Long Chenfei was stunned, really stunned. The moment he was hugged by Lan Yuxin, his mind suddenly went blank.
How is it possible that Lan Yuxin would actually hug me! Long Chenfei turned around and looked at Lan Yuxin in surprise, unable to believe the sudden hug.
Lan Yu shook her head desperately, cried loudly, and shook her hair as if going crazy. At this moment, the dam in her heart could no longer withstand the beating of endless longing. The dam was washed away, and the endless longing surged freely.
Long Chenfei may still know what he was thinking just now, or maybe he doesn't know what is happening now. Looking at Lan Yuxin, Long Chenfei was dumbfounded. If he had something to say in bed, oh, no, just say it nicely.
Lan Yuxin didn't dare to raise her head, fearing that one look at Long Chenfei would stop her from telling her grief: "Long Chenfei, I like you, I like you. But I know you already have a girlfriend, I don't know that I
I like you, right? I've been avoiding you, I don't dare to reveal my heart to you, I'm afraid we won't even be friends.
I tried to stay away from you, but I still missed you so much. Why were you so nice to me? You helped me drive away the bad guys, sent me home, went shopping with me, you kept helping me, and you risked your life to save me, even
People will kneel down for me.
I used to think that I wasn't good enough for you, so I didn't dare to get too close to you. You know, that feeling of being far away made me miserable. When I walked with you, I watched you talking and laughing, watching you acting rogue,
I don't know why I always think of you.
That day after you chased Wang Yafei and left, I suddenly felt that my heart was dead. I knew that we would never be able to do it again. I couldn't destroy your relationship, I couldn't do it. But I missed you, I dreamed of you, I
I dreamed that I was holding you. I knew I couldn’t miss you but I couldn’t help it.
Long Chenfei, I've fallen in love with you and I can't help it anymore. I'm afraid that if I don't say it out, I won't have the courage to say it in the future. I don't want to regret it in the future.
…
Long Chenfei, thank you, please go, don't worry, I won't destroy your relationship." In the end, Lan Yuxin was silent for a moment, then she sighed as if she was relieved and let go of Long Chenfei. She had been suppressed for a long time.
Lan Yu couldn't tell whether he felt relieved or more disappointed after finally speaking out his thoughts.
"Lan Yuxin, I'm not worthy of your love." Long Chenfei shook his head and said: "You know, I am a gangster, a ruffian, a bastard brother, and a scumbag..."
"Long Chenfei, I understand, don't use these words to reject me, it makes me feel like you are ridiculing me." Lan Yuxin lay back on the bed and said with tears.
Long Chenfei closed the door, then leaned against the door panel. He sighed and said: "Hey...Lan Yuxin, you don't understand me. I am thick-skinned, full of bad ideas, and a pervert. I see you are so beautiful.
I'm tempted, but I'm a kind-hearted pervert, and I won't bully a nice girl like you. Let's just be good friends. After you get to know me slowly, maybe you will change your mind. You now
Maybe you just saw my appearance, I'm very hypocritical, don't let me blind you." Hey, I'm so charming but I can't help it, Lan Yuxin also likes me, what should I do? Brother Zha is very
Shamelessly thinking about the scene of hugging each other, I snickered secretly. But when I saw Lan Yu's heart-broken expression, I secretly said, "Sorry, sorry, sorry, poor monk, he's not lewd, he's named Long Chenfei!"
Lan Yuxin smiled bitterly when she heard Long Chenfei's words. Long Chenfei obviously rejected himself when he said this. There is nothing more sad than heartbreak. He fell in love with someone who didn't love him, and all the pain was self-inflicted.
"Long Chenfei, I understand. Don't worry. I won't destroy your relationship. I wish you happiness." Lan Yuxin's heart ached so much that it made her suffocate. She was waiting for Long Chenfei's answer.
, but it was still quiet after waiting for a long time.
Just as she was about to look up to see if Long Chenfei had left, she suddenly saw a sly smile appearing in front of her eyes. Who else could have such an expression that deserved a beating, of course it was the narcissistic Brother Zha. Lan Yuxin exclaimed in surprise
, Long Chenfei grabbed her hand.
"Long Chenfei, you can't do this. You have a girlfriend. We can't do this." Lan Yuxin shook her head hurriedly when she saw Long Chenfei gradually approaching her face. She felt joy, desire, reserve and fear in her heart.
Thinking of Wang Yafei, she didn't dare to look into Long Chenfei's eyes.
"Lan Yuxin, actually Wang Yafei has dumped me. But... I have a girlfriend who is Xin." Long Chenfei said with his head back and rolled his eyes.
Lan Yuxin was pleasantly surprised when she heard the first half of the sentence, but the surprise came and went quickly. The second half of Long Chenfei's sentence made her infinitely disappointed and very angry.
"Long Chenfei, I don't think you are a changeable person. Why did you break up with Wang Yafei and find a new love so quickly?" Lan Yuxin frowned and glared at Long Chenfei this time.
Long Chenfei laughed and shook his head and told Lan Yuxin about Wang Yafei's breakup with him and Xiao Ling'er. After that, Long Chenfei asked: "Do you understand now? I am not your clay sculpture.
How could I, Long Chenfei, not understand your friendship for me, but I have already had two relationships. If I like you again, I am actually very sorry for you. You are a good girl, and you will definitely find a boy who loves you wholeheartedly.
, and I simply can’t do it.”
"Are you rejecting or evading?" Lan Yuxin sat up and asked. Xiao Ling'er's matter is almost the same as hers, why does Xiao Ling'er dare to confess that he doesn't care, why can't I? It's enough for him to like him and have himself in his heart.
Just like Xiao Ling'er, if you just give up, you will definitely regret it in the future. Lan Yuxin suddenly understood that happiness is something you can catch by yourself. Even if you find someone who loves you, what's the use if you don't love yourself?
"It's not rejection, it's not escape, but it's good to you." Long Chenfei shook his head, why doesn't this girl understand?
Lan Yuxin shook her head, stretched out her hands and hugged Long Chenfei's neck: "Long Chenfei, I am just like Xiao Ling'er, is that okay?"
"What did you say?" Long Chenfei hurriedly pushed Xiao Ling'er's arm away and stood up. "Lan Yuxin, you look quite smart, why are you so stupid? I can't treat you wholeheartedly, I'm a playboy.
!I admit that I like you, but we are not suitable. You are a good girl. Some boys like you, and there are better ones than me who will treat you well. I hope you have your own happiness instead of being with me and others.
People share. Do you know what I mean?”
"I don't understand, I only know that when you kneel down to save me, I will never be able to like anyone else in my life!" Lan Yuxin's face turned pale, and after saying this, she looked at Long Chenfei with empty eyes, feeling like
Dao Jiao. I thought I couldn't destroy his relationship, but I didn't expect that he could have two relationships at the same time. I don't care about these choices like Xiao Ling'er, so why should I refuse? "Long Chenfei, I just ask you to have it in your heart."
Me, isn’t this okay?”
"Yu Xin." Long Chenfei took Lan Yuxin's hand and looked directly into her eyes: "Stop crying, I feel sad when you see her."
"Why are you feeling so distressed? Just let me cry to death." Lan Yuxin tried to break away from Long Chenfei's hand but found that he was holding it tightly.
"When you die, my heart will be empty. Do you want me to go to the underworld with you to be a ghost couple?" Long Chenfei said with a smile.
"Who wants to be a ghost couple with you...you...ah!" Lan Yuxin suddenly realized something and exclaimed, unable to believe what she just heard. She looked at Long Chenfei in surprise, not knowing what to do.
alright.
She was so brave when she confessed her love, and she was fearless until just now, but once Long Chenfei promised her, Lan Yuxin became shy.
She clutched the sheets tightly with both hands, and thoughts were floating in her mind. Is it like what is written in the book, now we have to kiss? I haven’t kissed yet, what will it feel like, if I don’t know how, Long Chenfei will laugh at me
? I just ate, and the taste of food is still in my mouth. What should I do?
"Yu Xin." Long Chenfei didn't know what she was thinking as she looked around.
"Um?"
"What are you thinking about?" Long Chenfei asked.
"Kiss. Oh, no, no, no, drink water."
"Yuxin." Long Chenfei called her again,
"Huh?" Lan Yuxin's face turned redder, but luckily she didn't faint.
"Can you kiss?"
Lan Yuxin shook her head and said, "No. Ah, what about kissing? Why do you ask?"
The hypocritical Brother Zha started to lie again: "Neither can I."
"Oh." Lan Yuxin nodded, wondering why Long Chenfei said that.
Long Chenfei smiled and raised Lan Yuxin's delicate chin with his index finger and said, "How about we give it a try?"
Long Chenfei's frivolous movements made Lan Yu's heart beat faster. Looking at Long Chenfei's face getting closer and closer, his eyes widened.
Gradually, the four lips touched together. Lan Yuxin smelled Long Chenfei's fragrance and didn't know how to welcome her first kiss. She remained motionless and allowed Long Chenfei to ask for her.
"Open your mouth." Long Chenfei said.
Lan Yuxin opened her mouth obediently, and Long Chenfei sucked Lan Yuxin's tongue, secretly thinking it was so sweet!
"Don't bite my tongue, it hurts." Long Chenfei frowned slightly, but Lan Yuxin didn't dare to bite it again.
"Close your eyes, okay? I'm embarrassed when you look at me." Long Chenfei said again.
"Why don't you close your eyes?"
"Because I am a man, men should open their eyes." Long Chenfei said confidently.
Lan Yuxin thought to herself: Who said men should keep their eyes open? I won't close them! Long Chenfei was speechless. He couldn't help but smile when he found that Lan Yuxin was completely blank in this aspect. His big hand slowly stroked Lan Yuxin's back.
, gently pinched Lan Yuxin's arm, gradually moved it to the front, and touched the astonishing peak.
"What are you doing?" Lan Yu's heart turned red from her neck to her ears after being raped for the first time, but she didn't know if she should stop her. The men and women in the novel were also like this. It seemed like they should do it.
Just do it.
"I'll teach you how to kiss." Long Chenfei said while kneading.