"You haven't loved me at all? Not even for a moment?" Situ Yi didn't want to believe how it was possible that he didn't feel anything at all after holding on for so long.
"No," Xia Youyi said firmly
"It's impossible to not feel anything after four years," Situ Yi said excitedly, unwilling to believe this fact.
"If you don't love, you won't love me. I won't love you even if it's ten years. Let me give you an example. You said to me at that time that you wanted me to be your girlfriend for a week. When you came close to me and wanted to kiss me, I felt very awkward and uncomfortable. But I never did this when facing Ouyang Luo. I think this is the biggest resistance in my heart. Whether you believe it or not, I have said this. It is true that Situ Yi loves me, so just let me go." Xia Youyi pulled Situ. Wing's hand said seriously
Situ Yi raised his head and looked at Xia Youyi's eyes, which were quiet for a moment.
"Let me go," Xia Youyi begged in a low voice.
"Will you be happy if I let you go?" Situ Yi looked at Xia Youyi and asked
"If you insist on letting me go, I may not really be happy. Xia Youyi's happiness depends on myself and has nothing to do with others. No matter what you think, I think so. Situ Yi, you once said to me that as long as My happiness is enough for you. Please be content this time. I will be happy by myself instead of with you." Xia Youyi insisted.
Situ Yi looked into Xia Youyi's eyes. Xia Youyi didn't say anything. It's really like this. She just doesn't love you. Even if you are by her side, she feels you are a burden. Thinking of this, Situ Yi said seriously: "Should I let you go?" You will feel that happiness is not my love. When I let you go, you will feel that this is life. Ouyang Luo can give it to you, so I cannot give it to you."[
"Yes" Xia Youyi said firmly
"This is the first time you are so determined," Situ Yi said directly.
"For the first time, I hope you really let me go," Xia Youyi said seriously.
"Okay" Situ Yi stood up and walked to the door. Xia Youyi looked at Situ Yi's back and didn't know what to say. After hesitating for a long time, he turned around and said in a low voice: "Can you stay with me in the end? Actually, it's raining outside. I’ve always fantasized about being able to rain with you sp;”
Xia Youyi was a little hesitant but finally stood up and said: "Okay then it will rain bsp;"
The two walked quietly in the rain without an umbrella. Situ Yi looked at the rainnbsp; This is the woman he has loved for so many years. This is the woman he has always wanted to protect. This is the woman he and his brother have turned against each other and loved to the core. Now she is We're about to break up, and I don't need him to protect me anymore.
"Stupid woman, don't you know you will get sick if you get caught in the rain?" Ouyang Luo's voice came from behind. Before Xia Youyi and Situ Yi could react, Ouyang Luo took off his clothes and put them on Xia Youyi's head. Situ Yi looked at them. The two of them turned around and left quickly without saying a word.
"I told him," Xia Youyi said quietly
"What did you say?" Ouyang Luo asked puzzledly.
Xia Youyi quickly hugged Ouyang Luo and choked with sobs: "Thank you for his love over the years. I know I'm hurting him, but the moment I don't love him, it's hurt. The pain is not as good as the short-term pain. I can only do this."
Situ Yi walked and got tired, so he stood there and tried his best. Looking at the people coming and going, he suddenly felt very tired. He suddenly felt that no matter how hard he tried, it would be a waste. He really had no energy, but he couldn't stop at one place. He took up his steps and walked again, but he didn't know why he ended up here.
Situ Yi stood there and arrived home, but he didn't want to go home because there was no one in the house and he seemed even more lonely. He stood in the rain, and the rain became heavier and heavier. His heart also It's getting colder
It's raining so heavily. Lengqiu doesn't know why she came out and walked to such a familiar place. She smiled bitterly, Lengqiu. You've been hurt so deeply. Why can you persist like this? Is it because of some of his words today? Do you think those words are true? Don't be stupid. No matter what he says, it's all false. He only has Xia Youyi in his heart.
Leng Qiu raised her head and saw the man in front of her. She was stunned. How could he be in the rain? She took steps and wanted to go to the front, but in the end she held back. She stood there quietly. The rain was getting heavier and heavier. Little by little, she couldn't hold on anymore.
Finally Leng Qiu couldn't help it anymore. She walked over and gently covered Situ Yi with her umbrella. Situ Yi raised his head and looked at the umbrella in confusion, then turned around and saw Leng Qiu in front of him. He said bitterly: " Is this a dream or hallucination?"[
"What's wrong with you?" Leng Qiu asked in confusion.
"God will bring retribution," Situ Yi said suddenly
"What's wrong?" Leng Qiu asked
"I once hurt you like this, I told you I didn't love you, I asked you to leave me, I begged you to let me go, and now something like this has happened to me. I thought I loved Xia Youyi with all my strength, and Xia Youyi will always love you. Seeing how good I am, I often think that even the slightest favorability makes me feel satisfied. I thought that she was willing to elope with me because she loved me. Now I know that it was just because of Nai. Even if she said it herself, I didn’t want to admit it. But the way she looked at me today made me believe it. I didn't know pain before. Now I know it hurts. I know your pain," Situ Yi said bitterly.
"Situ Yi" Leng Qiu shouted in a low voice
"I really love her so much that I lost you," Situ Yi said. He didn't know whether it was tears or raindrops on his face.
"It's over, isn't it?" Leng Qiu said
"I can't get through it," Situ Yi said with a smile.
"If you don't love me anymore, I won't love you anymore. My efforts are useless. In the end, I'm disgusted. Let go of Xia Youyi. Maybe you both have a different life tomorrow. Situ Yi, please go back and stop torturing yourself like this. You know she won't care about you even if you are sick." I will come to see you even if I don’t love you, don’t use pity to win. In the end, that’s the real pity,” Leng Qiu said.
"I'm fine. I just want to be more awake. It's raining so hard and you're not in good health to go back. Don't let yourself get sick." Situ Yi looked into Leng Qiu's eyes and said.