You are the best in my heart. He can give himself such a high evaluation. What else does she have to regret? Just these words are enough. It is really enough...
Ye Junxuan suddenly stood up: "Hanhan, come with me."
"Where to go..." Su Han was still confused.
"Let's change a hospital and re-examine your disease." Ye Junxuan slowly lowered his head. His tone was not as impulsive as before. However, his fists gradually clenched: "I don't believe it. How can a good person be infertile for life? The hospital must have made a mistake."
Ye Junxuan just refused to believe it. What's more, Su Han had just been pregnant with her own child. It was just a natural miscarriage. It would lead to such serious consequences as lifelong infertility. Isn't this strange?
But Su Han still sat there motionless.
"No need." Her tone was very low. In just a few words, he had already rejected his idea.
"Why." Ye Junxuan was still very paranoid about taking Su Han to see a doctor. He just refused to give up until he got the result.
"Because. I know I am like this." Su Han actually smiled, as if it was not a fatal thing at all. "I have been lying to you."
Hearing what she said, Ye Junxuan became even more confused.
Lie to him. What lie to him?
"After this miscarriage, I felt very uncomfortable. So, I checked with other hospitals yesterday. The results were the same: lifelong infertility." Su Han's tone was surprisingly calm, as if those things were not at all Nothing.
Unexpected result. Ye Junxuan said in shock: "How come I didn't know when you checked." He was with her every day. If she left this hospital, how could he not know.
Su Han smiled palely, like a withered white rose: "Of course I can't let you know..."
In fact, Su Han didn't go to other hospitals for examination at all. One blow was enough. Would she have to endure a second time? The reason why she said this was just because she didn't want to involve Ye Junxuan.
Their relationship was opposed by the Ye family, so it couldn't come to fruition anyway... Let's settle it as soon as possible. Now, she must first make him give up on her. If the heart doesn't move, it won't hurt.
"My 'plan'. Didn't you always know about it?" At this point, Su Han's voice was already trembling. She couldn't cry. She had to pretend to not care.
Ye Junxuan's brows frowned slightly: "Hanhan...what on earth are you talking about."
"I want to marry you as my wife. I don't have any capital. But I at least want to ensure that I can continue the family line. Right?" Su Han laughed coldly again. She didn't even look at Ye Junxuan and leaned against the bed. Looking at the ceiling.
Ye Junxuan didn't understand what she meant. He just felt that she had become so strange now.
She seemed to be deliberately evading something, deliberately explaining something. He didn't even ask about many things, but she was still desperately trying to defend herself.
"Now my hope is completely shattered. There is no need for me to lie to you anymore." Su Han still had the same calm expression. "I am not as happy as you imagined."
"Hanhan..." Ye Junxuan called her name tentatively. What was she talking about? It was like talking in her sleep. He couldn't understand it at all.
"Yes. Ye Junxuan. You thought of me wrong. You have always thought of me wrong." Su Han finally turned his head at this time and stared into his eyes motionlessly. Because of this, he might be able to believe that what he said was true. talk.
She has never been good at lying and hates deception. But this time, she had no choice but to embark on this road full of thorns. Every step she took was filled with heart-piercing pain.
She wants Ye Junxuan to believe that she is sinful and of the same type as those women he hates. Only in this way can he let go of his love for her.
Thinking of this, Su Han laughed.
She raised her head without fear, looked directly into Ye Junxuan's eyes, and said, "Don't you see it? I just want to marry the young master of the Ye family. I just want to be the daughter-in-law of the richest family in the city. Do you think I'm vain? But who would mind living a better life?"
Who cares about getting better.
Who can not be deceived by a prosperous life?
The reason she said is reasonable. Yes, Su Han is such a hypocritical woman. Everything she did was to get the Ye family's money. Now, has he finally seen her clearly?
"As long as I step into the Ye family, I will not only have countless honors, but also change the trajectory of my life..." Su Han said. His smile became uglier than crying.
It was heartbreaking to say these words against her will. However, she had no other choice.
Su Han loves Ye Junxuan as a person, not his identity, status, or family property. But how can she tell him these words? If she does, he will only be more reluctant to leave her and want to run away from home and elope with her... …
She couldn't explain it to Uncle Ye. Compared with love, family affection was obviously more important.
She suddenly realized that she was playing a person like Ding Meilin, which must arouse his disgust the most. So, her goal was achieved.
"It's a pity. I almost succeeded. Just a little bit..." Su Han used her thumb and index finger to measure the length. It was only a little bit. After the comparison, she suddenly lowered her arm again and dropped it casually. Beside the hospital bed, he looked very tired.
"Su Han." Ye Junxuan heard the meaning of her words. His expression also darkened and he looked at her formally.
"Do you understand now?" Su Han was not afraid at all. She interrupted him resolutely and continued, "I will not wander around the world with you. Because that is not the life I want."
She just made herself look so bad just to say this last sentence.
Su Han would never agree with him giving up the whole world for himself. This approach is extremely childish. It is the impulse that a child would blurt out. How could he really do this? The Ye family needs him. Uncle Ye needs him.
Ye Junxuan had been listening to Su Han's monologue. At this time, he finally spoke: "Su Han, don't you feel that your acting skills are poor?"
This was his zero score for her performance just now.
Su Han was silent. She lowered her head slightly. She did not explain anymore, nor did she continue to be sharp... She knew that she would not lie, because her lies were always easily seen through by Xuan.
"You can continue to make it up. Just make it up. It doesn't matter how much you make up." Ye Junxuan's tone seemed to be very indifferent. In fact, his heart was already turbulent.
What bothered him most was seeing Su Han deceiving himself. She was obviously very fragile, but she still pretended not to care about anything. Did she think she could deceive him?
"I just want to ask you a question." Ye Junxuan stretched out his index finger and stood there in front of Su Han for a long time.
Su Han didn't even have the energy to nod.
Just ask, she said to him in her heart.
Ye Junxuan put down his hands. He finally couldn't help but hold her hands. The question he wanted to ask the most finally came out: "Do you still love me?"
Su Han was silent.
I don’t love you, tell him quickly. I don’t love you. But she failed. No matter how strong she is, she still can’t say those heartless words...
Ye Junxuan held his shoulders and looked at her with an expression: "Look into my eyes."
Only in this way will she not lie.
Su Han couldn't stand it anymore. She subconsciously broke away from his hands and growled at him: "No love. Not at all. I have never loved you."
This is the biggest lie she has made today.
"You're lying." Ye Junxuan's voice obviously became louder.
Faced with his anxiety and uneasiness, she had no choice but to remain silent again. But at the corners of her sad eyes, there were only sad tears left at this moment.
She can no longer show her strong side...she is not strong enough in the first place.
"Su Han, please listen to me." Ye Junxuan was really angry this time. She would always say that she didn't love him. She would always make fun of their feelings... She didn't care about his feelings so much.
"As long as you still love me, even if you do it for our Ye family's money, I don't care."
Ye Junxuan's attitude was extremely resolute. He was very angry now. Very angry. Only Su Han could make him so anxious.
He had never been so anxious about his own big event. But he didn't know why. Every word, every action of this girl seemed to tug at his heartstrings.
It's because I care too much... Because I care, I'm afraid of losing, so I become irritable.
Su Han suddenly felt a headache. Ye Junxuan's words were like curses, turning up and down in her mind, making a constant noise.
But she was sure. She didn't want to talk to him anymore.
He wants to take her away for love. She wants him to stay for family ties... They both paranoidly believe that their decision is the right one. How can they continue the conversation? No one can compromise.
It's all because of love. But the way of love is different. The result is such a big difference.
"I love you." Ye Junxuan suddenly said the three words that Su Han once thought were the most romantic.
He caressed his left chest and stared at his beloved woman with extremely focused eyes. Under the reflection of the setting sun, he looked like a handsome prince.
He hoped to hear the words "I love you too". However, he waited for a long time and finally received a calm word from her.
"Love shouldn't be based on hurt."
This was the answer she replied to him.
At this moment, she would rather he loved her less. If he didn't love her so much, maybe they wouldn't be struggling in pain like they are now.
It's a pity. It's all just what if.
"I want to go for a walk. Please don't come with me. Thank you." After saying goodbye to him politely, Su Han walked out of the ward alone.
Ye Junxuan did not go out with her because that strange thank you had already made the distance between the two extremely far.