Xue Xichen pushed Xiao Liuyue away, closed her collar, glanced at Feng Qingge sleeping peacefully on the ground, and replied lightly: "The woman Feng Qingge loves is Xue Meitong, not Xue Xichen. He would rather love someone
A dead woman is not willing to love a living woman! Because Feng Qingge has countless women around him. Changing women is like changing clothes. Only a dead woman can leave a place in his heart! What's more, he feels that he owes
Got that woman!"
Xiao Liuyue stood stunned in the moonlight, with wisps of breeze ruffling his long and messy hair. He looked at her blankly and asked in confusion: "What... do you mean?"
Xue Xichen tied up her clothes, looked at Xiao Liuyue indifferently, and replied: "The woman in Feng Qingge's heart is Xue Meitong - the me in the past. He would rather recall the painful memories of the past than open his eyes.
Open your eyes and see clearly this me standing in front of him - Xue Xichen! Although I love Feng Qingge, I don't want to be the Xue Meitong in his heart!"
"Xichen..."
"Senior brother, don't worry! Xue Xichen is Xue Xichen, and she will not turn into Xue Meitong! Now that I have decided to forget the past and start over, I will never go back to the old path! If the person Feng Qingge loves
It's just Xue Meitong... He and I will only become strangers in the end..."
"Have you... thought about it?"
"Senior brother, help Feng Qingge back!"
She stood quietly in the wind and snow, watching Xiao Liuyue help Feng Qingge leave the mandala flower field used to commemorate her, a forbidden land filled with sadness for Feng Qingge.
Lying on the bed, Xue Xichen stared up at the ceiling in silence, her ears constantly hearing Feng Qingge's last murmurs before leaving in the quiet courtyard, and her heart ached. She turned over and faced
She lay facing the wall. The continuous stimulation tonight made her confused and unable to sleep for a while.
Phantom…
Xiao Liuyue...
Feng Qingge...
Three men, three different loves. One is her close drinking buddy, one is her beloved senior brother, and the other is the man she loves most in her life. All three of them play a very important role in her life.
She doesn't want to lose any of them!
Phantom, why are you forcing me like this?
Senior brother, can't you just be my beloved senior brother?
Qingge...why do you only love Xue Meitong...
Tossing and turning, it was still difficult to fall asleep. Xue Xichen turned over and sat up. Since she couldn't sleep, she shouldn't sleep. Staying in the palace repeatedly reminded her of sad memories. Should she find another place? Otherwise, she had almost already
I almost lost the courage to live in the palace any longer.
No more sleep! Get up and walk!
She got dressed and went to the ground and opened the door. Snow was falling all over the sky and the cold air hit her face. She couldn't help shivering. It was late at night and the weather was getting colder. She tightened her tight clothes and stepped into the snow.
, leaving behind a series of deep and shallow footprints.
After leaving the palace, I was walking aimlessly. The heavy snow was flying in the air, and it was stuck on the corners of Xue Xichen's eyebrows and hair. Looking from a distance, it looked like three thousand hairs, full of sadness, loneliness, coldness and bitter cold.
Her hands and feet were cold, but she couldn't resist the bitter cold in her heart. She was only one person, but she had hurt so many people because of her. She resented herself, just as she had spurned her own identity. If Xue Xichen had never existed, then the Phantom would not have
He would feel sad for her, Xiao Liuyue would still be idle and Yehe would not have to get involved in this court battle, and Feng Qingge would still be his cool and romantic person, and would not be hurt by love.
If she leaves, will everything be restored to its original state? The Phantom will still be a loyal secret guard, Xiao Liuyue will still be carefree, and Feng Qingge will still be a free and unrestrained prince?
If her leaving can really solve all the problems, then should she go back? Go to a place where no one can find her and start over...
If she leaves...
A warm oil-paper umbrella was placed on top of her head, shielding her from the freezing snowflakes in the sky. Xue Xichen looked back blankly, seeing Leng Junyi's resolute and tough face close at hand. He stared at her tenderly, unable to hide the depth of his eyes.
With a worried expression, "Xichen, you are not in good health. Why are you walking alone outside on a snowy night?"
"Brother Leng..."
Xue Xichen was surprised, "It's already dark, why are you here?"
Leng Junyi said: "I just came out of Qingfei's house. I saw a familiar figure in front of me. It seemed to be you, so I caught up to see it. Sure enough, it was you! Xichen, you are obviously not in good health and can't stand the cold. Why don't you care so much?
My own body?”
"I can't sleep, I want to go out for a walk..."
"I'll accompany you!"
Leng Junyi put the oil-paper umbrella over Xue Xichen's head and walked side by side with her.
"Brother Leng..."
After walking a few steps, Xue Xichen's muffled voice came from the big bag, "Have you ever liked someone?"
Leng Junyi's back instantly stiffened, and his hand holding the umbrella handle slowly tightened. He was silent for a long time, until Xue Xichen thought he would not answer, so he exhaled from his chest and replied quietly: "I liked it...
…”
"A woman who can attract Brother Leng's attention must be quite outstanding."
Staring at the beautiful woman next to him, he saw that she was rubbing her hands and breathing into her palms. She was obviously very cold, but she was stubbornly unwilling to go back. Leng Junyi sighed and said softly: "She is very good... very outstanding...
…”
"A woman who can be liked by Brother Leng must be very happy..."
"perhaps……"
Hearing Leng Junyi's salty answer, Xue Xichen tilted her head and looked at Leng Junyi, wondering: "Why? Doesn't that woman like Brother Leng?"
Leng Junyi chuckled and replied lightly: "She doesn't know..."
"Huh? Why don't you tell her?"
"Because...she already has a sweetheart..."
"Ah!" Xue Xichen covered her lips in surprise and couldn't help but feel sorry for Leng Junyi, "Brother Leng, I'm sorry, I didn't know..."
Leng Junyi shook his head, "He who doesn't know is not guilty, Xichen, what's your fault?"
Xue Xichen blinked and asked with concern: "So, is Brother Leng going to tell her?"
"No..." Leng Junyi shook his head and said sincerely, "As long as I can look at her from a distance, wait for her silently, see her happiness, see her happy, I will feel very happy, very happy
,…”
Xue Xichen sighed sincerely, "A woman who can be loved by Brother Leng is really happy!"
A flash of light flashed across Leng Junyi's eyes when he heard this, and he couldn't help but ask: "Really? Xichen, do you really think so?"
"Yeah!" Xue Xichen nodded and answered seriously, "Brother Leng, don't worry! A good man like you will definitely be able to meet a better woman!"
"Xichen..."
Leng Junyi sighed softly, lowered his eyes bitterly, and replied calmly, "Xichen, the night is getting colder. You are weak and can't bear the cold. I'll send you back to the palace!"
"Well……"
Xue Xichen rubbed her hands vigorously, but they were so stiff from the cold that she could hardly feel where her fingers were. She nodded and agreed with Leng Junyi's words.
Seeing that Xue Xichen was very cold, Leng Junyi took Xue Xichen's wrist and slowly passed the Qi to warm her almost frozen body. Sensing Xue Xichen's surprised look, he smiled softly and said:
"Xichen, if you get cold, how can I explain it to Liuyue?"