Ruyi got up and walked to the door of the study. When she heard Lu Sen smoking a cigarette and sighing inside, she felt even more sad. She opened the door and entered the study. She saw Lu Sen sitting alone in front of the desk with his back to her.
Smoke rings slowly rose from in front of Lucen, and his back made Ruyi feel lonely, sad, and heartbroken.
Ruyi slowly walked to Lu Sen's side and touched his shoulders with her hands.
Ruyi said nothing. At this time, silence was better than sound.
"Do you know? After you left home, I smoked like this in the study every day. I couldn't sleep all night long. When I closed my eyes, all I thought about was you, hum. But when I opened my eyes, I saw that you were not in front of me.
, it’s even more uncomfortable.”
Lu Sen blew out the cigarette and slowly told Ruyi, his tone full of sadness, Ruyi was a little sad, and he left in anger, making everyone feel uncomfortable.
"Ruyi, in fact, I like children very much. When you came back with the baby, I felt that God is really not kind to me."
Lu Sen's tone was very gentle, a little relieved but also a little helpless.
"Ruyi, do you know? I never knew what kind of life I wanted before. Since I had you and my baby, I have realized that the life I want is to have a woman I love and us.
As a child, we can live a simple and warm life together, this is what I want."
Lu Sen buried his hands in Ruyi's long black hair and looked at Ruyi tenderly.
"I really never want to go back to the luxurious and luxurious life I had before. As long as I have you and my children, I feel that there is hope in my life. Do you understand? Ruyi, you and your children are now my life."
It’s a pillar of support, really.”
Ruyi could no longer hold back the tears that she had suppressed for a long time. She hugged Lu Sen tightly and cried. She and her child had become Lu Sen's support. Ruyi had even doubted such a deep love. She suddenly felt something in her heart.
A feeling of guilt.
Isn't love supposed to trust each other? But now Ruyi doesn't do this at all. She only has herself and her children in her heart, and has never thought too much about Lu Sen. Ruyi has always felt that Lu Sen is an upright man and nothing is difficult.
She got it, but Lucen's words today made Ruyi understand that men also need support, and men also have times when they are fragile. It also made Ruyi understand that as a wife and a woman, she really didn't do enough.
"Lucen, I'm sorry, I really didn't expect that my child and I would be such an important place in your mind. You have always been like a tough guy in my heart. You used to spend all your time and spend every day living so far away from me.
In this world, I never knew that you thought like this in your heart. I really feel sorry for you. I know that you asked me to take away the child for my own good. I shouldn't run away in anger.
Sorry, I understand why you are so worried about me, but I just want you to know that I really want this child so much. He is not only a little life in my heart, but also a witness of our love.
Many times, I feel that I can only hold your heart if I have a child. It seems that I was really wrong."
Ruyi's voice was choked with sobs, and it could be heard that she really regretted it. In fact, she understood Lu Sen's love for her. What she was really afraid of was not Lu Sen's change of heart, but her lack of confidence in herself.
Lu Sen's life of fine clothes, fine food, and debauchery made Ruyi feel very unsure. This man has never lacked women in her heart. For her, Ruyi is just a small passerby. Ruyi really has no
Thinking of it, it turns out that this man has changed a long time ago. He is no longer the same Lu Sen. He has now become a mature husband and a responsible father. Ruyi only understands now.
Lu Sen couldn't help but feel a little happy after listening to Ruyi's words, not because of anything else, but because Ruyi really cared about him. No matter when, Ruyi never thought of giving up their relationship.
Ruyi's lack of confidence also made Lu Sen feel that he was very lucky. At least in Ruyi's heart, he really had irreplaceable value.
"Silly girl, actually we have misunderstood each other. We love each other very much, but we just don't really understand each other. If we communicated more, this kind of thing wouldn't happen. What do you think?"
Lu Sen touched Ruyi's hair and looked lovingly at the woman he loved in front of him. In fact, their hearts had never been separated.
"Yes, it would be great if we could truly understand each other's hearts. Things like this would never happen, and there would be less detours between us. Instead of guessing each other's hearts every day, it would be better to just talk about it if anything happens.
Tell the other party that we can’t waste time anymore in the future, okay?”
Ruyi touched Lu Sen's face. I don't know when the angular face in the past became so kind and close. It no longer had such a cold face. The person standing in front of Ruyi now was just an ordinary person.
The man who usually hopes to be loved is just the father of a child, and this man is Ruyi's favorite and the most beloved of Ruyi. From this point of view, Ruyi feels that nothing can stop their relationship, unless the world
At the end of the day, Ruyi didn't want to be separated from this man again.
Ruyi hugged Lu Sen tightly. In fact, she wanted to hug him even tighter. It would be best for the two of them to hug each other forever and never separate again.
"Lucen, I love you."
Ruyi seemed to be confiding, but also seemed to be telling herself. This seemed like a decision, but it also seemed like a secret that Ruyi had buried in her heart for a long time.
Lu Sen couldn't believe his ears. Ruyi rarely said such words, "I love you". It seemed like three simple words, but when they came out of Ruyi's mouth, Lu Sen felt a little shocked.
"Ruyi, I love you even more."
Lu Sen hugged Ruyi tightly and kissed her gently on her neck.
Sometimes love really doesn't need too many words, the sentence "I love you" is enough. For Lu Sen and Ruyi, it is really like this, I love you, they have expressed all their love for so many years.
In the evening, Ruyi and Lu Sen cooked a lot of delicious food together. Even the baby ate an extra bowl of rice when he saw his parents reconciled. If it weren't for this child, Ruyi and Lu Sen might not be able to get together, but the world is
It's so wonderful that some people are destined to be together. Even if there is no connection at all, they will still meet, fall in love, and grow old together.
Lu Sen moved back to the bedroom, but still did not touch Ruyi. Ruyi's belly was very big now, and her due date was more than a month away. Lu Sen didn't want anything to go wrong at this time. The doctor also specifically told her that she would definitely give birth at this time.
Be careful not to do anything harmful to the fetus. Lucen was even more careful. Although he still had desires in his heart, Lucen could only endure it for the sake of his child.
Sleeping with Ruyi in his arms every night has become something Lucen must do. Now, because the fetus in his belly is slowly growing, Ruyi's sleep is very unstable. In many cases, he cannot sleep at night. Without Lucen's hug,
If you want to, you may lie awake in bed like this for the whole night.
Lucen now goes home early every day, and puts down as much of the company's affairs as possible. If it weren't for the fact that the position of president is here and there are too many things, Lucen would even want to stay at home with him every day without going to work.
Good luck.
Seeing Ruyi's belly getting bigger day by day, and gradually reacting, Lu Sen felt really happy than Yi Yi. Thinking that he was going to be a father again, Lu Sen prepared to welcome this child every day.