"Yiyi, we have known each other for three years and this year it will be four years. You know my feelings for you. Although many things have happened in this process, my love for you has never changed. Yiyi, I love you to my core. I want to love you with all my strength. Please don't reject me and let me be by your side to protect you. Yiyi, marry me, I love you." Situ Yi took out the ring and looked at Leng Qiu and said with a smile.
Leng Qiu looked at Situ Yi with red eyes and nodded vigorously. Situ Yi put the ring on Leng Qiu's hand. That smile Leng Qiu will never forget. Leng Qiu looked at the ring on his finger and sighed. : "It's a very touching proposal. I believe you will succeed. The ring. The ring. You don't belong to me after all. So it's so big. I'll give it back to you. If there's nothing else, can I leave? By the way, I wish you a successful proposal. By the way, if you I've been by Xia Youyi's side for four years and I've been by your side for five years. I gave my entire youth to a man who doesn't love me. Do you think I'm stupid or stupid for doing this?"
"Leng Qiu, don't be like this," Situ Yi said apologetically.
"There's nothing wrong with me. I'm just reminiscing about my youth. I'm not putting any burden on you. Don't worry. I don't mean anything else. You don't have to feel guilty. You can do whatever you want." Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"Leng Qiu, if I succeed, can I invite you to our engagement party?" Situ Yi looked at Leng Qiu and said
"No, I don't want to participate. I don't want to bless you because I am still alone. I am not a superman. I have already said that what I can do is the limit. Why do you have to hurt me like this?" Leng Qiu is funny. asked
"I want you to know that I am very happy" Situ Yi said looking at Leng Qiu
"Do you know what I think you are happy about? It is when you are by my side. I become your wife. I can accompany you every day. I can give you children. Such days are your happiness. I left your side. That is The happiness you think is not the happiness I think you are, but Situ Yi, at this moment, I let you go completely." Leng Qiu looked at Situ Yi and said seriously.
"I'm sorry" Situ Yi said apologetically[
"Do you know why I let you go?" Leng Qiu looked at Situ Yi and asked
"Because I have been hurting you, because I don't love you, because I will always love Xia Youyi, and I will be disappointed, and I will feel uncomfortable, so if you don't love me, letting me go is the best choice. Maybe It was a mistake for me to come out to you today. I have always hurt you in my own way and have never stopped." Situ Yi looked at Leng Qiu and said apologetically.
"After I separated from you that day, I thought it was because you didn't love me and you hurt me. Your love for Xia Youyi was so deep that I had to leave you and I had to let go. But after returning to my home, I have been I miss you even if you hurt me like that. I miss you so much that I love you from the bottom of my heart. I keep thinking about you. I don’t want to forget you. I will love you silently like this, even if I spend my whole life. But that night I But I don’t think so anymore,” Leng Qiu said with a smile.
"What night?" Situ Yi asked in confusion.
"The night you held me crying, you told me that you loved Xia Youyi very much and you couldn't lose Xia Youyi. When your tears fell on my neck, I suddenly felt that I should let you go. I thought what if I trapped you by my side and I tried my best to keep you by my side. You will slowly wither and you will slowly lose. Rather than letting you be like this, I would rather let you go and watch the man I love deeply for another one. The woman is crying like a child. What reason do I have to continue to love you? Situ Yi, don't worry, I won't bother you after today. I will let you go. Whether you and Xia Youyi are happy or not, it has nothing to do with me." Leng Qiu smiled. said
"Leng Qiu" Situ Yi shouted
"I remember the lyrics that go like this, rather than let you wither in my badness, I'd rather you make mistakes and shed tears, Situ Yi, I'm leaving." After Leng Qiu finished speaking, he quickly stood up and strode away.
Tears flowed out like this. Situ Yi finally understood that it is easy to love you and not to love you, but it is not easy to let you accept my love and let you live well in my love. Now that I know, I can only Let go of you. This may be the only thing I can do for you. There is nothing else I can do except this. Pain will be painful. Time will eventually help me.
Situ Yi looked at the ring. Leng Qiu’s words were still ringing in his ears for four years, almost five years ago. Yes, Leng Qiu’s entire youth had been by his side, but he could not give anything to Leng Qiu. He did not give Leng Qiu many things. Those are all injuries that hurt** "naked" Leng Qiu, I'm sorry for causing you such pain.
Leng Qiu was out all day and had dinner in the evening. She originally planned to go home, but for some reason she suddenly switched to this store. At that time, she still remembered that Situ Yi had prepared a cake for her on her birthday. She also said that this house was for her. Seeing that the store was open, she walked in slowly.
"Xia Youyi, this place is for you. I have prepared everything for you. Everything is for you. I want to make you happy. I want this place to smell like you. Don't worry, this place belongs to the two of us, Xia Youyi. Can you accept it?" came Situ Yi's voice
Leng Qiu's footsteps stopped. What does it mean that this is Xia Youyi's? She doesn't understand why she has to smell like Xia Youyi. She slowly approaches Situ Yi and her voice comes again: "Xia Youyi, I love you very much." I love you very much. Even if you tell me not to love you now, I can’t fall in love with someone. How can I control it so easily? If it were true, we wouldn’t be in such pain. Xia Youyi, look at all the lavender here. I have done it myself. I made it for you. In fact, when I saw this store, I wanted to give it to you. I want this place to be completely yours. Do you like it?"
"No, this is too precious. I can't accept your kindness, Situ Yi. I understand it, but it's not possible. I can't have it." Xia Youyi refused.