Su Han listened quietly. Looking at his focused eyes, she felt a little sad.
Ye Junxuan's explanation was very simple. He didn't use too many sensational words. He just told the most tragic story in the plainest language. The loss of his biological mother. This would be a huge blow to anyone.
Looking at his side face, Su Han smiled slightly. This was the man she loved deeply. A good man who was responsible and devoted to his feelings. He was very strong and brave.
Sometimes, Xuan's body exudes a lonely temperament. His cold eyes and curveless smile always make people feel inaccessible. When they first met, she even felt that he was a bit scary. Like a tower. An iceberg that may explode at any time.
However, she finally understands now that it's not that he doesn't need love, but that he doesn't believe in love easily. He will only respond with indifference to those who don't care, because few people can truly enter his inner world.
In fact, he is not cold and hard. He is gentle and considerate. He also cherishes everything he has.
Su Han couldn't help but hugged him from behind. She leaned against his back quietly, feeling his body temperature.
Ye Junxuan also stopped and patted Su Han's hand on his waist: "Baby, what's wrong?"
"Xuan. Do you love me?" Su Han said softly. Her eyes were always fixed on him and she was unwilling to leave for a moment. She always couldn't believe that the prince charming in her heart really appeared. Right there. Be by her side...
"Love." He replied gently. She had asked this question many times. Every time, he would answer patiently and attentively.
This is a simple and pure love that flows quietly in his heart. Whenever he thinks of it, he will always smile knowingly.
She is the sunshine in his life. She not only dispels the gloom in his heart, but also gives him a bright blue sky. With her, he will never feel lonely again and can spend every day with full expectation. This This simple beauty was exactly what he had been waiting for.
The melancholy in Su Han's eyes did not fade away. She hugged him tighter again: "Then one day, you suddenly don't love me anymore."
This is what she fears most. Even if they can't make it to the end, as long as they still have each other in their hearts, she will have the courage to continue. But if he doesn't love her anymore, what will she do...
Ye Junxuan slowly turned around, put his hands on her shoulders, and stared at her intently for a long time.
Su Han never dared to raise her head and look at him. His eyes were so focused and affectionate... However, she was really not sure that she had really walked into his frozen heart.
Silent. But not indifferent. They can hear each other's heartbeats. The same melody. The same emotion.
After a while, Ye Junxuan held Su Han's arms. He bent down slightly, closed his eyes lightly, and kissed her lips lightly.
He moved from her lips to the corners of her lips and then to her lips and teeth. He sucked her. He was so greedy for her taste that he couldn't let go. He enjoyed every moment of contact with her. This feeling. Touch always touches his heartstrings the most.
And she just put her hands on his shoulders and cooperated with the kiss carefully. Every time she kissed him, she felt like she was struck by electricity. She had no resistance and completely fell into his arms. This is the taste of love. It's a feeling that she relies on deeply but doesn't know how to express it.
She loved his kisses. She loved the love he gave her. Everything about him. She could never resist...
A breeze blew by. The fallen leaves on both sides of the road danced in the air, outlining a beautiful and romantic outline. They cuddled together like this, their lips intertwined and lingering for a long time.
Finally, they left each other's lips with a tacit understanding. After opening their eyes, the first thing they felt was each other's gentle eyes.
She worriedly asked him if he would change his mind about her. This kiss was the best answer he gave her.
He stroked her slightly warm cheek with his hand and looked at the woman he loved deeply. As long as he could look at her quietly like this, his heart would no longer be lonely...
"I'm really afraid of losing you. But... I have to lose you." Su Han gently touched the back of his hand. Her eyes also became dim. Why did they separate? She just wanted to love him well. .God is not willing to let her realize even this small wish.
"You have not lost me. You will never lose me." Ye Junxuan's answer was firm. He held one of her hands and led her to his left chest. He said to her again, "Because... you have always been with me. In my heart."
Through the touch of her palm, she could clearly feel the rhythm of his heartbeat. Every time, it beat for her.
She suddenly smiled in relief.
However, she smiled very lonely and helpless.
"I'm just a substitute... In the end, I still have to return to my original position." Su Han's smile became more and more forced. Although she kept smiling, her smile was clearly more bitter than crying.
No one can escape the destiny. Although God allowed her to meet him, it did not write a continuation of their love. Their love was destined to be a tragedy. This ending was not perfect.
"All of this is destined and cannot be changed." She continued. Her tone was surprisingly calm, as if she would not be sentimental at all. "We have gone around in such a big circle. In the end, we still have to go our separate ways. Each road leads in the opposite direction..."
That's fine. Then everything will be reset to zero. Everything will be as if it never happened.
There's really nothing wrong with this ending. It's just that why is she still heartbroken?
Ye Junxuan frowned slightly. He held her in his arms with both hands and said in her ear: "You are not a substitute. Now in my heart, you are unique."
He has always felt guilty about using her as a substitute. He just didn't want to deceive her. Since he did it in the first place, he couldn't deny it. However, he is no longer the person he was then. He is using I truly love her and regard her as my everything.
He should have discovered her cuteness and kindness earlier. In this way, he would not have caused her so much harm.
"Xuan..."
"Yeah." Ye Junxuan hugged her and stroked her hair.
Su Han kept nestling in his arms. After a while, she smiled slightly: "How did you and Liang Ruoqing... meet?"
He didn't expect that she would suddenly ask this question. In fact, he didn't really want to answer.
"And...how did you fall in love with her..."
Regarding this question, Su Han had always wanted to ask him, but she never had the courage. She really wanted to know what Xuan and her substitute prototype had experienced at that time. Why did he miss a woman for seven years? …
Ye Junxuan heard something was wrong in Su Han's tone. He hugged her tightly and replied: "Hanhan, don't ask. I have no feelings for her anymore. It's you I love."
"I know. I didn't doubt you." Su Han sobbed softly. "I'm just curious. I want to know how you met her..."
What was Xuan's love life like before she met him? There must be something about Liang Ruoqing that attracted him. Otherwise, she wouldn't be worth his thoughts for so many years.
Ye Junxuan didn't want to lie to Su Han. Those things were in the past. There was nothing to avoid. It wasn't that he didn't want to tell her, but he was afraid that she would be sad and afraid that she would think too much.
"Why didn't you tell me?" Su Han suddenly felt a little scared.
"No, baby, don't think too much." Ye Junxuan was in a daze for a moment. He found that Su Han was already thinking too much, so he had to explain, "Liang Ruoqing and I met in college. We are just classmates."
This is a very official answer. Su Han doesn't know whether to cry or laugh.
They are college classmates... This way of getting to know each other really leaves a lot of room for imagination.
A woman as beautiful as Liang Ruoqing would be a little agitated even if she was a man. Su Han shouldn't complain or anything. After all, she met him relatively late.
"Promise me, don't think too much about it, okay." Looking at Su Han's silent look, Ye Junxuan was already a little worried. He told her the truth because he didn't want to hide anything from her. But, he was really afraid that she would doubt him. The heart...the heart beating for her had already expelled the woman named Liang Ruoqing from the country.
Su Han smiled with relief and shook his head: "I'm fine. We have experienced so many things together. Why should I think too much about it?"
She didn't doubt his love for her. She believed that he only loved her now. However, when she heard about that woman, she just felt sad, confused, and felt like she had met him too late. …
She regretted it a little. Why did she ask this question? It might be better to let those things remain a secret forever and be buried in the corner of her memory...
"You said you didn't think much about it. Then why are you suddenly unhappy?" Ye Junxuan is not a fool. He has long noticed that Su Han's eyes are wandering. She only behaves like this when she is sad.
"I didn't." Su Han stubbornly refused to admit it.
Duplicity. Ye Junxuan understands her.
"You... are so stupid. Why are you still thinking about these problems? She should be jealous now. Because you have a complete me. She has nothing." Ye Junxuan smiled at Su Han and said again. "Besides, would you rather be the 'ex-girlfriend' or the 'current girlfriend'?"
Hearing what he said, Su Han couldn't help but laugh: "Incumbent."
"Why don't you hurry up and give me a hug?" Ye Junxuan opened his arms to her. But he looked at the sky casually and started to have a bad temper.
Su Han no longer struggled and fell into his arms. His arms were always so warm and always open to her.
"Xuan, can I ask you one last question?" Su Han raised his head and looked at Ye Junxuan with an innocent face.
There's still a problem... She read the expression on his face.
No. She must ask today. Otherwise she will die of discomfort. Su Han calmed down for a moment and asked: "Which one is more, your love for her then or your love for me now."