Today, the update is slow again. As I said before, every Friday, I will always be very nervous. If there is a website recommendation, I will definitely be in a good mood. But most of the time, Friday is a nightmare.
At 12 o'clock, Xigua started to refresh the background, and then... it refreshed every once in a while. Soon the author's text message came! Tragedy, I can't remember the tenth time I was rejected... I rejected it again. There should be no hope for Sanjiang.
Then... I kept waiting and waiting, and it was gone... There were no text messages. I don’t know how to describe the feeling at that time.
Before I knew it, I had reached chapter 130. Most of the people who wrote the book with me had already put it on the shelves, but the level of envy is limited to Xigua. In fact, Xigua is just a young man with no education, no job, and no way to make money.
Xigua cares so much because this is Xigua's only way out. It's difficult for a powerless rural person to do something. There is still some hope in this road. It's not like moving bricks or working in a factory. That really has no future.
It's hard to say that maybe Xigua works for five or six years and saves 70,000 to 80,000 yuan a year, and then goes back to the countryside to find an ordinary rural girl who is not beautiful or ugly, gets married and has a child, and then the child is also from the countryside... Well,
Cycle...recycle...Watermelon doesn't want to...so hold on
Some people think that Xigua writes very slowly. In fact, Xigua is still working hard to code another book, 10,000 words a day, because he has to earn 1,000 yuan for full attendance, so that he can support himself.
.I dare not look at the backend these days. I am afraid that as soon as I refresh the page, the collections will fall down. I had a dream yesterday. I dreamed that when I clicked on the backend, only a few hundred of the 4,000 collections were left. I burst into tears....
This can be considered as something to think about every day and dream about at night...
I also ask book friends to forgive Xigua, being a writer is actually not easy, so I can give myself some extra money. Take me as an example, as a low-level writer, I basically code 17,000 to 8,000 words every day... What is the concept...
.More than 2,000 per hour, which takes seven or eight hours. Of course it must be more than that, because it is impossible to code continuously.
In short, it is very hard, Xigua keeps gritting his teeth and persists, because no matter how hard it is here, it is not as hard as working on the construction site. It is tiring here, and it is not as tiring as working in the factory for more than ten hours a day.
When the mood comes, there is no logic in coding, just like now, don't laugh...Xigua's heart is very sad...Forgive Xigua for talking nonsense, in fact, this is also a rare experience
From the very beginning of a book, the author is full of confidence. At the end of each chapter, he asks for votes and favorites... He says he wants to be on the list, or something... and then slowly... the author's mentality changes. Of course, some readers
It is to watch the author rise, and sometimes it is to watch the author slump. In the end, the slumped author may disappear from the eyes of readers...
Watermelon doesn't want to disappear... I have to persist... Maybe there won't be a second update today, because I still have to work hard to code more than 10,000 words... Otherwise, Watermelon won't be able to eat...
at last
I am very grateful. He has supported many people like me here. There is no threshold. Anyone can come, even a migrant worker carrying bricks. As long as he has an idea, he can write it! Xigua is taking action, but it is not ideal.
, Xigua will keep writing! From the beginning to now, I dare say that I am making progress....
Finally, please don’t take it off the shelves... Watermelon looks very distressed
