The counselor left Yuan Qingling’s phone number and told her to go back and persuade her, and would contact her by phone if she agreed.
Yuan Qingling left her number and chatted with the counselor. She knew that Xiaoji's mother had been having a very hard time these years.
After Xiaoji got sick, they borrowed money from everyone they could. After the operation, they thought they had recovered, so they started to pay off the debt and cut down on food and clothing. In order to save money, Xiaoji always missed taking medicine. He couldn't leave behind the medicine after surgery.
As a result, wouldn’t this relapse?
"She has always felt guilty. It was very hard for her to work two classes by herself, so she didn't urge Xiaoji to take medicine. She didn't even know that Xiaoji had missed taking medicine. Don't blame her. She really couldn't hold on anymore. She didn't mean to
Giving up means she has no strength left."
How could Yuan Qingling not see the despair in her eyes? In fact, she knew too well that after experiencing despair, she did not dare to have any hope.
Because gaining that little hope comes at the cost of a lot of pain.
After giving up, she felt relaxed both physically and mentally, and she was ready to die with her son.
No one can blame her, because others know and cannot understand the hardships she has experienced.
Yuan Qingling and Yu Wenhao went to the hospital to see Dr. Li and learned that they had applied to join the experimental group before and passed the first assessment. However, before joining the group, the situation suddenly changed and the intracranial pressure was too high.
, and the spread was faster than expected, so he was not allowed in in the end.
"On the day when it was announced that she could not join the group, she didn't say a word. She just sat by the bed and looked at Xiaoji. Xiaoji was still relatively sober at that time and always asked if she could join the group and get free treatment."
Yuan Qingling sighed, many cruelties in the world can be seen in the oncology department.
Yuan Qingling went to see Xiao Ji. Xiao Ji had just taken painkillers and could barely fall asleep. The cancer pain was so severe that a child in his early ten years had to endure it all the time.
Xiaoji's mother wanted to give up, just because she didn't want to make him feel uncomfortable.
"Xiaoji's mother hasn't been here, right?" Yuan Qingling asked the nurse.
The nurse said: "I didn't come because she owed too much. She was supposed to be discharged from the hospital, but after she was discharged, she couldn't even afford painkillers. You know, the painkillers that are useful to him nowadays are very expensive. She didn't show up."
, the hospital can’t drive people away.”
That's why she's hiding.
Yu Wenhao turned around silently and went out, taking Dr. Li down to pay off Xiaoji's arrears.
Because he had been rescued and put in intensive care, and the amount of arrears was not low, Yu Wenhao knew that saving people with money would not save many, but when he rescued Xiaoji's mother from the shopping mall, he was destined to not be able to stand by and watch.
In the past, he knew that Lao Yuan was researching medicine to save people, but it was always just a concept to him. But when he met Xiao Ji, he realized that it was not just a concept, it was a rebirth given to patients.
He had known before that there were many people like Lao Yuan who were doing research on medicines for decades. There might be some people who valued interests above all else, but there were also many who, like Lao Yuan, had the ability to save the world.
Having compassion.
After settling the arrears, he did not go to Lao Yuan. Instead, he called the counselor and asked if he could make an appointment with Xiaoji's mother to talk privately.
Xiaoji's mother agreed.
He drove to the original cafe without letting the counselor be present, but talked to Xiaoji's mother alone.
"I know how difficult the road you have traveled over the years has been, and I understand why you want to give up. I also have children, so today we will have a good talk as parents."
"Xiaoji is undoubtedly suffering a lot, but he is still very young. If he can be cured, there will be a long way to go in the future. Whether he can be cured or not, we now seem to be an unknown, but at least there is a glimmer of hope. This
You can kill the glimmer of hope, or you can give it to him. I know you want to go with him, so you may not have the chance to regret it in the future. Why didn't you try again in the first place? Even if it is just a tenth of a hope, it will be after all.
Hope, or maybe you are standing in Xiaoji’s position and wondering, does he really want to give up? Does he really not want to try? Has he ever told you what he wants to be when he grows up?”
Xiaoji's mother burst into tears when she heard this, "He was cured three years ago. He said he wanted to be a doctor when he grew up."
"He has a longing for the future. Mom Xiaoji, let's do a math question. If he doesn't join the group, he will die. He will suffer before death. If he joins the group, he may die, but he can gain some hope.
, this question is very simple, you can calculate it, it is easy to give up, but it is difficult to persist. It depends on whether you are willing to persist for Xiaoji for a while longer, but this time you are not alone, we will help you.
.”
Xiaoji's mother wiped away her tears, but her shoulders were still shaking. In fact, Yu Wenhao's previous words failed to move her, because she had heard them too many times, except for the last sentence, she was not alone, they would help her.
One word slowly revived her despairing and withered heart.
She was really tired. Ever since Xiaoji's tumor recurred, she only slept three hours a day. Her daily life was like a mixture of nightmares and reality. She saw many hallucinations and heard many voices, all of which told her to give up and stop.
insistent.
Her tears fell again, and she cried and said to Yu Wenhao: "Thank you, no matter what the result is, I thank you."
Yu Wenhao breathed a sigh of relief and called Lao Yuan to tell her that Xiao Ji's mother agreed.