"No, Ruyi, I understand my feelings for you very well. I brought you back this time. On the one hand, I don't plan to go back because of the company. The other main reason is that I want you to find your own happiness!"
Jiang Yuanxiu finally wanted to get to the point. Although he loved Ruyi so much, his heart drove him to do this.
"My own happiness? Yuanxiu, what do you mean by this?" Wen Ruyi was confused, raised her face and asked Jiang Yuanxiu softly.
Jiang Yuanxiu looked at the woman he loved, and really didn't want to tell her original intention, because there was no turning back, and once she said it, there was no room for maneuver.
He gently stroked Ruyi's smooth long hair with his hands, his eyes full of love. The woman in his arms made him so in love, but for her happiness, he had to let go.
Is it true that to love someone to the extreme is to make him or her happy at all costs without caring about personal gains and losses? Jiang Yuanxiu looked at the ceiling and asked himself.
He has been working silently for five or six years for the woman in his arms. Just when he is about to achieve perfection, do he really want to give it up? Jiang Yuanxiu doesn't know whether he is right or wrong. He just relies on it.
Following your own intuition and your own passion, you are doing what you think is right!
No matter whether it is right or wrong, as long as you pay for the one you love, as long as the person you love gets happiness, you will have no regrets. This may be your pursuit of love.
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"Yuanxiu, why didn't you speak? What did you mean by what you just said? What is my own happiness?" Ruyi asked in confusion when Jiang Yuanxiu didn't speak for a long time, just staring at the ceiling blankly.
Today's Yuan Xiu must have experienced something, otherwise he would never be like this, but it seems that Jiang Yuanxiu is probably not telling himself at the moment, maybe he is struggling with something in his heart.
"Ruyi, I am not going to marry you when I bring you back to China this time!" Yuan Xiu finally said what he wanted to say with difficulty. He knew that these words would definitely hurt Ruyi, but when he said this
When he said this, he felt no better than Yi Yi at all, after all, he loved Ru Yi so much.
"What? What did you say? Yuanxiu, tell me again!" Ruyi couldn't believe her ears, and immediately got out of Jiang Yuanxiu's arms and looked at Jiang Yuanxiu with questioning eyes.
She really couldn't believe Jiang Yuanxiu's words. She looked straight at Jiang Yuanxiu, as if she was looking at a complete stranger, not a friend, lover, or even the man who would soon become her husband.
Jiang Yuanxiu.
How he could say such irresponsible words is simply unbelievable!
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"Ruyi, I love you!" Facing Ruyi's question, Jiang Yuanxiu could no longer say what he just said. He had mustered so much courage just now. Now facing Ruyi's tender eyes, Jiang Yuanxiu really couldn't say no.
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"I know this. I don't want to hear this now. I just want you to repeat what you just said. I want to confirm whether I heard it wrong!" In addition to extreme tenderness, there is more in Ruyi's eyes.
The other one was filled with uneasiness and fear. She really couldn't believe that a man who loved her so deeply would say what she just couldn't believe.
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"I——" Jiang Yuanxiu hesitated, and it was difficult for him to say that painful word.
Jiang Yuanxiu looked at Ruyi's tender eyes, and then at the baby playing beside him. He gritted his teeth and decided to speak out what was in his heart. After all, if he didn't say it now, he would never be able to muster up the courage to say it in the future.
"What I mean is that I want you to find your own happiness, which means I won't marry you!" Jiang Yuanxiu said it with difficulty.
He closed his eyes in pain because he couldn't let Ruyi see the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes.
No matter how hurt he felt, no matter how reluctant he was to let go, he wanted to bear it alone and try not to bring any harm to Ruyi mother and son.
But he didn't think carefully about how hurtful his words were. He had already pushed Ruyi to the brink of collapse. How could she accept it calmly in the face of such a bolt from the blue?
Ruyi opened her mouth and widened her eyes. The words Jiang Yuanxiu repeated were harsher and more hurtful than the previous words. Could this be Jiang Yuanxiu's original intention?
"You -" Wen Ruyi pointed at Jiang Yuanxiu and couldn't say a word for a long time. The man in front of her was once the most generous supporter she thought, but Jiang Yuanxiu's words today shocked her. How could he do this?
Is Jiang Yuanxiu's feelings for him fake? It's impossible. If he was fake, I'm afraid he wouldn't be able to survive today, let alone be as happy as today.
Is Wen Ruyi's life really so miserable? Lu Sen had already given up on her relationship, because when she thought of all the insults Lu Sen had done to her that day, she became very angry, so she
There is a situation where father and son still do not recognize each other.
But Jiang Yuanxiu really shouldn't treat her like this. In the United States, Jiang Yuanxiu personally promised to marry her, but he didn't give Jiang Yuanxiu such a chance. Why did Jiang Yuanxiu say such heartless words when he returned to China?
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The two of them stopped talking. Jiang Yuanxiu's words seemed to have exhausted all the energy of the two of them. Wen Ruyi collapsed on the bed weakly. Now she just wanted to return to normal as soon as possible, and she even looked forward to what happened just now.
The sentence was an unintentional mistake by Jiang Yuanxiu.
Jiang Yuanxiu also sat blankly on the bed, looking at Wen Ruyi whose face was ashen, and he regretted what he had just said.
But for Wen Ruyi's future happiness, he must do this. The long-term pain is worse than the short-term pain. They will have to accept this result sooner or later. It is better to say it now and feel better.
If two people find out that they are not suitable for each other until after they get married, it will be a bigger mistake. Jiang Yuanxiu can bear it, but Wen Ruyi may not be able to bear this double blow. I am afraid that the spirit will collapse by then.
But Jiang Yuanxiu ignored his weight in Wen Ruyi's heart. When he said these words, Wen Ruyi's spirit was already on the verge of collapse.
Especially after being proven again by Jiang Yuanxiu, Wen Ruyi felt as if she had suddenly fallen from the cloud of happiness into the hell of sadness. She might never reincarnate again. Perhaps in the future, the word happiness would be something that Wen Ruyi could only hope for but cannot hope for.
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It took a long time for Wen Ruyi to regain her composure. Facing Jiang Yuanxiu in front of her, she didn't even have the courage to speak. She really didn't want to believe what Jiang Yuanxiu said.
But this is the cruelty of reality. The more you dare not accept the reality, the more bloody it will be before you.
"Tell me your reasons, Yuan Xiu!" Wen Ruyi said feebly. When her nerves were about to collapse, she seemed extraordinarily calm, but this was not a good sign.
"To be honest, if you are with me, Ruyi, will you never miss Lu Sen again?" Jiang Yuanxiu looked at Wen Ruyi's calmness and felt as if he had been pricked by a needle. It hurt so much that he had to help Wen Ruyi immediately.
Ruyi opens her heart so that she can accept the reality as soon as possible.
"Lucen?" Wen Ruyi was stunned when she heard Jiang Yuanxiu's rhetorical question.
How could the man she loved and hated at the same time still appear in her world?
If she still had some illusions about him, how could she not allow them to recognize each other as father and son? Could it be that Jiang Yuanxiu couldn't even see this?
Could it be that Jiang Yuanxiu couldn't believe the foundation of the relationship between herself and him? Could it be that the five years of cowardice and friendship were gone forever and could not withstand any test? Wen Ruyi looked at Jiang Yuanxiu in front of her and said,
It's like facing a stranger!
"Are you worried that I will return to Lucen and lead a happy life as a family of three with my baby? Do you think such a thing is possible?" Wen Ruyi asked calmly.
"No, Ruyi, whenever you face the baby, do you dare to say that there is no shadow of Lu Sen in your heart?" Jiang Yuanxiu also began to speak frankly. Since he wants her to accept the reality, he cannot always avoid the important and take the easy.
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Wen Ruyi looked at Jiang Yuanxiu in front of her. This man was becoming more and more unfamiliar to her. What happened to him and why he suddenly had so many weird ideas.
"Yuan Xiu, no matter how much the baby looks like Lu Sen, as long as my heart for you remains unchanged, how could Lu Sen interfere in our lives? Are your worries too unnecessary?" Wen Ruyi's face had already shown a look at this time.
She has no emotions, she is like a robot, without any emotions of her own.
"No, Ruyi, face the reality. During the five years in the United States, you have not forgotten Lu Sen at all. I don't mean to blame you, but this is an indisputable fact!" Jiang Yuanxiu recalled the ups and downs and joy in the United States.
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He was so regretful now. Why did he bring her back? If he had been in the United States, he wouldn't have to face these annoying problems.
Ruyi said nothing. In fact, what Jiang Yuanxiu said was not unreasonable. During the five years she was in the United States, the reason why she had always treated Yuanxiu as an ordinary friend was that their relationship had not reached that point yet. Another important reason was that
It's because deep down in her heart, Lucen still exists.
Although Lucen gave her such humiliation, she had a child with him after all. Once a woman gives her feelings, she will not let them go easily.
No matter how cruel she was to prevent them from recognizing each other as father and son, she could not stop their true blood relationship. Just like the last time the baby was hospitalized and needed a blood transfusion, she did not need to find Lucen for a blood transfusion.
One wrong step, one wrong step after another, whether it is career or relationship, you cannot escape this inevitable.
If she could really let go of Lu Sen completely, maybe she and Jiang Yuanxiu would have been husband and wife long ago, so why did they wait until now?
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But Jiang Yuanxiu's words about not wanting to marry her were still hard for her to accept. She didn't know how her life would change if she lost her constant supporter.
Let all this take its course, Wen Ruyi shook her head gently. She was really too tired. She was tired before, and now she is tired. Between gains and losses, her mind has never been relaxed. Since Jiang Yuanxiu said he didn't want to marry her, then
He must have his reasons. He has been troublesome for several years, so how can he have the nerve to ask for anything else?
But Ruyi didn't understand Jiang Yuanxiu's love for her. One person loves another person to the extreme, and he would rather give everything for it. However, Wen Ruyi may not be able to understand the sacrifice made by Jiang Yuanxiu!!