Xiaoye pursed her lips. "But madam, are you really willing to let your husband leave?"
Yu Nuanyan paused for a moment. Are you willing to let go? There is suddenly one less person around you. You may be a little bit reluctant to let go. But even if you are reluctant to let go, you must let go.
She no longer had a valid reason for this man to stay by her side, just as this man had no reason for him to stay by her side anymore.
A love that is too burdensome. Even if he can afford it, she can no longer afford it.
That night, Du Jiangyu finally came back after being missing for a week. Yu Nuanyan was indescribably happy in his heart.
I have always been worried that he would be hurt, but I always knew that the damage had already been done and was irreversible.
Originally, she thought their life would continue peacefully. But something happened that night.
At that time, they were lying on the bed sideways. Du Jiangyu suddenly hugged her waist from behind. He did nothing but hugged her waist. His breath flowed on her back. Yu Nuanyan heard his heavy sigh.
"Nuan Yan..." he called her. His voice was like talking in a dream, making it difficult to distinguish.
Yu Nuanyan frowned slightly. He wanted to turn around and look at the man, but was stopped by the man. His finger joints tightened slightly, and his strong chest was pressed tightly against the woman's slender back. For a long time, so long that Yu Nuanyan felt I was about to fall asleep when I heard him speak again. It was still a dreamy voice. It seemed like it was not there.
He said, "Nuanyan. I'm sorry. I still don't have enough courage. I still can't accept that there is another man in your heart... so I'm sorry..."
Yu Nuanyan was stunned. Then he understood what the man meant. A slight sourness spread to the bottom of his heart. Little by little. It was not strong. It just spread lightly to every corner of his body. There was a slight pain.
But she also knew that her pain was not because of love, but because of not loving.
Because she didn't love this man, she hurt him deeply, even though it hurt her.
Such an excellent man. Why can't she love him? Why...
Later, he promised her that they would divorce, but kept the matter secret for the time being. He still returned to Australia with her in the name of her husband. But how would anyone know? The moment he walked to the ticket gate, it was doomed. The two people parted ways.
Yu Nuanyan took Luoluo and Xiaoye back to Australia. The destination of Du Jiangyu's ticket was the Netherlands.
The divorce agreement has been mailed to both parties for signature. The marriage of the two lasted for more than a month. After all, they did not cross the most fatal hurdle.
In fact, she felt a little uneasy from the moment she chose to return to her country. She just didn't expect it would come so soon.
The gears of fate never let her go, nor did they let him go.
The car arrived at the entrance of the kindergarten. Yu Nuanyan got out of the car with Luoluo in her arms. Xiaoye took down Luoluo's schoolbag and other things. The kindergarten teacher was already waiting at the door. When she saw Luoluo coming, she felt happy. She talked to the teacher a few times. Sentence. After giving Luoluo a few more instructions, Yu Nuanyan drove to work, while Xiaoye bought groceries at the supermarket near the kindergarten.
Yu Nuanyan had almost forgotten when she learned to drive. In fact, she originally planned not to marry again in this life. She would have to rely on herself in all aspects of her future life, so she forced herself to learn to drive.
At first, she learned by herself. Later, Du Jiangyu taught her. Later, with Du Jiangyu's help, she bought a second-hand car. It was quite easy to drive. It was much more convenient to occasionally pick up Luoluo or go to work by herself.
Thinking of this, she couldn't help laughing again. She was not used to not having him by her side after all.
Just when she was surprised, a car suddenly rushed over in front of her. Yu Nuanyan was startled. She quickly stepped on the brakes. She couldn't see clearly who the other person was. But now she was really angry. This was an obvious way to grab the right of way.
She frowned and cursed secretly in her heart. Because she was in a hurry and didn't want to get entangled, she had to admit that she was unlucky.
But she didn't want to worry about the other party. She saw the other party's car door open. The man in a well-tailored casual suit got out of the car. Yu Nuanyan was slightly startled. After seeing the man's face clearly, his heart suddenly jumped. He was pulled up. He had no time to react. The man had already walked to his car and knocked on his car window.
After a brief daze, Yu Nuanyan took a deep breath, stepped on the accelerator, and prepared to change his route and leave.
"Yu Nuanyan. If you dare to leave, I will go to the kindergarten and take away Luo Luo immediately." The man's thin voice slipped into her eardrums. She actually heard it clearly through the glass, because he said about Luo Luo.
Ten minutes later, the two of them sat down by the window of a restaurant. Yu Nuanyan didn't say anything from beginning to end. In other words, she didn't want to say anything.
She probably guessed that this man must have known something or guessed something, so he came here to look for her.
The joints of her fingers tightened slightly. Her heart was beating fast. She picked up the red wine at hand and took a sip. It felt a little cold. She put it down again. She didn't know where to put her hand. She always felt that wherever she put it, it was redundant.
"Nuan Yan. You and Du Jiangyu have only been married for more than a month. In the past few years, you have always had me in your heart, right..."
Lu Chendong's voice was faint, but only he knew what kind of emotion it contained. Maybe it was joy, or sadness, and then he probably felt powerless.
Because the woman in front of him, even though he has her in his heart, even if he lives a painful, even torturous life, has never thought of returning to him. Even now that they are sitting here openly, he can still feel her. His rejection and rejection.
He doesn't like this kind of atmosphere.
He picked up the wine glass in his hand and took a sip. When his fingertips touched the edge of the glass, he raised his eyes to look at her. His dark eyes faintly scanned the expression on her face. He was slightly disappointed, because that expression was... :No expression.
"Nuan Yan. I don't want to lie to you. I'm here today to take you back. Whether you want it or not." He spoke again, his voice still light.
In fact, what he was thinking was that if he could win her back in this peaceful way, he wouldn't need to use force. After going through so much, he didn't want to still be the arrogant and domineering Lu Chendong in her eyes.
But in fact, he still is.
"No. I won't go back. Lu Chendong. I'm already married. Please don't disturb my life anymore. I'm begging you. You go back. I don't want to see you again, and I don't want to have anything to do with you anymore. Please let me go. Can you please, Lu Chendong?"
Yu Nuanyan's sudden mood swings made Lu Chendong feel that her pretense of calmness just now was all fake. He could clearly feel her fear. He wanted to lie to himself that it was not coming from him. But he twisted He stared at her watery eyes with his brows and saw his own reflection in her eyes.
Is this luck or misfortune?
Anger suddenly emerged in his heart. He stretched out his hand and grabbed her wrist with a heavy force. "Yu Nuanyan, have you had enough trouble? You should know that since I'm here, I will never leave empty-handed."
Yu Nuanyan was stunned for a moment. He stretched out his hand to break away from his hand. His arm touched the red wine next to him. The cold liquid inside spilled down and splashed on Yu Nuanyan's skirt. The cup was quickly touched by the man opposite. Help him up so he doesn't fall to the ground.
Yu Nuanyan wore a light blue slim-fitting dress today. It was now stained with red liquid and printed on it, making the dress turn bright red. Gritting her teeth, she raised her head and looked into the man's dark eyes. Take your time.
"Lu Chendong, can you be more mature?"
"Haha." Lu Chendong pulled his lips and raised a smile. It was slightly bitter. "What you call maturity is to let your beloved woman go out without asking. Or is it to watch your wife and children living outside without caring about her? To understand is to be mature. Yu Nuanyan. Which of us is immature? Tell me..."
"You..." Yu Nuanyan gritted her teeth. She was speechless for a moment. Facing this man, she was probably powerless. This was the case a few years ago, and it is still the case a few years later.
"Yu Nuanyan. I don't understand why you have any reason to avoid me. Even if you can't let go for business reasons, that's not what you and I want. And we have Luo Luo now. What's more important is. You still love me. Don't deny it. I already know it. Butler Liu drove my car to chase you that day. You thought it was me who got into the car accident, right? In the end, you fainted and were taken to the hospital, screaming. It's still my name, right?
Yu Nuanyan. You say I am immature. But who is the immature one between us? We have missed each other for so many years. Do you still want us to continue to miss you? If you think I have ever been sorry for you, I will make you not Happy things. You can beat me, scold me, and torture me in all the ways you can think of. But at least you should stay by my side. You can't leave me. Because I...can't live without you. Do you understand? Yu Nuanyan. I can’t live without you."
Tears accumulated in the corners of her eyes. They slowly slipped down as the man spoke. Her throat seemed to be blocked by cotton. She wanted to say something, but she couldn't.
Just as Lu Chendong said, what does she mind? What does she mind?
How well she understood the man in front of her. She also knew how much emotion this man had poured into it when he said such words.
She had thought countless times that if this man was willing to devote his whole life to her, then she would definitely dedicate his whole heart to her. But what about the result?
It won't end well.
Moreover, now he is with her sister, right? She can't do such a thing as sisters sharing the same husband. If she had still had the determination to fight for this man once, dial once, and break through without ethics. .but not now.
Because now she is not only Yu Nuanyan, but also the mother of a child.
She couldn't forgive herself, nor could she forgive him. They met each other, but they still missed each other in the end.