"Xuan. I can't bear to leave you." Su Han slowly stretched out her hand and gently touched his cheek. She felt indescribably sad.
She understood that after tonight, this love would eventually leave her and disappear with the dawn... Even if there was more reluctance, she was destined to become a passer-by in his life.
Ye Junxuan put his fingertips on her lips, as if he didn't want her to continue to be pessimistic. His eyes were full of worldly tenderness, and he asked softly: "My dear, do you like this night?"
Su Han turned away and said with a pout, "You bully me every time..."
After bullying, he still asked her how she felt. Humph, she wouldn’t tell him.
"What's wrong with bullying you?" Ye Junxuan heard Su Han say this. So he half-propped himself up, raised an eyebrow and said with a smile: "I am your first man, your last man, and your only man. So... you have to listen to me."
Su Han smiled and nodded obediently. She had no reason to reject him. She had given all of herself to this man, and he also gave her all his love in return.
Why do they have to part at such a time...why when they truly love each other, reality forcefully separates them.
Fate is always cruel. She already understood.
"Han. You look so beautiful now." Ye Junxuan kissed Su Han's eyebrows and said softly.
After this love, Hanhan's cheeks were flushed and she was so beautiful. He hadn't tasted her for a long time. Tonight, he was so greedy for this love that he couldn't bear to leave...
The two of them were naked like this, hugging each other tightly under the double quilt. She hugged him with both hands. It seemed that as long as they stayed like this, there was really no distance between them.
But...are there really no distance between them...
She knows better than anyone else that the gap between them cannot be erased no matter what. Their love is just a beautiful accident. It is a dream that will eventually wake up.
Of course, Ye Junxuan would not know these little thoughts of Su Han. He still hugged her tenderly and kissed her gently on the neck: "I like you Shuishui."
Half of his face was hidden under the quilt, smiling contentedly like a child.
Su Han also shrank into the quilt. She turned her head and looked at him. She found that he was also staring at her. She raised her nose at him. He pursed his lips and stretched his eyebrows into a figure.
After a while, the two started laughing. Ye Junxuan helped Su cover the corner of the quilt and asked gently: "Are you tired?"
Su Han smiled and nodded: "Yeah. Tired."
"Just tired." Ye Junxuan was very satisfied with the answer. He worked so hard just now to make her lie softly in his arms. Then, he tapped the tip of her nose with his index finger and hugged her tightly again. One point: "Come. Stay close to me."
Su Han smiled at him and nestled happily on his chest.
I really want to go back to the day we first met. I really want to start it all over again. Unfortunately, nothing lasts forever. All good things will eventually fade away...
He hugged her tightly and smiled brightly. That smile was as if he had gained the whole world.
Tonight. So romantic. Yet so poignant.
***
Early the next morning, the warm sunshine shone into the window edge, bringing every drop of warmth. A breeze blew by, causing the curtains to flutter gently. Everything was so quiet and beautiful, as always.
Ye Junxuan frowned. He turned around habitually and stretched out his arms. However, he only touched the empty other half of the bed.
He suddenly woke up.
He sat up from the bed suddenly. After calming down for a moment, he was sure that the room next to him was indeed empty. He immediately got out of bed, put on his clothes and pants, and searched frantically in the suite. Su Han was nowhere to be seen. shadow.
She left. She left without saying goodbye.
Ye Junxuan suddenly had a bad feeling.
He quickly walked back to the room and looked around for his cell phone. He wanted to call her and ask her where she was and why she didn't tell him.
At this moment, his eyes suddenly fell on the bedside table.
That's a note.
He stretched out his right hand and slowly picked up the small white paper. On it, there was a message written by Su Han in his extremely familiar and friendly handwriting. He would not admit it wrong.
Ye Junxuan silently read the above sentence word by word. After reading it again, his heart ached.
Xuan. When you see this note, I am already on my way to the train station. Please forgive me for leaving without saying goodbye. I'm sorry. I really don't have the courage to face you, nor do I have the courage to say goodbye to you in person. .
Well, this is a decision I have thought about for a long time. I will leave you and live in another city with my mother. Please don't worry. I will take good care of myself and my mother. From today on, we will treat each other as each other. Never encountered it before...
I am really grateful to God for allowing me to meet you in the most beautiful years. Falling in love with you is the most beautiful accident in my life. I once asked myself, if God gives me another chance, will I still choose to be with you? You meet. Maybe I will choose yes, because the scenery is so beautiful. Even if we can't reach the end of the journey together, I am still grateful for the beauty in the process...
Is this really the case? I don’t want to deceive myself anymore. If God gives me another chance, I think I would rather choose not to know you. It’s not that I regret it, but that I can’t face the current ending.
Since time cannot be turned back. Since we cannot go back to the past, I will choose to always remember you and our love. Remember this period of time with you. Because they will be extremely precious memories in my life. Forever. Forever. .
Finally, let me guess some word puzzles for you, okay?
The swan flies away and the bird does not return. There is a flute in my arms and I have no intention of playing it. The shadow of two daggers under the moonlight is by my side. The river flows eastwards and returns several times. My friend returns again and remains behind in the moonlit sky. People stay with me and follow each other.
Type one word in each sentence. If you guess it correctly, I will tell you the answer.
Hanliu.
…
When Su Han finished writing the last word, a sad tear fell down onto the note, and the writing on it was blurred.
She picked up the note with both hands and looked at it intently for a while. Then she gently placed it on the bedside table.
Before leaving, she reluctantly glanced back at him. It was a face that was still handsome and nostalgic...
At that moment, her eyes were blurred. In fact, she didn't want to leave him in this way. But she had no choice.
Su Han wiped the tears from the corner of her eyes, walked to him gently and stood there for a while. He looked very cute while sleeping, with long eyelashes and fair skin, as lovable as a child.
She bent down and kissed him gently on the lips. It was her parting gift to him.
She smiled slightly, finally turned around, and left the suite gracefully.
Xuan. You know, since having you, I have discovered that the world can be so beautiful. Because of your love, I have become extremely brave. I am not afraid of any wind and rain. Because of you, I always feel warm.
But now, the time of departure has come. I will be happy, say goodbye to you with a smile, and then whisper those words to you...
I love you.
I only love you. I love you most.
I can not live without you.
***
At the door of the hotel, a hurried and uneasy figure rushed out.
Ye Junxuan stood in the square in front of the hotel. He was breathing heavily and looking around uneasily. But she was nowhere to be seen.
"Hanhan. Where are you? Hanhan. Hanhan..."
He called out affectionately, but no one responded.
Why did she leave like this? Why did she leave him alone? He couldn't imagine a life without her. He couldn't imagine how lonely and helpless he would be without her...
The surrounding emptiness was suffocating. The unusual silence made his heart extremely frightened. In this empty square, his desperate voice echoed. Every sound was the greatest irony to him.
How he hoped that she was joking with him. How he wished that if he called out one more time, she would run over from behind him with a smile and make a face at him.
But this time it was true. She did not appear. She did not come back.
"I know you haven't left. You won't leave me. Where are you?" Ye Junxuan turned around anxiously. His eyes wandered along the street, searching for any place where she might appear. "Hanhan, I can't live without her either." You. Don’t hide from me..."
Did he guess correctly? The answer to the crossword puzzle is I can't live without you.
However, no matter how loudly he shouted, how eager to find her shadow, how reluctant to let go of this memory... in the end, there was only silence in response to him.
She left him. She really left.
They were still hugging each other tightly last night. They were still kissing in the bathroom. They were still lingering happily on the double bed... Early this morning, she disappeared from his world without a trace.
This is an extremely cruel, but also the most real ending. Why did God mistreat them like this? They obviously gave their sincerity, but they couldn't make it to the end...
Ye Junxuan's eyes suddenly became sour. His heart had never been so painful.
He never thought that she would leave quietly. He never thought that she would choose to leave at this time. It turned out that she had already made up her mind to leave him. In this case, she would be so heartbroken last night. He was really stupid. He didn't realize it at all...
Ye Junxuan ran away in a hurry. He stopped a taxi and disappeared from her sight like an arrow.
At this time, Su Han slowly walked out from the corner of the hotel.
Looking at Ye Junxuan's anxious figure, she covered her mouth in pain and closed her eyes tightly. The raging tears still poured down like heavy rain.
This is her choice. She has to bear all the unbearable consequences. She has to go. She can't miss it anymore. Since they started here, let's end it here.
She will always remember him and this beautiful last night...