The night was already dark, and Xue Xichen was lying on the bed with her eyes closed to rest. Suddenly, the familiar aroma of wine floated from her nose. Xue Xichen suddenly opened her eyes wide, turned over and sat up, alarming the golden phoenix fox curled up beside her legs. The golden phoenix fox
Her beautiful eyes were half-opened, and her fluffy little body moved, looking suspiciously at the owner who suddenly woke up. Xue Xichen touched the golden phoenix fox's little head, indicating that it would continue to sleep peacefully. Then, she put on a thick coat
He put on his mink fur coat, got up and got out of bed, opened the door and went out, looking for the direction where the smell of wine was coming from, jumped up to the roof, and landed gracefully with his graceful body.
"Xichen...you are here..."
Phantom was holding a wine gourd in his hand, and his steps were erratic, as if he was drunk. The air was filled with a strong aroma of wine, and he didn't know how long he had been drinking quietly on the roof. He handed the wine gourd to Xue Xichen
, "Want to drink?"
Xue Xichen took it and took a sip. The taste was mellow and rich, intoxicating. It was the favorite "forgetfulness" of Phantom.
Forgetting love, forgetting love, forgetting the love of the king. Phantom once said that the reason why this wine is named forgetting love is because the killer cannot be sentimental! However, she felt that there are deep emotions buried in Phantom's heart. It is not because he cannot be sentimental,
So I forget my love. It’s because I’m so hurt and in so much pain that I’d rather forget my love!
"Ying, are you worried?"
Every time the Phantom drinks "Forgetting Love", he has something on his mind. In other words, every time the Phantom drinks, it is to drown his sorrows.
However, the phantom knows that...it becomes even more sad when you drink and feel sad...
Phantom took the wine gourd from Xue Xichen's hand, pulled off the lid of the wine gourd, and raised his chin. The crystal-clear wine shone with a faint silver light under the moonlight, and slowly flowed into his mouth.
His breath blew up the bangs on his forehead, causing a hint of sadness. For some reason, the calm inner lake was rippled by his sadness. Her heart suddenly felt a little painful, because of the self-abuse of Phantom at this moment, because of Phantom at this moment.
of sadness.
"film……"
"Xichen, do you like Feng Qingge?"
The sudden question stiffened Xue Xichen's body. She looked at the phantom blankly and hesitated for a long time. It was not that she didn't know how to answer, but that she didn't know how to answer without causing harm to the phantom.
No...the damage has been done, no matter what she says, it seems it's too late...
"Shadow, I..."
Phantom seemed to have already understood what Xue Xichen was thinking, and interrupted Xue Xichen, "Xichen, don't say anything sorry! Emotional matters are between you and me, and you don't need to apologize to me!"
"but I……"
"Your Majesty is charming, elegant, well-spoken, and has great ambitions. If he ascends the throne and becomes emperor, he will be able to dominate the Fengyu Kingdom thousands of miles away. It is reasonable for you to like him...and I have nothing but a life-saver."
The killer, bleeding from the tip of the knife, lives a precarious life. If you follow me, there will be no happiness..."
"That's not true, Shadow! No!"
Xue Xichen retorted excitedly. She didn't know how to explain it. It wasn't that she didn't love Phantom, but because she fell in love with Feng Qingge first, it was difficult for others to enter her heart. However, she didn't want Phantom to mistakenly think that she was that
A vain woman.
"Ying, you are my close drinking buddy, you are like my family! I can give up my love, but I will never give up my family. Isn't that enough?" she asked emotionally.
Phantom choked with sobs in his throat and his voice became hoarse, "Relatives...but...I don't want to be your relatives..." He suddenly held Xue Xichen's shoulders and said excitedly, "Xichen, is it really not possible? No matter what
Isn't it possible no matter what? Why? You knew me first, but you fell in love with Feng Qingge..."
"Shadow...I..."
If they really fell in love because of their acquaintance, then the person she met first was Feng Qingge... Of course, that was when she was still called Xue Meitong, but how could she tell Phantom...
Because of Phantom's pain, because of Xue Xichen's sadness, and because the two of them exuded an unusually heavy and depressing atmosphere, the surrounding snow became even more peaceful and depressing because of the coldness emanating from their bodies.
"Come! Let's drink!"
The Phantom suddenly raised a large mouthful of wine, stood up to the wind, the long hair was fluttering by the cold wind, and the sky flew wildly.
Life, how bitter the love is, how bitter the wine is! Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha! Good wine! Good wine! Really good wine! Xue Xichen, don’t you feel bitter when you drink this wine?"
Xue Xichen's body stiffened instantly after hearing this, and the hands hanging by her sides gradually tightened. Her red lips were pursed tightly, and her eyes were dark, unable to hide the deep sting and weakness in her heart.
"Ying... don't do this..."
"Don't be like this? That's it? If you don't like me, why don't you allow me to drink? Hahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahahaha"
"Shadow...we really can't just be just friends..."
"Friends?" Phantom sneered disdainfully, "Are there real friends between men and women?"
Xue Xichen was speechless.
In my memory, it seems that someone once said the same words.
that person……
Her chest suddenly felt tight and painful. Xue Xichen subconsciously touched her chest, and her eyebrows were furrowed in pain. Memories of the past surged into her mind like a tide.
…
With her whole body hot and weak, Xue Meitong fell to the cold marble floor. She looked at the familiar face in front of her in disbelief. Her chest was tight and suppressed the pain of betrayal. She asked excitedly: "Brother, why! Why did you drug me?"
Plot against me!"
"Tongtong, I just want you to know..."
The tall and mighty man was approaching step by step, but the familiar face now looked so unfamiliar. His eyes were hot and burning, and his eyes were shining with a lustful look that disgusted her, which she often saw on other men.
Arrived.
She grew up with him, trained together, and studied together. She thought he was like her big brother. She thought he was different from other men. She simply wanted to seek his care like an older brother, but unexpectedly, it turned out that
Like other men, he was greedy for her beautiful body and wanted to dominate her and humiliate her.
"Why!" She stared at him in confusion and asked excitedly, wondering how her senior brother, who had always been harmonious, amiable and caring to her, became like this, "Senior brother, why!"
"Why? Tongtong, do you really not know..."
"what do you know?"
"Tongtong, do you really not know that I like you? I have always liked you, I like you so much that I go crazy, do you really not know?!"
The man seemed to be angry because he didn't get a response since he was sincere, and he roared excitedly at Xue Meitong.
Xue Meitong was stunned by the man's yell. She stared blankly at the man approaching step by step, unable to believe what she heard. "But... I am your junior sister..."
"Because of this, I am not willing to just be your senior brother! I am not willing to do it!"
"Isn't it good to be a senior brother... You are my only and dearest senior brother..."
"Tongtong, I like you! I want you to be my woman!"
"But...senior brother, I...I have always only regarded you as my senior brother..."
"Tongtong, don't worry! After tonight, when you become my woman, you will keep me in your heart!"
"Senior brother... why... we can't just be simple friends..."
"Are there any simple friends between men and women?"