"I admire you for having such a heart for your sister." Wu Bing stared out the window and said these words softly on his lips. He was just saying his truest thoughts.
Half-mother. This is indeed not their fault. However, neither of the two sisters can escape the whirlpool of family love... Wu Bing simply cannot imagine how much pain Su Han has endured over the years. And Ji Xiao Ya. What a tangled life he leads.
Ji Xiaoya's eyes showed a touch of tenderness. She didn't speak. She just smiled slightly.
She felt that she had done nothing because these were all matters within her scope. After all, Su Han was her biological sister. Even if their mothers were not the same person, at least they had the same father.
There is no need for them to feel resentful towards each other.
At this time, Wu Bing raised the coffee cup in front of him: "Xiaoya, let me toast you."
Not Miss Match, but Xiaoya.
Seeing the faint smile on Wu Bing's lips, Ji Xiaoya also smiled happily. This is a kind of beauty between strangers. It does not require too much familiarity or too many words. However, they can understand each other.
"Why do you dislike me as a coffee?" Wu Bing made a joke.
Ji Xiaoya waved her hands quickly: "How could that happen?"
"Then why don't you toast to me?" Wu Bing has been toasting for a long time. Wouldn't it be embarrassing if Xiaoya didn't want to see her?
Ji Xiaoya smiled happily and picked up the blue wine glass. The clinking sound was very nice.
The two drank it all in one gulp.
***
The next day, the sky was not very clear. The gloomy sky looked like it had just cried. It was all gray and white. On the edge of the dark cloud-covered sky, the outline of the horizon could be faintly seen. But there was no trace of sunshine there, and there was no warmth.
Su Han walked out of the house alone and walked alone in the alley. There was no one around. The usually busy alley seemed particularly quiet today. In the silence, there was only a few faint birdsong.
When Su Han was about to reach the entrance of the alley, she saw a familiar figure.
The man was leaning against the wall, slightly raising his head and looking at the tiles above. The expression on his face was indifferent. It was hard to tell how long he had been waiting here.
"Xuan..."
Seeing his sweetheart whom he thought about day and night, Su Han couldn't help but feel an uncontrollable emotion in his heart. How could he appear here? For a moment, Su Han had thousands of guesses in his mind.
This subtle call did not escape Ye Junxuan's ears. He turned his head subconsciously and saw Su Han standing alone not far away. Her thin figure was still so heartbreaking.
Ye Junxuan took a few steps towards her. Each step was heavy. When they faced each other, the atmosphere between them suddenly became very pale.
He didn't know how to speak.
They really haven't seen each other for a long time. But he understands the heart that misses her and the continuous longing for her...it never stops for a day.
He wanted to say to her: I miss you so much. I miss you every day. Life without you is worse than death.
After these days of torture, Ye Junxuan finally figured it out. They have no support from their relatives and no bright future...but at least they still have love for each other.
Why should they paranoidly believe in those pessimistic thoughts? Even if the whole world is against them being together, so what. She didn't leave. He didn't leave either. Their love is still there. This is the most precious wealth. He doesn't want to Lost again.
At this time, Su Han smiled lightly: "Looking for me...what can I do?"
Her tone was unusually calm. She didn't seem to be happy about this meeting at all. They just met each other and met by chance. That's all.
Ye Junxuan returned the same calm smile: "I miss you."
I miss you. The weight of these three words may even exceed that of I love you.
"Well..." Su Han nodded.
She didn't know what to say. In fact, she knew that he thought about her every day. She also knew that this love was not so easy to let go...but, so what. She had already quit and left his world. They should not be together again. met.
Just as Su Han was about to walk out of the alley, she was stopped by Ye Junxuan's arm.
Su Han pushed her subconsciously, lowered her head slightly and said, "Don't do this. We are no longer together."
She had made it very clear that day. Their love had no future. So, she couldn't delay him like this anymore. She didn't want to be his burden, his burden.
"No." Ye Junxuan only said one word.
In his deep eyes, there was a bit of persistent but confused tenderness. Su Han's heart was filled with ripples. She didn't dare to look at him. She was afraid that if she was not careful, she would burst into tears.
Su Han turned around silently. She really didn't want him to see her crying. She hoped that in his memory, she would always be smiling.
Xuan is her favorite man. He is also the only man she has ever loved. She really wants to be with him for the rest of her life, grow old together, and watch the long flow of time together...
However, he still has a bright future. How can he give up everything that belongs to him because of a woman who is infertile? It is unreasonable to do so. Su Han will not allow him to do this.
Their love was originally a beautiful mistake. She reminded herself of it all the time.
"Go find her..."
Su Han gently closed her eyes. Two lines of cold tears ran down her cheeks.
After all, she is still not strong enough. She does not have the courage to face this cruel fact. What a beautiful thing it is to bless the one you love... Why is she crying? She should be laughing...
A pair of gentle arms wrapped around her waist.
"I'm not with her, so I'm free." Ye Junxuan buried his head in Su Han's neck, smelling the faint fragrance of her hair. It was still so familiar and cordial.
Su Han wanted to break free from his hand, but he held her tightly and refused to let go no matter what.
"I will come to whomever I am thinking of." Ye Junxuan said in her ear with a steady voice. He had no intention of letting go.
Su Han no longer struggled. At this moment, she only had the urge to cry. She was really tired. She wanted to find a corner forgotten by the world to curl up and have a good rest...
"Why are you doing this?" Su Han's voice was already trembling. She hated herself for not being firm. She could have left more decisively. In this way, she would not have given him a chance to hold her. "We can't We are together again. Please let me go. This will be good for both of us..."
If he continued to linger like this, she was afraid that she would waver. She couldn't drag him down... She knew deeply that she was no longer qualified to stand by his side anymore, let alone be his girlfriend or wife... For this One thing. She had to stay awake.
"Han, turn around." Ye Junxuan's tone was still so light. He was not shaken by her sadness, nor did he change his original intention. His heart was always firm and unswerving.
Su Han covered her mouth with both hands and just shook her head desperately.
"Turn around. Let me see you." Ye Junxuan smiled slightly and stroked her head, as if coaxing a cute kitten.
Su Han's tear glands almost collapsed. Tears poured out of her eyes one after another.
She was most afraid that his gentle look would make her irresistible. She would rather he be a little bit meaner and crueler to her, even scolding her a few times...but he chose this method. Why was he always so gentle? Always try to shake her determination when she is least determined.
"If you don't turn around, I'm going to do it myself." Ye Junxuan could still speak in a very relaxed tone at this time.
Su Han burst into tears and smiled. She knew that Xuan was a person who kept his word. After a while, she wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes and finally slowly turned around.
The moment she looked into his eyes, she knew she had nowhere to escape.
Ye Junxuan used his slender fingers to gently stroke Su Han's cheek. Looking at his sweetheart who was getting haggard, he felt indescribably sad.
"Han. How have you been lately?" He brushed the broken hair from her ears and whispered softly. However, more emotions were stuck in his throat.
Not good. She was having a bad life. Su Han shook her head with tears in her eyes. Her soul had been hollowed out, leaving only a broken body. She wandered around like a walking zombie every day...
"Why do you seem to have lost weight again?" Ye Junxuan took her into his arms with great distress and held her tightly. "Did you not have a good rest or eat again?"
"No..." Su Han laughed and cried. After the painful lesson of her last miscarriage, she no longer dared to be malnourished. Even if she had no appetite, she would force herself to eat something.
She is suffering from lovesickness. It makes people feel haggard more easily than not eating or sleeping. The days of missing him are like years. If he doesn't show up again, she really doesn't know how long she can hold on.
Ye Junxuan understands the girl's heartache. In fact, he is not miserable at all. He has no way to stop loving her. Whenever he closes his eyes, her beautiful smile echoes in his mind. In the dead of night, he looks at the empty sky. Double pillow. He would always think of the night he slept with her in his arms. That feeling was still tender beside his bed.
"Xuan." Su Han didn't dare to look at him anymore. She lowered her head slightly and snuggled into his warm embrace. "Why can't I forget you? I really don't want to love you anymore. But .I can not do it…"
Ye Junxuan slowly left her waist and held her shoulders with both hands. He said with a faint smile: "Then don't forget it. Why do you have to force yourself to do things you don't want to do."
Su Han stared into his gentle eyes and smiled unconsciously.
Ye Junxuan caressed her cheek, slowly bent down, and kissed her deeply on the lips. She climbed on his shoulders, lightly closed her eyes, and followed the lingering kiss.
The long-lost feeling. This is the taste of love. No one can resist...it took a long time for them to reluctantly leave each other.
Ye Junxuan took her hand and smiled at her: "Let's go. I'll take you to a place."