Chapter 158 For your purpose, get married properly
The sunlight penetrated through the gaps, and the sweat beads on Nanxi's cheeks shone with crystal light, making her skin color very white and soft.
She was panting heavily, her chest heaving, and the sweat on her cheeks condensed into a stream, flowing down her oval face, past her neck, and into her collar.
Zhuo Ling took a deep breath, breathing deeply in the place where Nanxi was, and even the tasteless air became fragrant. It was difficult for him to speak and it was difficult to speak. He deeply realized how dumb there are in this world.
bitter.
Nan Xi raised her head and looked at him with questioning and doubtful eyes, "Why did you let Ning Ning lead me here? Why did you run away? Why did you lie to me? Your legs are obviously fine. Zhuo Ling, can you tell me?
Why..." Can you tell me again why you abandoned me so ruthlessly, why you spoiled me to heaven and then abandoned me to hell, why you proposed to me but married someone else.
Zhuo Ling could understand all of Nan Xi's eyes. Looking at her, his heart moved uncontrollably. He couldn't help but lift her chin, leaned down and kissed her.
"Go away," Nan Xi turned her head away just in time when their lips were about to touch each other, "Don't force me to do such a dirty thing!"
Zhuo Ling's heartbeat suddenly turned to heartache, and he said rustlingly: "In your eyes, kissing me is a dirty thing? Haha, it turns out you really hate me so much now."
"You know things well. I don't want to talk nonsense to you. Go away, I have to drive." As he said this, Nan Xi pushed Zhuo Ling's chest hard.
Zhuo Ling was dazed for a moment, tilted his body back, and Nan Xi slipped out like a little loach.
"Ah!" The next second, Nan Xi's wrist tightened and Zhuo Ling pulled her hard. Her shoulder hit the hollow wall, causing some pain. "You hurt me." She was like an angry little beast.
, going crazy.
Zhuo Ling let go of his hand apologetically, but his body surrounded her more alertly. He rubbed her shoulders as gently as before, "Axi, you have lost weight and become darker. I don't want you to live like this."
Hard."
This familiar nickname caused Nan Xi's tight defense to collapse instantly. She bit her lip tightly and opened her eyes as wide as possible, trying not to let the tears flow out. "You are worrying too much about President Zhuo. I am having a very difficult time."
Well, driving every day is very fulfilling and I don’t have time to think too much about anything. I..."
Before she finished speaking, Zhuo Ling blocked her mouth with his thumb and touched her lips with his fingertips, "Axi, wait a moment, give me a little more time, don't hate me, don't hate me."
Nan Xi rolled her eyes and said, "If you can bring my grandpa back to life, I will listen to you in everything."
Zhuo Ling had a lump in his throat and couldn't say anything. Although he was not responsible for his grandfather's death, he was still somewhat responsible. His grandfather's death was completely beyond his expectation.
"If you can't, then neither can I." Nanxi told him clearly.
These days, Zhuo Ling plays his role diligently. In the eyes of outsiders, he is a good filial son, a good leader who is dedicated, and a good man who is about to get married. However, only he knows that he endures
How hard it must be.
Seeing that Nan Xi was about to shed tears, he felt sad in his heart. He grabbed her shoulders, held the back of her head with his other hand, lowered his head and captured her lips.
She resisted, but he accepted her resistance and retreated to advance. She bit him, and he held her lower lip in his mouth despite the pain, swallowing all her dissatisfaction, anger and resentment into his stomach.
Cheeks rubbed against each other, and the warm tears were the lubricant between the skins. Zhuo Ling used the most primitive lip-to-lip contact to express his lovesickness.
Gradually, Nan Xi gave up her struggle because she realized that Zhuo Ling's eyelashes were wet. Those were not her tears, but his. He was crying.
This was the second time she saw Zhuo Ling cry. She remembered that the first time she cried, it was at the jewelry design competition exhibition. He was very drunk, and then he hugged her and cried. There were ripples in her heart, that
At that time, Zhuo Ling told her about his helplessness. Now, she was even more sure of his difficulty.
Zhuo Ling opened his eyes slightly, and saw Nan Xi looking at him with half-open eyes. Their eyes exchanged, and Zhuo Ling quickly held her face with both hands, and used the tip of his tongue to pry open her closed teeth.
He kissed her passionately, and she felt a little uncomfortable because of his thin beard.
After a break from the passionate kiss, Nan Xi's lips were obviously redder and swollen than before. She opened her bright eyes and said unambiguously: "I know that everything you did today was for your own reasons, but Zhuo Ling, I also said
, some pain cannot be overcome. When I see you, I will think of my grandfather who passed away because he was not rescued in time." She shook her head and sighed, "I have not had parents since I was a child, and my grandfather has taken care of me.
Do you know how difficult it is to be a grown-up? However, he died because he had no money."
"It was me who was unfilial. I stubbornly wanted to ask you for an explanation and ignored him. As long as I cared a little more about him and went to the hospital more often to ask the doctor, I wouldn't have to pay for his medical bills without knowing.
Zhuo Ling, what I hate most is not that you abandoned me, nor that you cut off my grandfather’s medical expenses. What I hate most is actually myself. Why do I trust you so much? How can I still trust you when you don’t want me anymore?
The promise, I hate myself.”
Zhuo Ling lowered his head, like a little boy admitting his mistake, "If I said that I didn't cut off grandpa's medical expenses and I only found out about it after the accident, would you still believe me?... It's me.
Aunt..."
Nanxi smiled and shook her head, "What's the difference? My grandfather is gone... Of course, if I hadn't known you, my grandfather wouldn't have been able to avoid this serious illness. Our family really doesn't have that much money and can afford such a good life."
However, poor families have to treat their elderly people when they are sick. Maybe my grandpa will walk faster, but at least he will not walk in such pain."
Zhuo Ling listened attentively.
"Before, I was very determined to chase you for an explanation. No matter what kind of explanation you have to give me at least one, but now, I don't care. Really... neither you nor I will understand how much my grandfather felt before he died."
I can't forgive myself for the fear and hardship, so I can't forgive you, no matter how helpless your difficulties are."
As she spoke, Nan Xi smiled gently, "Don't forget one thing, you are about to get married... Marry well for your purpose, and you can sacrifice everything for what you want, including your own marriage and
A lifetime of happiness includes me, so stop saying things like you care about me, value me, and I am your happiness. I feel like it’s fake..."
At this moment, Zhuo Ling finally understood that the lost trust could never be made up, and the lost love was getting further and further away.