The conversations between them can also become so pale, like strangers. After not seeing each other for a few days, it seems as if they are thousands of years apart.
Ye Junxuan understood that all this was his fault and that he had hurt her too deeply. It was up to him to take the initiative to untie the knot between the two of them.
He calmed down for a while, gently held Su Han's hands, looked her in the eyes and said: "Hanhan, I'm sorry, I didn't know that was our child, it was my fault..."
Is it useful to say this now? Will she forgive him? Even he can't forgive himself for such a big mistake. However, he still hopes that she can give him a chance.
As expected, Su Han withdrew his hands and said nothing.
Her distant action made Ye Junxuan's heart freeze.
"Han, how can you forgive me?" Ye Junxuan knew that Su Han was angry. He beat his left chest, his mood was much more impulsive than before, and he said remorsefully: "I'm sorry, I'm really sorry."
There were thousands of words, but he could only say this sorry sentence to her. He wished she would hit him, scold him, whatever, but he was most afraid that she would ignore him like this.
Su Han just smiled palely from the side.
How can she forgive him? He said it himself, telling her to take the child and get out... This sentence has already destined that her future life will have nothing to do with him. She does not need him to care about her, if it is just out of sympathy.
She doesn't need anyone's pity. She is still alive and will live a good life... She still has friends and family, and there are so many people and things worth loving with your heart. Why should she have to force herself to love someone who is impossible?
Where are people?
She will be fine, she will be fine. Her life has just begun... there are too many beautiful scenery that she has not seen, and she cannot let a sad scenery affect the mood of the journey. Well, she will definitely be relieved.
.
"I won't bother you anymore." She suddenly said these cold words, although it was against her will. She didn't dare to bother him anymore. She was not qualified and was afraid that she would be hurt.
Ye Junxuan was stunned for a moment. Her tone was so cold. She was still angry with him and had not forgiven him yet.
Yes, he made such a serious mistake, how can he expect her forgiveness... Some mistakes cannot be made. He not only hurt her, but also harmed their baby. How can he help her share her pain?
?
"You...can't give me another chance?" Ye Junxuan's tone was a little disappointed. He was really on the verge of despair and didn't know how to atone for his mistakes. If she was willing to forgive him, she would give him a fresh start.
He will definitely seize the opportunity, love her well, and give her all his love.
"Han, forgive me..." His expression was very painful. If he couldn't get her forgiveness, he didn't know what to do.
Su Han turned her head coldly, with sadness and hopelessness in her eyes. She didn't know how she should face this man. She missed him and couldn't deny that she still loved him, but the price of this love was so high.
It's so heavy that she really doesn't dare to love anymore. If she continues to love, will she be covered in bruises? In this choice between love and hate, she is caught in a dilemma.
After a long time, a ruthless word came out of Su Han's mouth: "Don't let me look down on you."
Ye Junxuan was silent. She said, she looked down on him? How could she say such a thing to him?
"I don't care if you look back with sympathy." Su Han's voice was already trembling. She clearly didn't want to appear so cold and hard, and she clearly wanted to cry.
It turns out that pretending to be indifferent is so useful. She just discovered today that it can really protect herself very well.
She hoped that he could come to comfort her and tell her that none of this had ever happened, that he was still the same person, and that they could continue their happiness...
He probably wouldn't understand her heart. She could forgive his ignorance and his indifference...but she couldn't forgive his lack of specificity.
The person he loved was not her. The reason why he looked back was because he felt guilty, sympathized and pitied.
"This is not sympathy, no." The misunderstanding between them was too deep. Ye Junxuan shook his head and explained deeply, "Hanhan, I really want to treat you well. As long as you are willing to forgive me, we can still be like each other."
Same as before..."
Like the past, what a nice thing to say... Can they really go back? Can those good days really happen again?
She felt that as long as two people have each other in their hearts, they will always be close to each other no matter how far apart they are. But if someone else appears, even if they hug each other tightly, their hearts will still be extremely far away.
"What about her?"
Su Han's question made the two of them silent for a while. This was the question she least wanted to ask, and it was also the question she had to ask.
"She?" Ye Junxuan was stunned for a moment. She, what she?
"Yeah." Su Han responded softly.
How she didn't want to think of it - the person Ye Junxuan loved was Liang Ruoqing, not Su Han.
How is she going to accept this result? So what if he saved her by giving her a blood transfusion, what if he said he was sorry to her, what if he regrets it... Can this fact be changed?
Whenever she remembered that Xuan liked that woman and that he "fell in love" with her because she looked like Liang Ruoqing, she felt very sad.
She doesn't want to be anyone's substitute, and she doesn't allow any stain in her relationship. The love she wants is pure and unique. It doesn't need to be so grand, but it must be that two people trust each other and are dedicated to each other.
Having reached this point, her heart really hurts. Whoever you trust is like giving someone a knife. You never know when he will stab you back.
She once believed in him so much, believed that their love was real, but in the end, it was just a tragedy. She never knew that falling in love with someone would be so painful, and love would be such a heavy feeling. This happiness is too
It's been a while, it just arrived, and before I even had time to say hello, it hurriedly left again...
After the silence, Ye Junxuan somewhat understood what Su Han meant - the little girl was jealous because of Liang Ruoqing. He felt sour in his heart, but he was also a little relieved. At least this showed that she still cared about him, right?
"Hanhan, you are so stupid..." Ye Junxuan took her hand again. This time, he was not rejected by her. With a smile on his cheek, he said to her gently: "I was just to piss you off that day.
I just said that, that was not my intention...don't you understand my heart?"
If he had someone else in his heart, he would have left with that woman long ago and would not be by Hanhan's side now. He was very sure that he loved Su Han, not Liang Ruoqing.
"I don't believe it." He said coldly, but there were tears in the corners of Su Han's eyes.
How can she believe him? He said that he would not love any other woman besides Liang Ruoqing. Isn't it enough that he abandoned her because of Liang Ruoqing?
He and Liang Ruoqing have known each other for so long, but she has only known him for two months. In his heart, she can't compare to that woman.
Ye Junxuan was also stunned for a moment. He explained this way, why does she still not believe him? "Hanhan, why? Why don't you believe me?"
"I don't believe it, I just don't believe it..." Su Han couldn't help but cry. She stopped pretending to be strong, she was so tired.
She never believed him again, and it hurt her heart every time she believed it. That woman named Liang Ruoqing, she was so beautiful, so dignified and elegant, thousands of times more beautiful than Su Han, and Liang Ruoqing also had a relationship with him
The long and unforgettable past. Su Han is just a substitute after all...
"Hanhan, don't be like this, don't cry...seeing you cry will make me sad." Ye Junxuan took a tissue from the bedside table and wiped away her tears. No matter what he did for her, as long as she felt better.
"Don't touch me!" He didn't expect that his hand would be resisted by her.
Seeing her like this, Ye Junxuan only felt frustrated again and again, but he still kept smiling: "Okay... I won't touch you."
Her indifference made him feel extremely heartbroken. She refused to forgive him, or...
"Hanhan, can I ask you a question?" Ye Junxuan forced out a smile and asked tentatively.
Su Han said nothing and did not dare to look into his eyes.
"Do you still love me?" His voice was already a little lonely.
This question is so heavy, how should she answer it...
She loved him, but she couldn't tell him. She didn't want to just tell him.
"Don't want to tell me?" There was longing in his eyes, but also a little sadness.
Su Han turned her head to the side. She didn't dare to look at him anymore. His eyes conveyed the expectations in his heart, and the everlasting affection would make her fall completely. He was the man she liked, how could she escape?
Passed his sight, escaped his love...
"Otherwise, if you love me, just kiss my left cheek. If you don't, kiss my right cheek... okay?" His tone was so calm, he even kept smiling.
Su Han was crying so hard. She wanted to be stronger, but she couldn't do it. These are their memories, why should he say it now...
Ye Junxuan took her into his arms. "Don't cry, it will make me feel bad if you cry."
Su Han didn't resist anymore, she just couldn't stop crying. At this moment, how much she needed his shoulder and his support, she didn't want to be brave anymore.
"Hanhan, I love you..."
He kissed her, moving from the tip of her nose to her cheeks, and finally kissed her lips. He kissed her gently, sucking with the gentlest force, and gradually stretched out the tip of his tongue to push away her unwilling lips.
"Believe me, I really love you, I am sincere to you..."
"I didn't say I believed you!" she cried, pushing him away hard.
"Do you have to rip out your heart before you believe me?!" He was anxious, really anxious. He was really afraid that she wouldn't understand him.
Ye Junxuan stood up impulsively. Because he stood up so suddenly, he couldn't help but feel dizzy for a while. He had donated a lot of blood and stayed up all night. In fact, he was extremely tired now.
"You, what's wrong with you?..." Su Han still couldn't hide her inner concern. Seeing him holding his forehead in pain, she was really shocked.