"Okay. I'll accompany you." After saying that, Wu Bing walked over to the sofa in the ward and sat down casually.
Su Han watched Wu Bing's every move. He always liked to act so-called. But she could see that he actually cared about her decision. He even seemed to be angry with her.
"Wu Bing, you don't have to do this. It's enough to leave me alone. You can go back." Su Han said this. In fact, she didn't want to face Wu Bing. She didn't understand until today that she owed him so much.
"You're running away." Wu Bing didn't even look up. He kept looking at his phone. His fingertips gently slid the screen, elegant and focused. If it weren't for knowing him well, Su Han might even think that he didn't bother to talk to her. .
Wu Bing smiled self-deprecatingly. Isn't she just escaping? He asked her how much she remembered. She didn't answer. Now she only had Ye Junxuan in her head. She was only worried about Ye Junxuan's condition. As for any childhood memories, she had long forgotten them. It's beyond the clouds.[
Su Han's eyes became dim. She pursed her lips and whispered: "Okay... you can do whatever you want."
She knew she was not qualified to command him. She couldn't even care about herself. How could she have the energy to care about others? It would be great if Wu Bing was willing to stay. At least she wouldn't be too lonely. Even when she was about to die in pain. There is someone else accompanying me.
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In the evening, the sky has gradually darkened. There is a dim light in the ward. It is not clear whether it is bright or dark. It is the transition between night and day. It is the time when people are most likely to feel depressed. At this time, Su Han also has an indescribable feeling in his heart.
A few hours have passed. Wu Bing has been leaning against the wall, looking at his phone silently. He is like a statue that cannot move. He does not even smile.
In the dim light of the ward, the light from the screen of Wu Bing's mobile phone seemed a bit dazzling. The soft light hit his cheek, quietly, making his whole person feel sad.
Su Han couldn't understand Wu Bing's silence. In fact, she never understood. Wu Bing's silence was intriguing. It always brought... She had to sit down next to the hospital bed and watch Ye Junxuan quietly. She lay on his side Holding his cold hand beside her, she even hoped that a miracle would happen in the next second...
He slept peacefully, like a child. Just looking at him quietly, Su Han could even raise a smile. She would guard him, just like he guarded her.
Wu Bing's eyes had already moved to Su Han. Looking at her focused look, she seemed to regard him as nothing. There were obviously three people in this ward, but her eyes only stayed on the unconscious man.
She will never understand how important she is to Wu Bing.
Wu Bing received strict tutoring since he was a child. Mr. Wu was a rigid and strict father. He always forced him to read at home. Wu Bing was not even allowed to go out to play with others during holidays. Therefore, this also created Wu Bing has a withdrawn and paranoid character. In school, Wu Bing is also known as a cold boy. No one of his age is willing to play with him.
At this moment, an angel appeared in front of him. Her name was Xiao Tao.
She never disliked his cold personality. Instead, she treated him sincerely with her warm and charming smile. She did not regard him as a monster, nor did she blame him for his reticence. She was really like a lady waving her white hair. The angel with wings pulled him out of the dark hell.
Soon, Wu Bing found that he fell in love with this angel. At the age of twelve, maybe he was not qualified to mention the word "love". Maybe it was just a kind of love that was deeper than "like".
Until today, he was absolutely sure that he was indeed in love with her. He had loved her for fourteen years.
He didn't just love her appearance. He fell in love with the feeling of being with her. In his cold world, she was the only one who was warm and enthusiastic. He would never forget that feeling in this life.
Why, since God allowed him to meet Xiaotao, would he let another man approach her?
Wu Bing will always remember that day. When he saw Xiao Tao and Ye Zi playing in the yard, her beautiful smile was something he had never seen before...
"Ye Zi. Look at the peach I painted. Isn't it cute?"[
"Not cute. Not as cute as you."
Wu Bing stood silently behind the corner. Looking at this sad scene, he said nothing.
In Xiao Tao's world, he seemed to be just a transparent person. She couldn't see his existence, couldn't feel his hot heartbeat... He had never been a person who was good at expressing his feelings. How much he hoped that even without him opening his mouth, she Can understand all this.
At that time, her smile was beautiful. She was as beautiful as a fairy. It couldn't be described in any words.
She had never smiled so brightly in front of him. But she could actually smile so happily and beautifully in front of Ye Junxuan.
Wu Bing admitted that he was indeed very jealous of Ye Junxuan at the time. Xiao Tao belonged to him alone. He often bullied her because he liked her. More importantly, he was the one who met Xiao Tao first. But why did Xiao Tao end up with Ye Zi? The relationship was better. I just ignored him.
This is unfair. Fate always seems to favor Ye Junxuan. It gave him all the good things. And it was snatched from Wu Bing's hands.
Today, fourteen years later, he met the woman he had longed for again. However, she had become someone else's woman. And that man was, without any bias, his nemesis, Ye Junxuan.
This seems to be the biggest joke played by God and Wu Bing.
Now Su Han remembered it. She must also have remembered Ye Zi and Lightning. She had to say who was more important in her heart. Wu Bing had self-knowledge. From beginning to end, he never surpassed Taking Ye Junxuan's position, he seems to always be a supporting role.
Just when Wu Bing came to the underworld, Su Han walked towards him with very light steps.
Wu Bing still reacted. Su Han was already standing in front of him. He thought that she would take the initiative to walk towards him and face him face to face in this way. Did she want to say anything?
"I'm sorry. I'm really sorry." Su Han bowed her head to Wu Bing apologetically. There were tears in her eyes, and she felt inexplicably sour in her heart. "I failed you in waiting for all these years. I don't know how to make it up to you. ...But I really hope you understand that I have a way to choose you."
She chose him the best she could because she already had someone in her heart. Her heart was so big that it could only hold one man.
What's more, Su Han never knew that Lightning liked her. When he was a child, he was always so cold. He didn't speak or smile. He was like a cold-blooded animal with an iron face. She was even a little afraid of him. How could she dare to approach him? he.
If this is Wu Bing's way of expressing love, then he is really unique. Now that Su Han recalls that experience, she even feels that Wu Bing hates herself. He dislikes her for her poor background, low status, etc. Than Looking at Ye Junxuan, Wu Bing seemed to reject her even more.
After so many years, he actually appeared in front of her and told her that he had been secretly in love with her for fourteen years. How could she accept this?
"I know this is cruel to you. But..." Su Han choked up mid-sentence. What was she talking about? Wu Bing would definitely misunderstand these words. He would think she was pitying him.
, Pity him. Based on Su Han's understanding of Wu Bing, he is absolutely disgusted with these things.
"But. I have other ways."
Su Han has experienced the most painful feeling of not being able to get the one she loves. She has felt the pain deeply. But now, she just threw this burden to Wu Bing and let him bear it alone.
Is it really the right thing to do?
Maybe she shouldn't have said it, avoided it, and not told Wu Bing her truest thoughts.
"Stop talking." Wu Bing's expression was still cold. He waved his hand casually. If you just look at his expression, it is clear that he doesn't care about anything.[
In fact, Wu Bing's heart had been beaten to pieces. But he still smiled coldly and affectionately, trying to hide his sincerity in this way.
He couldn't show it, at least not in front of her. He would rather curl up in a corner and cry alone when the night fell. He didn't want to show his fragile side in front of her.
He is always paranoid and will use anyone to persuade him.
Her "I'm sorry" was like the gentlest spell, which cursed him for the rest of his life. All she could say to him was that she was sorry. It was not that I loved you. In that case, what was the meaning of everything.
He doesn't need her apology. The three words he hates most in his life are "I'm sorry". Such an apology is feeble and cannot make up for the deep trauma in his heart.
Things are already like this. What's the point of saying sorry. She has chosen him from the beginning. All these years, it's just his wishful thinking.
Wu Bing stood up and walked slowly towards the door. He stood up suddenly. Although Su Han tried to stop him, he still insisted on his choice as if he heard it.
Before leaving, Wu Bing waved his hand behind him and said sadly: "I won't disturb you anymore."
This ward can only accommodate two people, and he, unfortunately, is the one who should go out.
Wu Bing understood that this place belonged to Su Han and Ye Junxuan. But he, Wu Bing, was just a sad outsider.
"Wu Bing..." Su Han wanted to keep him, but was speechless. What reason did she have to keep him? She was obviously the one who hurt him so much. She was the culprit. She wanted to keep him.
Should you let him feel sorry for you? Maybe letting him go is the wisest choice.
They all need to calm down.
Just after leaving the ward, Wu Bing laughed self-deprecatingly like a clown. His laughter echoed in the empty hospital corridor. It lingered for a long time, and it was still full of sadness.