"I'm not you, I'm Ouyang Luo. I can't let go. I love her. Even though I hurt her, I just love her. Situ Yi, please heal Gui Mei. I know how important Gui Mei is to her. I don't want her to feel uncomfortable. I'm the only one." There's only so much I can do for her," Ouyang Luo stopped and whispered.
"Aren't you jealous?" Situ Yi asked
"I'm crazy jealous. I'm jealous when I see how good she is to Gui Mei. But I don't want to make Xia Youyi uncomfortable. I want her to be good. I can't be so selfish. I've been selfish too many times. Let's be great this time." Ouyang Luo finished. Then leave quickly
Situ Yi looked at Ouyang Luo's back and said nothing for a long time.
"Xia Youyi, I want to go back," the ghost looked at Xia Youyi and said [
"Okay, I'll take you back to the ward," Xia Youyi said with a smile.
"I said I want to go home," Ghost said seriously
"No" Xia Youyi said quickly
"I want to go back. The smell here is so bad that I can't stand it," the ghost said, holding Xia Youyi's hand.
"Ghost, I know the smell here is bad, but your body doesn't allow you to go home now. Ghost, I'm not that strong, I'm not that brave. In fact, when you faint again and again, I will be nervous and I will be at a loss. I admit that I Just because I don't want to say these words to you doesn't mean I don't know. I'm really nervous when I see you fainting so frequently. I'm in the hospital so that the doctor can come in time. I can accept your leaving, but I can't. I'm afraid you'll never wake up again without speaking to me. I'm afraid you'll leave me suddenly and I won't have time to say goodbye to you. I'm very selfish. I hope you leave with regret. I hope I live with regret." Xia Youyi looked into the ghostly eyes and said
Gui Mei looked into Xia Youyi's eyes. She had matured a lot, and her willingness to tell everything at this time meant that she was really nervous. Gui Mei wanted to agree to Xia Youyi, but he was a dying person and wanted to follow his own wishes. Once he didn't want to be so nice to Xia Youyi, he wanted to be nice to himself.
"Xia Youyi, I have never begged you. Can you please beg me this time? I am so good to you. This time I want to be good to myself. Hospitals are places full of death. Here I watched my mother leave me. My father left me and I don’t want to lose my own home here. That’s what I want to pursue most. With you, I am a home.” Ghost said with a smile.
"Don't abandon this family," Xia Youyi said with red eyes.
"No matter where I am, no matter if I exist in this world, please believe that I will be by your side to protect you Xia Youyi. I will not abandon you. When I first met you, I saw you in pain. "Xia Youyi, let's go back. That's our home. This place doesn't belong to us. I promise you that if you feel uncomfortable, I will tell you right away," the ghost said seriously.
Xia Youyi looked at Gui Mei and finally nodded, took his hand and said with a smile: "Okay, let's go back to live with Gui Mei. I want to take you to the place where I lived when I was a child. Didn't you say you wanted to see what I looked like when I was a child? I want to I’ll make dumplings for you to eat.”
"Well, let's go to the place where you lived when you were a child," the ghost said with a smile.
Xia Youyi nodded and ghosted, as long as you are happy, my biggest injustice is seeing you smile.
"It's just nonsense. It's impossible for me to agree to such a thing." Situ Yi refused directly.
"Brother, I want to be discharged from the hospital," Gui Mei insisted.
"Your current body is not suitable for discharge. I am sure I can keep you alive for a while. But if you go out, I can't guarantee whether I will be able to ghost you in time. I want you to live and you are in the hospital. If you think it is too noisy here, it's okay. I can give it to you." Create a quiet environment, but people cannot leave the hospital otherwise it will be too dangerous," Situ Yi said seriously
"Brother, just think of me as my last wish," the ghost said
"Everyone is fine. Any last wishes are all nonsense. Go back to the ward immediately." Situ Yi said sternly, just like a brother at this time.
"Let him go," Xia Youyi said in a low voice.
"Are you going to follow him into mischief if he is ignorant?" Situ Yi looked at Xia Youyi and said [
"Ghost, aren't you tired? I'll take you to rest first and then I'll talk to your brother. I will definitely do what I promised you. Trust me," Xia Youyi said with a smile.
The ghost smiled and then followed Xia Youyi into the ward. After the ghost had rested, Xia Youyi walked out and Situ Yi was already waiting for her outside the door.
"Xia Youyi, you are making fun of Gui Mei's life. I don't allow you to do this. If I hadn't gone there last time, Gui Mei would probably have left like this. Now in any situation, he would just leave like this. If the hospital has all the medical equipment, I will I'm sure I can save him, I'm sure I can keep him alive for another half a year," Situ Yi said with certainty.
"Is he happy?" Xia Youyi asked
"What?" Situ Yi asked in confusion.
"Is he happy? You said you want him to live for half a year longer. Then tell me will he be happy in these six months? How will he be tortured? Can you tell me that his life in half a year is worse than death? I admit that I really want to live like a ghost. If you can let him live one more day and let me kneel down for a year, I am willing to do it for half a year. It is indeed very attractive. If it had been before, I would have insisted on letting him live in the hospital. But that day, Situ Yi, I saw you analyzing the ghostly patients and I heard it with my own ears. You told the doctor that if you want Ghost to persist for half a year, he may be in coma for three months, in fatal pain for two months, and relaxed for one month. I couldn't stand it. I was afraid to see Ghost in pain. I stayed with him for half a year. He is trying hard to be strong, and I am trying to be strong, but I understand his pain. When I was undergoing chemotherapy, I watched him vomit. My heart has never been so painful. Situ Yi, I don’t want the ghost to continue to be in pain. Let him go. We can’t be like that. "Selfish" Xia Youyi choked and said
"That's not selfish, it's for him," Situ Yi insisted
"But this is not what the ghost wants. He wants to leave easily. I don't want him to suffer so much. I don't want to see him tortured. The disease has tortured him to the point where he is no longer human. I can't bear to see him tortured again. I must take Situ Yi with me." When the ghost leaves, I will take him to do the last thing he wants to do. He must go. I don't care how long he can live. What I care about is how long he can live happily. You are his brother and you should understand his temperament. The hospital is a place full of death. He is very repulsive about this place." Xia Youyi looked at Situ Yi and said
"I don't want to lose my brother," Situ Yi said painfully
"We have never lost him. He has always been here," Xia Youyi said firmly.