After work, Ye Xinya went straight back to the hospital. She has been really close to this place recently.
However, when passing by the small garden of the hospital, I unexpectedly saw the figure of Anzewei. The slender figure stood with his hands behind his hands. He was obviously so proud, but there was an indescribable loneliness about him.
What is he doing here? Come to see An Yichen. Why don't you go up?
Ye Xinya walked over and stood beside him. "Come and see Chen."
An Zewei came back to his senses but smiled coldly. "I can't die."
These three short words aroused all the anger in Ye Xinya's heart. "Yes. The cruel torture you gave him couldn't kill him. The little pain he has now is nothing."
Anzewei smiled, but was surprisingly lifeless. "If his mother were still alive, I wonder if she would hate me."
"..." Why did An Zewei mention An Yichen's mother unexpectedly? "Why? I have nightmares at night. I dreamed that Chen's mother came to settle accounts with you. So you were panicked and planned to visit Chen."
"Anya, don't be so quick-tongued." Anzewei looked at her coldly, but he didn't mean to get angry.
"I'm sorry. My name is Ye Xinya now."
"Ye Xinya, hum, Ye Lin's child." An Zewei sneered. "I think Chen still doesn't know that his mother was killed by your father. If I tell him the truth..."
"Just tell me if you tell me." Ye Xinya shrugged, her eyebrows shining with dazzling brilliance. "You killed my mother. I haven't had time to seek revenge from you. Why don't we make a bet."
"What are you betting on?" An Zewei frowned.
"Bet Chen knows the truth about the past. Should I help you or help me?"
"Oh. You are so confident."
Ye Xinya nodded. "You have never given him any love since you were a child. Why do you think he will do what you want."
"If it wasn't for the ancient Yuan who sent Ye Lin to kill me, how could Qian'er die? If Qian'er hadn't died, how could An Yichen have suffered so much?" An Zewei yelled angrily.
If his Qian'er was still alive, although he might not like An Yichen that much, at least he wouldn't hate him so much. He would give Qian'er some fatherly love for his sake. But now, as long as he sees An Yichen's face reminded him of his Qian'er and his past betrayal, so he naturally transferred all his hatred to An Yichen.
Not killing him was already his greatest favor to An Yichen.
"Joke." Ye Xinya sneered. "Chen's mother is gone. Shouldn't you love him better? His mother entrusted him to you before she died. But what did you do? Beat, scold and torture at will. .”
"If it weren't for him, would Qian'er die?"
"It shows that your Qian'er cares about this child very much." Ye Xinya looked at him squarely. "But you haven't even fulfilled your lover's last wish. It seems that you still don't love her enough..."
"Shut up." Anzewei finished his sentence.
No love. How could he not love? For her, he would rather lose everything. But she betrayed him. An Yichen was the evidence that she had betrayed him. How could he love?
"Chen always thought that Xiaoxuan was my and Su Yu's child. But he still loved Xiaoxuan very much. In his mind, I also betrayed him. But his approach was completely different from yours. "
"Humph." An Zewei made a cold sound of disdain. "That's because his memory has not been restored. No man can accept such a betrayal. He feels it doesn't matter because he has lost his memory. He has forgotten you. And for him "Yan. When he met you, you already had a child. He could only passively accept it."
"Dad." Ye Xinya smiled. "You are too old-fashioned."
"you…"
"Isn't it? In today's society, who cares about physical chastity? As long as my heart is always in love with Chen, even if one day he regains his memory, he will definitely not care." Ye Xinya has full understanding of this point. confidence.
"If I don't forgive you, that will happen in the future. Now you should worry about yourself. Even if I let you go, I will still kill you in the past." After saying that, he turned around and left coldly.
Back then, Gu Shangyuan didn't kill An Yichen. It was because he underestimated Gu Shangyuan's love for Qian'er. Hmm, it's ridiculous. A man who only knows how to use despicable means cannot have love at all.
Ye Xinya looked at An Zewei's leaving figure, feeling as if a big stone was weighing on her heart.
She loves An Yichen and is willing to abandon the hatred of the previous generation for her, because after all, it is the matter of the previous generation. They are both innocent. But what about An Yichen? What will he think?
Sometimes, she really wants to cut the knot quickly, tell him everything, and let him choose. But she is also worried about losing him. It's really not like her to be so concerned about gains and losses.
When Ye Xinya walked back to An Yichen's ward, there was a faint smell of tobacco coming from the half-open room.
Damn. Smoking. What kind of bad habit is this?
Ye Xinya suddenly opened the door. An Yichen was standing in front of the window, thinking about something. Hearing the sound, he turned around in shock. The half-burned cigarette was still held between his fingers.
"You're smoking!" Ye Xinya kicked them up and rushed towards them fiercely.
"I..." I was caught in the act. It was too late to hide.
"When did you learn it?" Ye Xinya snatched his eyes away, threw it on the ground and stamped out the cigarette butt with her feet.
"...Last time you left me..." It's been a long time since I've seen him so tough. An Yichen couldn't adapt to it for a moment. He almost forgot. The Ye Xinya of now is not the Anya of back then.
"Quit." There was no room for negotiation in the words.
"Yes. Her Majesty the Queen." An Yichen hugged her. "I'm sorry. I'm not in a good mood today."
"If it's not good, you can tell me." Ye Xinya pushed him away. "Come on, I've decided to pamper you for once. If you're unhappy with anything, tell me."
An Yichen held her in his arms again. "Tomorrow is my mother's death anniversary."
"..." No wonder An Zewei came to the hospital unexpectedly today. In his heart, he still feels a little bit guilty for An Yichen. Or maybe it's not guilt for An Yichen, but guilt for his mother.
"Sometimes I wonder...if she had not died, would I have lived a happier life and would have had a complete family since childhood. But just now, I figured it out." An Yichen kissed her forehead gently.
"What have you figured out?" Ye Xinya asked in a deep voice.
"If it hadn't been for those things in the past, maybe I would never have met you, let alone made you fall in love with me. So I'm willing to change." An Yichen gently stroked her back with a soft voice. "Even if it takes more I would endure ten times and a hundred times the pain. I would also be willing to stay together now."
The gentle voice, the doting eyes, the generous chest. These all made Ye Xinya feel uneasy. If. If he knew that all this was caused by her parents, would he still be willing to say these words?
But there is no way to lie to him like this. His memory will eventually be restored. Even if it is not restored, he will always know about these grievances.
Ye Xinya was cruel and pushed him away. "I want to tell you something."
"Why is it so serious?" An Yichen looked at her fondly.
"Do you know how your mother died?" Ye Xinya raised her head and looked at his expression stubbornly, collecting every bit of information on his face.
"I know." An Yichen did not avoid her gaze. "You also know."
She knew. But she was still willing to be with him. She... didn't mind that An Zewei killed her mother.
"What's that expression on your face?" Ye Xinya didn't understand at all. There was some grudge between them, right? Revenge for killing their mother. He looked excited because of it. "My father... killed your mother...
you do not mind."
"Do you mind? My father also killed your mother." An Yichen looked at her with burning eyes.
"Is An Zewei your father? Has he fulfilled his obligations to you? He killed the person. He has nothing to do with you."
"Xiaoya." An Yichen held her in his arms excitedly. His father killed her mother and made her live on the street. She didn't care. She was still willing to be with him.
"But you are different." Ye Xinya was hugged tightly by him. "If I didn't have my father, maybe..."
"It has nothing to do with you, Xiaoya. If there wasn't this grudge, maybe we wouldn't know each other at all. So, none of us should mind it anymore, okay? Let the grudges of the previous generation go by. Let's be together.
OK."
"This is what you said." Ye Xinya hugged his waist. "An Yichen, this is what you said. You don't mind. If one day I find that you don't mean what you say, I will hug Xiaoxuan and leave.
You. I will never see you again in my life."
She was afraid. She was afraid of the feeling of falling from the happiest peak. It was her lifelong nightmare. She was very timid. She couldn't afford to lose this love.
An Yichen lowered his head and covered her lips. He used all his tenderness to turn and suck her.
Xiaoya. I will never let go of your hand in this life. We have already missed it once. I don’t dare to bet a second time. I can’t afford to lose. What if we don’t meet?
Fortunately, she was still there. He couldn't imagine what if his memory recovered and he couldn't see her or be with him. Then what would he do? What's the point of living in this world?
Such a thing. Once is enough.
Ye Xinya closed her eyes and responded to his kiss. Did the last barrier between them... break down so easily?
Wait. How did he know that today is the anniversary of his mother's death? How did he know about the grudges of their previous generation?
Could it be that his memory...fuck.
Ye Xinya suddenly pushed An Yichen away. An Yichen was kissing passionately when she was suddenly pushed away. She felt a little at a loss.
"What's wrong?" He hasn't had enough yet.
"Your memory has recovered." The words were questioning, but the tone was affirmative. Damn it. No wonder he looks at her differently recently. No wonder he is always so close to Yan Ke.
"...You're not happy." An Yichen has never been in the habit of lying.
"I'm so happy. When did it happen?" It depends on my image. I used to be well-behaved and obedient. I had the image of a little bird.
"That's when I woke up after being injured this time..."
"Why didn't you tell me earlier?" Ye Xinya followed his words.
"I…"
"You want to see my joke." Ye Xinya pressed her fingers.
"Xiaoya..." An Yichen started to back away. "I'm not. I'm just...ah...Xiaoya...Queen...I was wrong..."