The man was leaning on Fang Wenyue's desk with his long legs crossed, smoking cigarettes one after another. In just a short moment, a large number of cigarette butts were thrown on the ground beside his feet.
Fang Wenyue didn't smoke, so he would have choked him with snot and tears.
At this moment, I really couldn't stand it anymore, "I said I didn't sleep all night. I just came back from two surgeries. Before I could even breathe, I almost choked to death on you!" He said and stretched out his hand.
He pushed open the window, then walked around the desk, snatched the half of Tang Hongxuan's cigarette from his fingertips, and put it out fiercely.
"I said Mr. Hong, this is a hospital after all, can you please be careful?!"
"I'm so upset!" Tang Hongxuan raked his hair with one hand, took the cigarette box on the table, and found it was empty. He cursed "Fuck--" and threw the box back irritably.
On the table.
"She hasn't woken up yet?"
"Yeah." Tang Hongxuan snorted softly.
Fang Wenyue curled his lips, thought for a while and asked him: "Let me ask you, what do you think? There are many women who are willing to flatter you if you want to play with them. A very nice girl, if you forcefully let you ruin her like that, I
I can’t stand it anymore.”
Tang Hongxuan raised his head and glanced at Fang Wenyue. The coldness in his eyes made him feel chilled. But then, he lowered his head, covered his face with his hands, and spoke tiredly, "I don't know either." He sighed.
With a sound, he continued to say as if he was comforting himself: "What else can you do?! Just wait for her to wake up and coax her slowly. There is always a way to make her happy. As for the child... you are right, I will do it again in the future."
More."
Fang Wenyue looked at him quietly for a long time, and then a very strange light burst out in his eyes, "Hongxuan, are you...really in love with her?!"
Tang Hongxuan was stunned when he heard this, then raised his head and looked at Fang Wenyue. His thin lips were slightly pursed, and the light in his frowning eyes flickered, as if he was thinking about something. After a while, he slowly said: "Wenyue, tell me,
What does it feel like to like?”
The world a man lives in is a special zone between black and white. He has been taught since childhood to be cruel, cruel and decisive. In his 30 years of life, there are only two things, and that is... blood and profit.
He knows how to obtain the maximum benefit with the minimum cost, and he also understands how to destroy all enemies most effectively and thoroughly, and make the opponent's life worse than death. But he only doesn't understand... what is like?! Or more accurately
Said that he directly equated liking with possessing and plundering. Because if he wants it, he must get it!
Lin Ruoxi said that he was not a human being. In fact, she was not the only one to say such words. Almost everyone who had dealt with Tang Hongxuan would summarize him like this... Devil!
It’s not that the man doesn’t know other people’s comments, he just sneers at them. But at the same time, he faintly agrees with them.
After living like that for too long, anyone would become callous and heartless. In the dead of night, he also tried to find the softest place in his heart, but in the end, he realized more clearly what was in his heart.
Dark and cold.
That's why he was so greedy for her bright and warm smile.
Ruoxi, Ruoxi... There is a soft and quiet beauty about her. It is really like the glimmer of light in the morning, with a touch of warmth and lightness, shining into his heart one by one.
, and unknowingly it became the warmest and softest place in his heart.
That's why he would plunder and possess her at all costs, even if it was coercion and destruction, he would tie her to his side.
For Tang Hongxuan, marriage is a concept that has never appeared in his mind. As for children, he just thinks that maybe when he is old in the future, there will be someone with half his blood to continue his legacy.
Just a career.
But he never expected that it would be such a pain when he knew that there was a life in his body that they had conceived together, and it was destroyed by his own hands.
The pain is so heart-piercing that I can't breathe...
Tang Hongxuan was immersed in his own thoughts, pursed his lips, and stared at a certain place without saying a word, his expression changing. That look in Fang Wenyue's eyes made him feel a little hairy.
He coughed dryly, then comforted him and said, "Hongxuan, since things are like this, don't be too sad. With her weak physical condition, it will be difficult to save that child even..."
Tang Hongxuan sighed, "No matter what... I will never let her go." The low voice was extremely clear and determined. After speaking, he stood up straight and said, "I have to go back to the company right away."
"Did Tang Yixuan do something wrong again?" Fang Wenyue was stunned for a moment and asked casually.
"When did he stop?" Tang Hongxuan snorted coldly, and suddenly stopped when he walked to the door. He turned his back to Fang Wenyue, his broad back straight, and after a while he sighed and said: "If people wake up,
Remember to notify me immediately."
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Lin Ruoxi woke up 30 hours after the operation.
Tang Hongxuan was not there, and the little nurse had just pulled out the needle and carried the medicine bottle out. So Fang Wenyue himself was the only patient in the bed and the ward.
The white ceiling and the faint smell of disinfectant were an environment that was unfamiliar to her but seemed familiar to her.
Her vision was blurry and scattered due to weakness. She was in a daze for a while, and then she realized that there was another person in the room.
Fang Wenyue also noticed that she had woken up at this time. He turned his head to look at the hospital bed, and Lin Ruoxi's eyes happened to look towards him. The two of them looked at each other, and their brains were a little blank, and neither of them reacted for a moment.
, they just stared at each other with big eyes and small eyes.
After a short while, Fang Wenyue came to his senses first, showed her an extremely gentle smile, and said, "I'm awake, how do you feel?"
Lin Ruoxi's head was still a little dazed due to her weak body and too long a period of sleep. She stared blankly at the man standing in front of the bed, and it took a while before her eyes turned and she regained some energy.
The last time she committed suicide by cutting her wrists, it was Fang Wenyue who treated her throughout the process. Although the two were not very close, they had some kind of abnormal friendship established under special circumstances, which is indescribable.
His chapped lips moved, and it took him a long time to spit out three words, "Teacher Fang..." His throat was dry and hoarse, and his pronunciation was a bit difficult.
"Yes, I'm here." Fang Wenyue bent down in front of her bed and asked thoughtfully, "Would you like some water?"
Lin Ruoxi shook her head gently, and her hands slowly slid to cover her flat belly, "My child..." Her eyes were already red as she spoke.
Fang Wenyue paused, then suppressed his smile, his face darkened a bit, "That child... I'm really sorry."
Lin Ruoxi opened her mouth and sobbed silently. Two lines of clear tears fell from the corners of her eyes, sliding down her thin cheeks and soaking the white pillow.
Fang Wenyue frowned. After a moment of silence, he spoke in a low voice after careful consideration, "Just pretend that he has no fate with you. You are still young, and there will be many opportunities in the future."
Seeing that she was still crying silently, he continued to comfort her patiently and said, "Don't be too sad. You are in confinement now, and you will be sick for a lifetime. Be careful of crying your eyes out."
While sobbing, there was salty and wet liquid flowing down the entrance of her nasal passages. She swallowed the bitterness in her mouth, took a breath, and asked him in a hoarse voice, "How old is the child...?"
"Eleven weeks."
As soon as he finished speaking, there was a cry of "woo woo" in the room... it was soft and sad, and he was heartbroken.
Lin Ruoxi stuffed a fist into her mouth and bit it, closing her eyes, tears bursting from her eyes.
Eleven weeks...almost three months.
She and Tang Hongxuan had always taken measures. The only time was when the man forced her to do something. At that time, she was so desperate that she only wanted to end her life immediately. Then, her mother fell ill again, and she wanted to treat her mother.
She had no choice but to devote herself to a man. Everything was coming at this time one after another, leaving her completely unconcerned.
In fact, she didn't feel anything vaguely at all.
Since she woke up in the hospital last time, her menstrual period has not come. She has not been particularly punctual before, and there have been too many things in recent times. At first, she thought it was caused by excessive nervousness, but after all, she
I'm a medical student, how could I not notice any clues?!
In fact, it is not without a bit of luck.
She was actually afraid, afraid that she would really have the flesh and blood of Tang Hongxuan. That was the man she hated to the core but had to commit herself to him. If she really had his child, what would she do?! Such a devil-like person
Man, if she really had flesh and blood with her, what would she do if he couldn't tolerate it and forced her to abort the fetus in her belly?!
So, with all the conflicts in her heart, she chose to escape. She chose to think on the bright side, and she chose to believe that it was just a false alarm.
But it was her escape and cowardice that killed the flesh and blood in her belly. The life that had only been gestated in her body for two months and left in a hurry before it could be born.
If she had not deliberately avoided it, but could have discovered the existence of the child earlier, perhaps, today would not be like this.
It's her fault, everything is her fault...
She held her lower abdomen with her trembling hands and bit her index finger. On that sunny evening, her heart was in a knot and her tears flowed down her cheeks.