He won't let her go back to Ye's house. He wants to drive her away.
Ye Junxuan was about to start. Su Han held his hand: "Xuan, I..."
Before she could ask him what he thought and whether he still loved her, those heartless words had already been spoken coldly from his mouth. He seemed not to want to say another word to her and was anxious to take her away. here.
She wanted to explain to him and express her feelings to him. But how should she explain that all of this was not her fault at all, but she had to bear all this.
Ye Junxuan didn't look back. He turned his back to her and said, "Go back first. It's still snowing."
Now at the cusp of such a storm, he must not take her back to the Ye family. Her father would be furious. It would be better for Su Han to hide away for the time being.
"I won't leave unless you tell me that you didn't blame me and will always stay with me." Su Han pursed her lips and asked this sentence with difficulty. "I really want to know. Can you tell me? ......."
Her voice was trembling, and she spoke every word very carefully. She was afraid that if she said something wrong, the relationship between them would completely collapse. She really wanted to know what he was thinking, and she also hoped that he would take the initiative to tell him. But He didn't. He didn't want to say a word to her and turned around to leave.
Ye Junxuan still didn't turn around. He just stared at the other side of the road coldly, as if he didn't hear her words at all.
"I don't want to answer that question."
I don't know how long it took. He said these words that broke her heart. Why didn't he want to answer her? Why couldn't he tell her that he would always be with her. Even if he was lying to her.
Su Han finally discovered that lies can also be a kind of comfort. If he can say a gentle word to her, tell her, baby, I will always be there.
Ye Junxuan slowly turned around and stared at Su Han with a hopeless and desolate look for a while. Then he turned around and left indifferently.
Su Han's knees softened and she knelt in the thick snow: "Xuan..."
It was a cold snowy night. His words were colder than the white snow. A biting cold wind hit her face and wiped away the deep tear marks on her cheeks.
Su Han looked at the man's back walking further and further away. Her heart felt like a knife. The thing she feared most happened. Xuan didn't want her anymore and disliked her as Ji Jingyang's daughter. At this time, all kinds of fears surged into her heart. She thought There were too many things to say, but he didn't know where to start. I didn't know which words could touch his frozen heart.
"You said you didn't care whose daughter I was. You said you would love me forever. You said..." She just wanted to keep him from leaving. No matter what, as long as he wouldn't leave her.
He said he didn't care about her life experience. He said she was an independent individual and had nothing to do with Ji Jingyang. How could she be responsible for Ji Jingyang's fault? Xuan would be on her side. He would not abandon her like this.
Hearing Su Han's heart-rending cries, Ye Junxuan closed his eyes tightly. He felt indescribable pain in his heart.
"What do you want me to do..." Ye Junxuan turned around suddenly and glared at the pitiful woman behind him. But the moment he saw her bursting into tears, his heart was deeply hurt.
She stared at him intently with her tearful eyes, with some kind of longing, as if she was waiting for his answer or forgiveness.
He didn't want to see her like this. He wanted her to be well. No matter what happened, he didn't want to see her cry. How much he hated himself for not being cruel enough. He couldn't be any more indifferent to her. Her voice affected his every emotion. A heartstring. It hurts him to see her tears.
But he will not forget it. He once swore in front of his mother's tombstone that he would never forgive the murderer under any circumstances. Absolutely not. Fate plays tricks on people. Unexpectedly, not long after today, he fell in love with the murderer's daughter.
He has never hesitated so much. On one side is the woman he loves deeply, and on the other side is his mother's blood feud. This is simply something that cannot be compromised. It must be put in front of him and let him make the final choice.
How could there be such a difficult choice in the world? She would not understand the conflict and pain he buried deep in his heart, nor would he understand his reluctance to let go of her.
This is the outcome he least wants to face. But the reality is so cruel. They want to play with their feelings like this. He has asked himself thousands of times whether he can accept this kind of love in the shadow.
The answer always seems to be no. He really wants to love her, but he can't.
"Go away." Ye Junxuan turned around again and said this word coldly. Although his tone was weak, "Don't let me see you again."
He had to make himself more indifferent. If he continued like this, he was afraid that he would do something to disgrace his mother and say some harsh words to her. Only then could he force himself to leave.
Su Han's tear glands collapsed in an instant.
He told her to go away. He actually told her to go away... Is this the answer he left her? He really doesn't love her anymore and doesn't want her anymore. She believes in him so much. How could he do this...
"Okay. I can get out, but I want to ask you a question." Su Han wiped away the tears from the corners of her eyes and continued to suppress the grief in her heart. "Do you still love me?"
Su Han almost said these words with a smile. At this point, she felt very relieved. It seemed that everything was gone. Yes. How could she expect his love and forgiveness? Ji Jingyang was killed. His mother. This is a debt that they will never be able to repay in their lifetime. Xuan is an emotional person. He will have the love and hatred of normal people. Even if he hates her, she will admit it.
Ye Junxuan did not answer.
Of course he loves her. He loves her heart-piercingly. This love will never stop. But in the face of hatred, he cannot express his love for her.
"It's better to hate her more." Su Han's voice became more and more trembling. She didn't expect that she would have the courage to question him like this, especially after his silence.
Ye Junxuan's hands were always clenched into fists. It seemed that this was the only way he could face her.
Why can't he just leave like this? Never have to see her with tears in her eyes again. Never have to bear this pain again. She is so stupid. How could he hate her?
Ye Junxuan stared at Su Han. She stood in the white snow. Her concentration was still so intoxicating. Her thin figure was slightly swaying with the cold wind, like a beautiful and pure angel. There was a little more color on her face. He is haggard and has pale lips without any color. He looks very distressed.
It's all his fault. He was the one who hurt her. But what else could he do? He couldn't bear the condemnation of his conscience.
Seeing that he was silent for a long time, Su Han lowered his eyes slightly.
"I understand. I understand everything." Her voice was weak and low, as if she was desperate for him. "I owe you this time. It's my fault. I'm sorry. I'm really sorry."
She no longer had the face to stand in front of him. Every look in his eyes seemed to be filled with thorns, pricking her with holes.
If apologizing could redeem some of her sins, she would be willing to say sorry to him ten thousand times.
"I know it's useless to say I'm sorry now. But... I hope you remember me." Su Han wiped the corners of his eyes and tried his best to squeeze out a smile. "Remember that we once loved each other. We loved each other seriously. We loved each other very seriously. As long as you If I can remember our love, I will have no regrets."
All of this was destined by God. God arranged for them to meet and fall in love, and now he insisted on breaking them up. She did not blame the injustice of fate. They were not originally from the same world. They were able to have this beautiful and sweet memory. .She has been lucky for three lifetimes.
"Su Han, shut up. Stop talking." Ye Junxuan couldn't listen anymore and couldn't help but took half a step forward. However, he stopped in front of her very sensibly and did not continue to move forward.
His head hurt. What kind of separation? This was not his intention at all. He didn't want to let her go. But why couldn't he step forward and hold her. He wanted to be colder to her and let her stay away from him. This would make him feel better. Unexpectedly, she would actually tell him what she said before saying goodbye. She really wanted to torture him to death.
"Can you talk to me?" Su Han's eyes trembled, but she tried to look at him intently. "Don't be so cold to me again. Please. I'm so scared..."
She just needs that dependence. She can ask for nothing. As long as he is by her side. If even he leaves, what will be left in her world.
She feels very insecure now. She is like an empty body. She is not sure what her position is in his heart. She cannot guess what he is thinking. She desperately wants to ask him the answer. But... he Obviously he doesn't want to answer now.
Ye Junxuan closed his eyes in pain. He gritted his teeth and said, "Let's go. I don't know what else I will say to you."
His voice was unusually calm. It was like the last silence before the storm. Just this sentence. Only this sentence. It seemed to reveal some care for her.
He was afraid that she would be sad, so he wanted to drive her away.
"Let's go. Let's go now." He added desperately.
Looking at Ye Junxuan's cold and ruthless expression, Su Han's heart was completely broken. In the end, she failed to wait for his tenderness and his forgiveness. She begged him so hard. He still refused to look back. This even reminded her of It reminded her of the last time she broke up with him. It was also the time when she was pregnant. It was also the time when he drove her away ruthlessly.
They should never have been together from the beginning. Everything was destined by God.
"Go away. I told you to go away." Ye Junxuan cursed fiercely. It seemed that he really didn't want to see her anymore. Now he was like a cheetah that had lost his reason. He just wanted to run alone on the grassland and vent his anger. .
Just when both of them fell into silence, Ye Junxuan's cell phone suddenly rang.
He mechanically took out his phone, opened the answer button, and slowly raised it to his ear.
"Bring that woman back." Ye Cheng's majestic voice came over the phone.