Ruyi stood there blankly, her mind went blank. She really hated herself.
Ruyi was speechless all the time, grievance and helplessness came over her, and tears burst into her eyes.
Shanshan will definitely not forgive herself. Even she can't forgive herself, so how can she ask for her forgiveness?
Lu Sen walked to Ruyi and looked at her like this. He felt a little distressed, but he still endured it.
"Why, is it so painful to be my wife?" Lu Sen's cold voice once again hurt Ruyi's heart. How could this man be so cruel?
"You did it on purpose, right? Are you satisfied now?" Ruyi wiped away her tears and glared at Lu Sen's sinister face, really wanting to tear him to pieces.
"You see now that Shanshan and I have turned against each other. Have you achieved your goal?" Seeing that Lu Sen didn't answer, Ruyi pressed forward step by step.
Why does this man treat himself so cruelly?
"Wen Ruyi, you should have known since you agreed to be my mistress that this is the inevitable result. Since you are mine, you have to listen to me." Lu Sensun frowned and pinched Ruyi with his strong palms.
He lifted his chin, lifted Ruyi's head, and looked at her fiercely.
"Lucen, I beg you, please let me go, okay? Just stay with Shanshan, okay?" Ruyi looked at the cold face in front of her, tears streaming down her face, and she begged Lu Sen aggrievedly.
"Wen Ruyi, do you know what you are talking about? You obviously want to be with me, why do you have to deny it?" Lu Sen's voice turned cold. This damn woman is really ungrateful.
Lu Sen knew that Ruyi was attracted to him, just like he was attracted to Ruyi.
Damn woman, why can't you admit it?
"I didn't, I didn't, I..." Ruyi was startled by Lu Sen's words. Could it be that her feelings towards him were so obvious? Ruyi was hesitant and speechless.
I do have Lu Sen in my heart, but what about Shanshan? She also likes Lu Sen so much, can she bear to let her get hurt?
"Wen Ruyi, you coward, why don't you dare to admit that you like me? Humph." Lu Sen stared at the handsome face in front of him with his cold eyes. In fact, he was already attracted to her.
"No! I didn't!" Ruyi pushed Lu Sen away with all her strength, shaking her head desperately.
"I hate you! You are a cruel man, you are a man who only humiliates me and embarrasses me. I hate you! I never want to see you again! Let's get a divorce!" Ruyi let out the depression in her heart in one breath.
Although she didn't want to leave Lu Sen, she had no choice. She only had one friend, Shanshan, and she didn't want to lose her.
"Lucen, I beg you, we have no feelings, but Shanshan likes you so much, you should be with her. Divorce, I beg you, okay?" Ruyi couldn't help but burst into tears, her heart was like a knife.
Cut.
These words seemed to have penetrated into Lu Sen's heart. For the first time, he felt the chilling feeling. Regardless of whether Ruyi really thought so or not, at least Lu Sen heard it and felt pain in his heart.
"Wen Ruyi, let me tell you, you want to divorce me in the next life!" Lu Sen said coldly, turned and left.
Damn woman, she can say such heartless words, she is so ungrateful!
Want a divorce? There is no way!
For the first time, Lucen felt so frustrated that he would be tempted by such an ungrateful woman!
Ruyi looked at Lu Sen's leaving figure, and Ruyi felt a tearing pain in her heart.
How could she not like Lucen? How could she not have feelings for Lucen?
It's just that she can't admit it. If she admits it, she will lose completely...
Jiang Shanshan didn't go back to the dormitory all night, Ruyi felt a little relieved but also worried.
How should she face Shanshan? Should she ask her to forgive herself?
But she saw all of Shanshan's love for Lu Sen, and all her anger towards herself. Will she forgive herself?
Ruyi spent the restless night, hoping that nothing would happen.
The next morning, as soon as Ruyi woke up, Jiang Shanshan came back.
Jiang Shanshan was busy packing her things without talking to Ruyi or even looking at Ruyi.
The atmosphere was so cold that Ruyi couldn't help but tremble in her heart.
"Shanshan, I..." Ruyi walked up to Jiang Shanshan and wanted to explain something, but couldn't.
"That's enough, don't talk to me anymore, I feel sick when I see you now." Jiang Shanshan glared at Ruyi fiercely, her eyes full of hatred and disgust.
"I really misjudged you, Wen Ruyi. I didn't expect that you have a clean face, but your heart is so dirty. You even steal the man of your best friend. Are you still a human being?"
Jiang Shanshan's words were like a sharp knife piercing Ruyi's chest, causing Ruyi to feel a faint pain.
"No Shanshan, no, I didn't expect it to be like this. I didn't mean to hide it from you. Can you believe me?" Ruyi felt that she couldn't explain herself. Now that the matter has come to this point, her explanation is so feeble.
"Wen Ruyi, don't tell me you believe these two words again, you don't deserve it! Do you think Lu Sen will really like you? Look at yourself like this, a ruined flower, a willow, how can you compare with me?
"Jiang Shanshan looked at Ruyi disdainfully with raised eyes, a look of disgust on her face.
"You are just one of Lucen's servants. When he has enough fun, he will kick you away. Do you still want to be a lady and a wife? You are simply whimsical and overestimating your abilities! People like you
There are plenty of goods around Lucen. If I want you to disappear, you can get out in a minute! Let me tell you, Lucen must be mine, and only I am worthy of him!"
Jiang Shanshan glared at Ruyi fiercely, each word piercing Ruyi's heart.
Ruyi's face turned white and red at times. She had never expected such humiliation.
Jiang Shanshan turned around and walked out, slamming the door shut. Ruyi was so shocked that she couldn't help but tremble.
Friend? Enemy?
Thinking of Jiang Shanshan's words, Ruyi couldn't help but burst into tears.
Shanshan was right. What did she look like compared to the woman next to Lu Sen?
Lucen was just pretending to be in love with him, he just wanted to play with him, so why should he take it seriously?
Lu Sen's marriage to him was just a way for him to humiliate himself. Only a wealthy lady like Shanshan was worthy of him. He would kick her away sooner or later, so why did he bother so hard?
Ruyi was already panicking inside. She should have thought of such an ending, but now it was Jiang Shanshan's turn to remind herself, and she was being pushed around like a fool.
Ruyi no longer wants to struggle in Lu Sen's world. Such a depressing life makes Ruyi almost breathless. For such a cold-blooded and ruthless man, Ruyi lost her best friend and her originally peaceful life. Everything, it seems, is not worth it now.
Ruyi told herself that she must leave Lu Sen and this devil.
But can she really leave Lu Sen?
…
Since Jiang Shanshan's birthday party, Lu Sen has never looked for Ruyi again. The two of them seemed to have formed a tacit understanding, trying desperately to forget each other.
Lu Sen felt chilled by what Ruyi said last time. He didn't want to see such a shady woman again, but he couldn't control himself. Lu Sen seemed to have completely lost his self-control in front of Ruyi.
In order to stimulate Ruyi, Lu Sen went to school to pick up Jiang Shanshan every day. He never looked at Ruyi twice, but his thoughts were all on her.
Jiang Shanshan's attitude towards Ruyi was even more indifferent. In order to stimulate Ruyi, Jiang Shanshan deliberately called Lu Sen in the dormitory every day. Her sinister tone made Ruyi very uncomfortable.
What's more, Jiang Shanshan deliberately told her classmates that Ruyi wanted to steal Lu Sen, and described herself as pitiful, while Ruyi was described as a dirty and bad woman, which made Ruyi in the school The reputation here is getting worse and worse. Every time I go to the classroom, there are people talking behind my back. Now Ruyi is almost completely isolated.
Ruyi felt sour and bitter when she saw Lu Sen and Jiang Shanshan together every day.
Every time Lu Sen walked past her like a stranger, Ruyi would feel pain in her heart like a knife.
She couldn't lie to herself, Lucen had indeed entered her heart.
However, this is what Ruyi least wants to face. This feeling can only make her feel that she owes Jiang Shanshan more and more.
Ruyi's life seems to be back to the past, where she goes to school during the day and works part-time at night. However, Ruyi doesn't even have a friend around her anymore, and has no one to talk to about her worries. She can only hide in the quilt and cry every night late at night.
It turns out that life without Lu Sen is actually not easy...