ruyi's generosity, Jiang Shanshan shed tears of regret!
Yes, the kindest person has always been Ruyi, the kindest person has always been Ruyi, and Ruyi has always been the best person to herself, and it has never changed.
"Yes, Shanshan, from the moment I recovered my memory, I no longer hate you. In the whole emotional entanglement, you are also a victim, but you used your paranoia in the wrong place. I
I sincerely hope you can have your own happiness, but never use this extreme method again!" Wen Ruyi said with sincerity.
"Ruyi, I am already grateful that you can forgive me. How dare I talk about happiness anymore? Let everything take its course. After these few years of sadness and pain, I have seen that feelings are not forced, just like
The more you try to hold on to the sand in your hands, the faster it will drain away! Let everything take its course, I don't want to force anything anymore!" Jiang Shanshan took a sip of water and took a deep breath.
My heart is no longer so hateful. Even if I face everything, I will face it calmly and no longer force it. Everything will be in the past and I will have my own new life instead of holding on to what is not my own.
Something to force.
"It's rare for you to have such a peaceful mind. It seems that after experiencing many things, you finally know how to face life. Life is destined to not be smooth sailing, it depends on how you deal with it!" Wen Ruyi seemed to be saying to her.
Jiang Shanshan listened and seemed to be talking to herself.
There is a vast world outside the window, and they are just a small part of it. But one day they left each other, but fate is tolerant and brings them together again.
After five or six years of intense conflict, the two old classmates could finally sit down and talk calmly. This is exactly what Wen Ruyi wants to see!
Yes, looking at each other now, our hearts are no longer what they were before. Being able to become friends again is really the best thing for them.
Both of them had tears in their eyes, they were really happy, as if they had returned to the way they talked together many years ago, but nothing mattered anymore, the past would eventually pass, as long as they forgive each other, that was enough.
But Jiang Shanshan looked at the gentle and generous old classmate in front of her, and felt sad for herself. No matter how fate dealt with Wen Ruyi, she could face it with a smile. This was not only a matter of personal ability, but also an attitude towards life.
This is not a habitual resignation, but a full manifestation of magnanimity.
If their roles were reversed, I'm afraid she wouldn't be even half as good as Wen Ruyi.
But Wen Ruyi did it, which required Jiang Shanshan to continue to correct her attitude to cope with the changing life.
Time flies, five years, neither long nor short, but it seems like a lifetime has passed. However, Jiang Shanshan knows that her life will be very different in the future, but this is enough, and she will start a new life.
Seeing Ruyi's knowing smile and the tears shed from the corners of her eyes due to emotion, I felt a rare sense of satisfaction.
When I feel calm, I look down on everything.
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"Okay, old classmate, since you are willing to forgive me for poisoning that day, then I don't care about other things. Thank you for forgiving me, old classmate!" Jiang Shanshan stood up and said deeply to Wen Ruyi
bowed.
That is the most sincere apology.
"Shanshan, you can't do it! We are old classmates, so we must not do it!" Wen Ruyi felt anxious when she saw Jiang Shanshan bow deeply to her, and quickly stopped Jiang Shanshan.
How could this be possible? I really never thought that Shanshan could do such a thing to such a noble person. I really never thought that Shanshan could do such a thing.
"No, Ruyi, this is my most sincere confession, which cannot be replaced by words, so please don't stop me!" Jiang Shanshan's temperament and actions today have exceeded Wen Ruyi's previous understanding of her.
No one could have imagined that in this villa, at this moment, what Shanshan did would make Ruyi's heart surge with thousands of emotions and sadness.
Jiang Shanshan raised her face and tried her best to smile at Wen Ruyi, but when she tried to smile, her face turned uglier than crying.
Looking at the expression on Jiang Shanshan's face, Wen Ruyi felt heart-wrenching pain.
Is this the price you have to pay after taking the wrong path?
My heart hurts inch by inch, and my eyes are sore and red, looking into each other's eyes.
"Shanshan, please don't do this again. If you do this again, my heart will hurt. We are old classmates after all. Please don't do this! Okay?" Faced with Jiang Shanshan who was very abnormal today, Wen Wen
Ruyi felt a little hard to cope with.
"Okay, Ruyi, I hope you can forgive me for everything I did to you in school, but I don't want those anymore, because when you say you forgive me for poisoning, I will be ready to surrender to the Public Security Bureau.
Already." Jiang Shanshan made shocking remarks one after another.
When Wen Ruyi heard the last few words, she was immediately stunned on the spot.
It’s really unbelievable. When the Public Security Bureau surrendered, did Jiang Shanshan want to destroy herself?
"What? What did you say? Shanshan, you are going to surrender to the Public Security Bureau? Why?" Wen Ruyi felt a little unacceptable.
"For nothing else, just because of my poisoning that day!" Compared to Wen Ruyi's almost out-of-control emotions, Jiang Shanshan seemed much more calm.
"Don't be like this! Shanshan, didn't I already say it? I won't pursue this matter anymore, and we will completely forget about it. The friendship between us is still as strong as before. Isn't this good?
"Wen Ruyi tried her best to dissuade Jiang Shanshan.
Yes, as long as she forgives Shanshan, as long as she forgives, she will never let this happen, absolutely not.
When she thought of Shanshan going back to that kind of place, she couldn't help but tremble all over. She had to stop this from happening.
"No, Ruyi, you just said that you have forgiven me, and I am already grateful. I am really happy to be forgiven by you today, but although you have forgiven me, I cannot forgive myself! I must surrender.
, otherwise, I will live in painful self-blame every day!" Jiang Shanshan has her own way of doing things.
Faced with Wen Ruyi's persuasion, Jiang Shanshan still had to stick to her decision because she didn't want to live in the shadow of self-blame all day long.
"Shanshan, why are you doing this?" Wen Ruyi said to Jiang Shanshan with a bitter look on her face. Her old classmate's temperament suddenly changed drastically today, which she did not expect.
But Jiang Shanshan insists on surrendering, which is even more unimaginable to her. She cannot understand the meaning of Jiang Shanshan's persistence. Perhaps only Jiang Shanshan understands the meaning!
Wen Ruyi looked at Jiang Shanshan with a determined look on her face and shook her head helplessly.
"Thank you for your kind words, and thank you even more for forgiving me. Ruyi, I'm leaving. If you are free, if you still consider me your friend, don't forget to come and see me!" Jiang Shan
Shan Chong smiled sadly at Wen Ruyi.
Could this be a farewell? Why is it so sad?
"Shanshan, do you really not listen to my advice and have to go to the Public Security Bureau to surrender?" Wen Ruyi looked at Jiang Shanshan with tears in her eyes. At this time, she no longer had any resentment towards Jiang Shanshan.
Just the reluctance to face old friends!
"Yes, thank you, Ruyi, thank you again for forgiving me those mistakes, thank you for forgiving me for the harm I did to you, but I feel that only by going to the Public Security Bureau can I feel better mentally and be able to stop being persecuted.
I live with the condemnation of my conscience! I'm leaving." After saying that, Jiang Shanshan didn't hesitate anymore, turned around and left!