Murong Qiufeng's pupils suddenly shrank, a trace of bitterness flashed in his eyes, he turned his head slightly and did not look at Shangguan Ye again, "You think too much."
"That's what I think, Feng, you are indeed very smart, but your experience is still too shallow to hide all your emotions. In fact, you have known Yun Feiyang's feelings for you for a long time, but you just don't dare to face it.
And the reason why you don't dare is probably me. Without me, you would definitely accept Yun Feiyang immediately, right? In fact, the redundant one is me, haha."
"No, it's not..." Murong Qiufeng turned to look at Shangguan Ye. The pain in his eyes made his heart hurt like a knife, but his rebuttal was somewhat weak.
Shangguan Ye is right. He has indeed known about his senior brother's feelings for him for a long time. He may not be able to see or think about it without being exposed to feelings before, but after understanding Shangguan Ye's feelings and being with him, he knows
.
The way Shangguan Ye looked at him, the emotion was so familiar, because there was someone who always looked at him with this look, that person was his senior brother, Yun Feiyang, but before that, he was just guessing, and even
He didn't even want to guess, but what made him sure were the familiar kiss marks on his body after the wedding.
He was not stupid. He didn't know it before he had been in contact with it. How could he not have thought of it after being in contact with him? All the alcohol allergies were fake. However, he did not dare to ask Shangguan Ye or his senior brother for confirmation. He did not even mention it, nor did he
Drink again.
His feelings for Yun Feiyang are complicated, perhaps a kind of admiration, a kind of dependence, a kind of touching and gratitude, but there is one thing that he himself is very clear about, that kind of feeling and his feelings for Shangguan Ye
different.
He knew clearly that he fell in love with Guan Ye, but his kindness and affection for his senior brother made him fall into pain. He could not and did not dare to hurt his senior brother. Even if his senior brother expressed his feelings, he didn't know if he could be cruel.
In the end, no matter what, either Shangguan Ye was injured or his senior brother was injured.
So he kept escaping, deceiving himself and others, pretending not to know.
The more he stayed with Shangguan Ye, the more he indulged in it and his tenderness. However, the more he did this, the deeper the guilt he felt towards his senior brother in his heart. But at the same time, because of that vague emotion, he felt towards Shangguan Ye.
Ye also felt deeply guilty. Shangguan Ye could give all his heart and emotions, but he was still hesitant.
"Ha, isn't it..." Shangguan Ye looked deeply at the struggle in his eyes and mocked in a low voice. There was deep pain and loss in his eyes, as if he had lost all strength and motivation. He turned his eyes away and turned over to struggle.
Want to get up.
His emotion made Murong Qiufeng shake again, as if something was about to break away. His heart instantly felt empty, and panic filled his whole heart. He subconsciously reached out to hold Shangguan Ye's shoulder, and they touched each other.
, both of them paused slightly, and then they seemed to have made some vague decision in their hearts. They gritted their teeth and pushed him up hard, but instead of pushing him away, they turned over and pressed on top of him.
Shangguan Ye looked at him calmly, the expression on his face seemed to be gone. He looked at him as if he were looking at a stranger, but who knew how anxious and expectant he was in his heart at this moment.
The more he cares, the easier it is to be hurt. He can be firm in his feelings and never let go, but if Murong Qiufeng lets go before him, then even though he can try his best to keep him by his side, their relationship will not be the same.
There is bound to be an insurmountable rift.
Murong Qiufeng felt the pain in his heart getting more and more painful, so painful that he wanted to tear it apart. At this moment, he deeply understood that no matter what, he did not want to lose Shangguan Ye and could not lose this relationship. At this moment, it even exceeded
Yun Feiyang's status in his heart, even if he loses everything, he doesn't want to lose him, lose this person, lose this person who brings him happiness.
He lowered his head, kissed the cold lips heavily, and opened his lips greenly.
Shangguan Ye remained unmoved, his eyes remained calm and cold, but he did not refuse. He felt that the cool tongue was teasing him in his mouth cautiously but determinedly.
His eyes fell on those tightly closed eyes, and his heart ached as he watched the crystal tears slowly flow down along with the water on his hair, and then were brought into his mouth.
In the end, he closed his eyes helplessly, sighed, pressed his neck, and deepened the kiss.
What he did was not to say that he wanted to let go, but to force him hard-heartedly. There was absolutely no way he would let go of Murong Qiufeng. He also knew clearly what Murong Qiufeng's feelings were for him, and what his feelings for Yun Feiyang were.
What, these, he understands very well.
He was so aggressive tonight, not because he was trying to get into trouble, but because he wanted to force him to understand his own heart, understand what he had to choose in the end, and understand which one was the most important and indispensable. As he said, what he wanted was
With his complete heart, he would not let his heart leave any room for Yun Feiyang or even others. Even if that trace of emotion was not love, he would completely separate Yun Feiyang from his heart.
Yun Feiyang can only occupy his past memories and some of his emotions, but it is absolutely not allowed to leave any special mark on his heart.
Yun Feiyang, the agreement back then, our fight was based on the premise of not hurting him, so what are you doing now? You are trying to force him to choose you, huh, I don't care what the hell you want to do, now that you have done so
, then don’t blame me for diluting your position in his heart little by little.
To them, Yun Feiyang was a thorn, a thorn stuck in their hearts. It was the same to Murong Qiufeng, and it was the same to him. What he wanted to do was to slowly melt away this thorn.
It fades away without leaving even the slightest trace or scar.
Yun Feiyang could use various means and methods to get himself into Murong Qiufeng's heart, and he could also expel him.
Low breathing echoed around the cold pool.
Murong Qiufeng panted heavily, opened his eyes, a little hazy, took a deep breath, closed his eyes again, reached out and pulled off the belt around his waist, stared at the warm eyes again, and said in a dumb voice
He said, "Hold me." These two simple words showed his heart, his determination, and his choice.
Shangguan Ye looked at him, his heart ached. If he could, he didn't want to force him in such a hurtful way, but he really couldn't control it. If he didn't untie this knot in his heart earlier, Yun Feiyang would only end up with him.
My heart is getting deeper and deeper.
She raised her head and kissed the corner of his mouth gently, and said in a hoarse voice, "Don't regret it." As she said that, she pulled his collar and pulled it gently. The white clothes flew out, and the positions were exchanged. Hot kisses continued to fall.
On the skin where the cold air has been driven away almost completely.
Without much foreplay, he entered deeply, but the pain was shared by both of them, as if they wanted both of them to remember this moment deeply.
This time it doesn't look like a lingering love, but more like two restless beasts, asking for peace of mind and a sense of refuge.