Raindrops fell along the eaves, making a dripping sound on the stone steps. Under the dim light, Xue Xichen held a wine glass in his hand and stood leaning against the window. He quietly stared at the rainy scene outside the window.
The rain in winter is three times colder than the snow. This heavy rain seems to be the same as the mood of some people at this moment. Cold and sad, extremely angry and resentful.
The slender white fingers holding the wine glass suddenly moved. Immediately afterwards, an imperceptible cold smile bloomed on the corner of his lips. Just now, Lei Ziang sent news that Bai Dieyu's rescue failed and that both mother and son were dead.
Bai Biluo received the news and hurriedly came to Meishan Palace.
However, he arrived a step too late after all and did not see Bai Dieyu for the last time.
The iron-blooded general, who was bathed in blood on the battlefield, knelt down in front of the white butterfly jade bed and burst into tears. The mournful cry was so heartbreaking and sad that everyone around him couldn't help but secretly wipe away his tears.
Then Feng Biqing came.
The elegant gentleman who had always been as gentle as jade actually lost his temper and roared. He grabbed Xiao Liuyue's collar crazily and roared loudly. He looked like a maniac and attracted everyone's attention.
Xue Xichen couldn't help but secretly wonder whether Feng Biqing really liked Bai Dieyu. Or was he just in pain because he lost his child? Or maybe it was because he lost one of the most valuable chess pieces. It was because of all his plans so far that he became so crazy and lost his temper.
It's such a pity that she wasn't there.
Lei Ziang said that because Bai Dieyu's body has always been healthy and the fetal image is also very stable, Xiao Liuyue suspected that someone had tampered with Bai Dieyu's diet due to an emergency.
In other words, Xiao Liuyue believed that Baidie Jade was poisoned.
Due to poisoning, Baidieyu suffered from massive bleeding and miscarriage, which directly led to Baidieyu's death.
Feng Qingge ordered a strict investigation into this matter.
Xue Xichen is very calm. She has already made complete preparations. This matter will never be investigated on her head.
Besides, if you say she poisoned you, you have to have evidence.
Based on Feng Qingge's current love for her, he would never suspect her. As for Feng Biqing, even if he suspected it, he would have to find evidence first.
And she was very sure. Feng Biqing would never find evidence.
I don't know when the rain stopped.
Pushing open the door, Xue Xichen stepped out of the yard slowly. The night was dark. The dense dark clouds in the sky blocked the starry glow of the bright moon. The winter chill rushed towards Xue Xichen. It penetrated from her neck to her collar. .Xue Xichen folded her clothes and gently rubbed her hands together.
It is fresh after the rain. The air is refreshing. The flowers become more and more crystal clear under the moisture of rain and dew, exuding a charming brilliance.
The slender fingertips gently lifted up the hair hanging on the cheek. The mandala incense after bathing was very intoxicating. It was like a flowery fragrance floating around when playing with it. It was intoxicating. The fingers caressed the long hair. The soft touch came from the fingertips. came. It spread to the limbs and bones of the body bit by bit. Because of the serious injury, Feng Qingge nourished her with delicacies every day. He was careful and treated her like a treasure in the palm of his hand. He held her in his mouth for fear of falling. Afraid of disappearing... It would be false to say that she was not touched by Feng Qingge's sincere treatment. However, whenever she thinks of the pain of the past, the scars in her heart will always be unforgettable.
She sighed softly, slightly twitching the corners of her lips, evoking a sad arc. The cruel and unfeeling past seemed to replay in her mind like yesterday. Xue Xichen didn't know if she could really forget the past, accept this relationship again, and put everything aside. Return to the original shape and start again...
Human beings are strange animals. The hurt they receive when they are lonely is the most profound. They will never be forgotten for the rest of their lives. This kind of pain will hit her overwhelmingly every time in the dead of night. It makes her heartache unbearable. It's not like she can't bear it. She longed for a happy life with Feng Qingge, but that beautiful mood had long since disappeared along with all the misunderstandings in the past, and she had lost all her trust. She didn't know if she could really believe it again...
She has been a human being for two lives, lived and died several times, and experienced so many things. Xue Xichen has already revealed that she dare not expect Feng Qingge to change anything for her. She knows even more clearly that she will not change for Feng Qingge...
Actually it's because she's afraid...
She was afraid that this feeling of "holding it for fear of falling, holding it for fear of melting" would be another illusion. She was afraid that this was just a dream. When she woke up from this dream... everything became nothingness...
The pain of being discarded like garbage... She couldn't bear it anymore...
Looking at the garden full of flowers, Xue Xichen suddenly lost her mind. Although it is already a cold winter, the flowers in the yard are still blooming in full swing...
Unable to help herself, she reached out and picked up a flower branch. As the petals trembled, the rainwater on the petals splashed wet her sleeves...
"Queen, it's cool after the rain. Please go back to your room and rest."
Behind him, the familiar female voice. Xue Xichen looked back and smiled silently.
"Zi'er. It's you."
Zi'er lowered her eyes and said respectfully to Xue Xichen: "Queen, Your Majesty will send you a slave to help you rest."
Xue Xichen chuckled. "It's interesting. When I married Feng Qingge, you were the one he sent to take care of me. Now that I am the queen, you are still the one he sent to take care of me. Feng Qingge is really good. I trust you very much."
"The Queen, your servants are the Emperor's secret guards. They must serve the Emperor."
"Zi'er. It's rare that we are so destined. Why don't we talk about what we know intimately."
Xue Xichen turned to face Zi'er and showed a friendly smile like a spring breeze.
Zi'er lowered her eyes and concentrated her gaze. She said respectfully, "I don't dare. If the Queen has anything to say, feel free to ask. I will tell you the truth."
Xue Xichen took the initiative to hold Zi'er's hand. Her fingertips traced Zi'er's veins intentionally or unintentionally. She said with great enthusiasm: "Zi'er, don't be so outspoken. What kind of queen is not a queen? Just call me 'Tongtong' good."
Zi'er quickly withdrew her hand and took a few steps back. She said respectfully, "I dare not let the emperor see you. I will punish you."
Xue Xichen's pupils narrowed slightly, hiding the sharp light inside. Her tone was light and contained a deep meaning. "Sister Xiuya, we are sisters after all. In front of me, you don't have to act."
"What..." Zi'er was startled. She raised her head to Xue Xichen in astonishment. She saw the fleeting calculating light in Xue Xichen's eyes. She immediately lowered her gaze and said respectfully, "What are you talking about, the queen? Listen, slave." not understand."
Xue Xichen smiled slyly. The corner of her mouth was full of calculation. "Sister Xiuya, when we were in Huamanlou, although my relationship with Hai Cuiling and Wang Yingjun was not good, my relationship with you was quite good. I know your martial arts skills quite clearly. It’s not that easy to hide it from me.”
Zi'er frowned. She squeezed the hands hanging by her sides tightly and then slowly released them. She calmed down and said respectfully: "My name is Zi'er, Queen. You have recognized the wrong person."